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Auburn Shadow 11-08-2008 07:05 PM

*sigh* I want to help everyone, but I can't when all I want to do is destroy myself.

Kuwairo 11-08-2008 07:07 PM

^ focus on yourself for a bit. do you want to talk?

my mum just asked if the herbal tablet things she's giving me are working. I actually have no idea...

~*forever_broken*~ 11-08-2008 08:04 PM

*tackles Ku* Haven't talked to you in a while :-)

My last session... wasn't a lot of fun. I suppose it must be the rule that you talk about hard stuff during your last session lol, I don't know... I DO know all I want to do is go home and take a nap... instead I'm hanging around campus until my last meds appointment, then running around getting my paperwork for Basic Health together and in the mail so I can get some sort of health care... *shrug*

*returns to her corner, drained, emotional, and confused*

And jobless :-(

Auburn Shadow 11-08-2008 08:10 PM

I don't particularly have that much to talk about to be honest. Just... I feel pretty rubbish, for no apparent reason, and everyone else (who is 400 miles away from me so I can't do much as is) is dumping their stuff on me as well, and it's just not helping. I've told them I'm not around for a week or so, to give myself time to sort my head out, but in reality I'm too worried about what they're going to do when I'm not there. At least 3 of them have considered suicide in the past couple of days. Urgh, it's too complicated.

~*forever_broken*~ 11-08-2008 08:28 PM

*cuddles Auburn* I'm sorry luv, wish I had something helpful to say...

Auburn Shadow 11-08-2008 08:35 PM

*cuddles back*

Thanks sweetie, cuddles are what I really need right now.

CrazyHayley 11-08-2008 09:48 PM

*bounds into psych ward and gives everyone a GREAT BIG SNUGGLE*
I'm back!!!!
Well I've absolutley no idea what is going on in here, 70pages have happened whilst I've been gallivanting in scotland and my brain power just isn't up to reading through it all. I do hope that everyone has hung in there ok, I've been thinking of you all lots.
I'm pleased to say that although I was really struggling and very anxious about going away, it was like divine intervention and I haven't felt this positive in a long long time....maybe the double dose of prozac has finally kicked in?! My health problems are actually sufferring for being away, but my mental health has made improvements and I'm hoping to find the strength to stay positive and not fall back into old habbits. This is probably the first time since joining 2months ago that I don't need to be in the psych ward, but I've made good friends in here who've supported me so much, so I wanted to come in and say hello and still stay so that I can now give out supportive snuggles to you and be here for you all.....though I just hope I have some words of wisdom if you need them.
*puts magic feel good nibbles in room for everyone to share*

Automatik Teknicolour 11-08-2008 10:12 PM

Just got off the phone to Alex, wasn't an hour and half convo really >.<

~*forever_broken*~ 11-08-2008 10:22 PM

*huddles in her corner*
And now, in 15 minutes I've got my last meds appointment... and I never really care for them any way because he's SO serious and acts like this is all such a big deal... as long as he doesn't notice last nights cut, doesn't ask about the Hello Kitty bandaid on my hand, and my sleev doesn't slip so he can see the tape and gauze on my wrist from last nights cutting

All I'm Living For 12-08-2008 02:28 AM

*huggles and cuddles lots*

~*forever_broken*~ 12-08-2008 02:39 AM

*cuddles up to Soph*
I like living by myself, most of the time... But sometimes it would be nice to have someone here when I feel so bad :crying:

*rocks ever so slightly in her corner*

Uh, hello?! So it was my last session, my last meds appointment(at least for a while and the last with the guy I've been seeing for a while now), big deal! Could that really be why I feel so bad?

MammaMia 12-08-2008 02:54 AM

*checks back in at last*

Having a SERIOUSLY **** night. So I need cuddles :( and maybe cry myself to sleep? xx

~*forever_broken*~ 12-08-2008 03:07 AM

*cuddles Helen*
You can cry yourself to sleep in my corner sweetie. Here's hoping your tears cause mine to spill over *snuggles*

blondiebear 12-08-2008 03:32 AM

I remade my bracelet today as I promised everyone that I would. Seven white beads of the 24 it takes to go around my wrist, the rest being orange of course.

I didn't want to. I'm just going to stow the bracelet in the bottom of my purse. But then I remember that i'm not just doing ti for myself, i'm doing it to show that it can be done.

MammaMia 12-08-2008 03:34 AM

*cuddles you both*

I couldn't cry or sleep. Grrr. Just keep re-playing things in my head...like when he lied to me. How DARE he?!

~*forever_broken*~ 12-08-2008 03:37 AM

Blondie-mum, if showing folks that it can be done is what it takes then please, do that. But it would be best, I think, if to did it for yourself, dear Susan*cuddles*

*wanders into the kitchen to get a pitcher of water*
Don't want to have a hangover, esp since I'm helping a friend with his Vacation Bible School class tomorrow...
:crying: how much do I suck?

~*forever_broken*~ 12-08-2008 03:40 AM

*cuddles Helen*sweetie sounds like you got the same kind of dad that I did in which case you just expect then worst that way when he does something good you get a plesant suprise.

MammaMia 12-08-2008 12:39 PM

*hugs ack*

Right now....I don't have a father tbh :|

effervescence 12-08-2008 01:50 PM

i want to die.

thank you to those who PM'd me, it REALLY makes a difference knowing someone took the time to care. i'll reply to you guys as soon as i have some words.

right now just have to keep breathing.

take care xxx

MammaMia 12-08-2008 03:30 PM

What's going on hon?

*massive cuddles*

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