i want to cut right now
my skin is scarless
i need scars
i dont know whats triggered me
help

yeah i'm ok *hugs*

I'm really glad darling x

i has an interesting story to share but i dont know if this is the right place to share it..

via pm????

yeah ok :) if only i had saved that pm i sent to Jess about it.. i cant even remember what i wrote now.. :(

My mood is dropping downwards as insecurity kicks my rear. Spit.

*takes off all hugs and glomps cause don't deserve them, esp sparkly ones, and hides under a table*

you do deserve hugs *puts huggles in a box for you so you can take them out and use them when you're ready*
i gotta go but you try to take care ok? i'm thinking of you xoxox

*doesnt push hugs but gently hands a bag with pretty hugs if you wants them*
*curls up*

Jess sent it to me sweetheart :) *snuggles lots*

*hugs* You do deserve them

*curls up in hugs and glomps and even a couple of sparklies around the edges* Thanks guys.
*slouches comfortably in favorite place against the wall*

<3 no prob

Hello again all. Thanks muchly for the hugs and kind words everyone. :-D
I've now made 3 whole days SI free :exclamationmark::thumb:

*Leaves boxes filled with sparklies, flowers, hugs and soft fluffy toys in random places around the ward and disappears off into the smoking area*

If anyone feels like joining me in the smoking area ... feel free. :wow:

Kahlia

Hello all. Just thought I'd pop in and let you know that I am one week free.
Still waiting for my bracelets, I'm really hoping I can make it a month.

Yay on you two success, you guys should keep it up, I believe in you =D

*snuggles everyone if they want to be snuggled*

Zowie, congratulations on one week Free!
Kahlia, congratulations on three days Free!

Can someone give me some nice hugs I can curl up in. No sparklies this time. They itch my stupid sensitive skin. I have some writing to do that will require time and thought.

*gives susan some nice hugs that arent sparklies :)*

Hope you're ok xx

I'm ok. I just had to write a note of apology, remembering that amends are changes, not just saying "I'm sorry."

Today is the first day of celebrating my birthday at meetings. I hope y'all don't mind if I take a hug or two with me?

Take as many as you like =]

You know, I feel like such a fraud... sitting here at work, pretending I'm happy, and life's wonderful, especially after last night, and "that place"... hiding what I do beneath long sleeves, and whatever else... this whole acting "normal" thing... it's just getting so old, and it's more tiring than anything else at work. *sigh* only 2 more days then I can stop pretending.

*hugs everyone*