Still well
 

Hi,

this is a message from me to let you know that all is well and that I am currently in hospital.

I hope to see you all again shortly.

Kahlia

*hugs Khalia* I am glad they got you a place. Hope you feel better soon xxx

i hope u stay safe there hana...xxx

I'll be thinking about u loads :-) take care there!!!

*cuddles Kahlia*

How are you Emma & Jem?

:) xxx

*huggles*

Feel like *****

How are you hells? Good luck jem for your exam!!

*cuddles Katie*

Oppressive behaviours was the topic of church today. And guess what the main topics were? Yep...suicide and self harm, complete with hand actions and everything. It was so awkward. It felt like the whole thing was directed at me, I know logically it wasn't but still.

*cuddles Emma*

oh god, finnally get to sleep
assignments finished woohooooooo

Took the day off college again. I remember someone saying that I can't just do that all the time, sit in my room away from people and miss college so much. I'm seeing the woman from EIP today, it doesn't matter if I tell her how crap I'm feeling, she wont have any useful advice.
Got drunk last night to numb myself. I'm in such a bad place at the moment it's unreal. Can't tell my dad because he'll blame the alcohol which pisses me off.
Voices are still violent towards my sister. Luckily she's not here so I don't have to keep myself as far away from her as possible.
Feeling bad at the moment about my mum's death. It was my fault.

Your Mum's death wasn't your fault and I naughtily have taken the afternoon off aswell from uni. *cuddles*

Good Morning everyone :) i'm not usually up at this time lol but i can't sleep, i've got a job interview at 12pm and i'm not very looking forward to it as i don't like going to job interviews. Lets just hope i get this job *fingers crossed*

How is everyone today?? xx

Good Luck sweetie <3

Hi,

Sorry i've not been around recently..i just feel hella selfish coming here when i'm unable to support anyone.

*Big hugs to everyone* Goodluck Lil - Princess, and Kahlia - i really hope you can get the help you need in there hunny. Thinking of you.

I hope you are..all feeling a bit better soon..*big hugs to all*

I feel like ****.
Need hugs :/
Crappy head. *Bangs head*

Will go to college today. Had a very bad night and feel unsafe but I can't miss anymore college.
Dad is going to a meeting for carers about how to deal with ODs. First aid and that shizzle.
He said 'not that you're going to take another OD' which is ironic, because when he said he was going out the first thing I thought is now I can look for the pills he's hidden.

*huggles laura* hope ur ok...

good luck lil-princess.. hope it/goes well!

*cuddles zowie*

*cuddles Emma, Laura, Zowie & Katie*

I ache so much. emotionally & physically. fun times.

Someone please make the world stop... I want to get off :crying:

I wish I could stop it too.

oh my god
im really worried
someone is made redundant every 24 hours