sorry for making you repeat... at work atm
and that really sux,

*Hugs Mark* I'm sory they denied a visa

*Hugs Crimson* How are you?

*Hugs Hannah*

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

I'm ok iv been doing well for some time, i have had my times when im not good but we all have those. I just wish life wasnt so lonely.

hugs ian

Thank you Louise :) how are you? *Hugs Louise Back*

*hugs ian*
i'm doing pretty good at the moment, aside from the jerk that tried to hit me with a car yesterday :|
you?

my family wants me to go inpatient to get some extra, more professional help that they cant provide. im not sure how i feel about that. i just know that if somthing doesnt change for the better real soon, im going to completely lose it all together

Hi everyone,

Just stopping by to say hi and that I'm thinking of you. I'm sorry I haven't been around in forever, finally on a short break from school so I might be able to be more around the next week or two.

My inbox is always open to anyone who needs to talk. <3

*drops off no-calorie treats and hugs for everyone*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Caiden*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Hannah*

*Hugs Louise*

Can someone hug me?
I think I need to check in... I'm losing it. :/

*big, safe hug* wanna talk about what's goin on?

*Hugs Tiffany*

*Hugs Hannah*

My husband died back in October and I'm slowly losing my sanity... I can feel it.
I don't know what to do anymore... I don't want to be here. I need him :'(

I'm sorry tiffany :( *Hugs*

I can't sleep tonight. I'm going to see my youth worker tomorrow morning, and I'm torn between telling her everything to pretending that I'm "over it" and don't need help.

It's terrifying.

*pops in and leaves some chocolate muffins*

*helps self to a muffin*
i'm feeling so unsafe right now. :/

*Hugs Feli*

*Hugs Jetfirce*

*Hugs Tiffany*

*hugs everyone* I'm here if anyone needs to talk.

*Glomps Lindsay*

hugs everyone

*Hugs louise*

*hugs all around*

Going to pick up my prescription tomorrow. Hopefully the receptionist won't be as nasty as the last one.

Some receptionists don't even act like human beings.

I have to do that too Feli *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

checking in. just got home after spending two days in the local risis stabilization unit. doing a little better than i have been. hugs to all. take care and stay safe

*Hugs Caiden*

hugs everyone - really tired today, just wanting to sleep.

How is everyone else?

*Hugs Louise*

at a party. told someone i had a self injury recovery bracelet after i let her loan it for 1 minute. then she asked me if my arms were really messed up. i know this is like a taboo for me. i had two beers. im at a fork post with my life now. thoughts going slowly against the wrong way. i havent cut in like month and a half. but lately i've been thinking about just using them again. or ending my life. cause no one knows me i feel like it doesnt matter what i do that i will never ever get to know someone again. just like a open door with me infront of it but i dont know how to move.

god damnit. everyday im feeling im drifting to something thats gonna hurt me.

*Squishes Monk*

i started to save up my sleep med now. its not much but i cant get stoned or something cause they will know cause i just found out this is kinda a mini ward. i cant even nudge the fire alarm cause then it will trigger a silent alarm that brings the main chief of the fire departmant like last time. and im gonna keep asking for sleep med til i have enough to get drugged on so i can feel that im doing something with my life instead of just beeing alive. cause no one cares.

*Hugs Monk Hard* I Care Monk :)

i care monk

i still got the recovery bracelet though and it helps. havent thought about doing that in about month and a half. it works like a charrm. *hugs doikers and louise*

*Hugs Monk* If you like you can call me Mark :)

Hi everyone :) I havent been around for ages but always come back :) hows your day going? Im Sam for anyone that doesnt know :0)

Hi Sam *waves* I Forget if Hugs are okay?

hi everyone. im back again. hugs for everyone. i messed up pretty bad, so now im in trouble with my family, and i see the doc in three days. dont know what to do. but i will make it through somehow. i alwys do.
*leaves plate of sugar cookies and pithcer of milk for all ho want some*

*Hugs Caiden*

*hugs all* how are you?

I wasn't here in about 4 months because I was IP, they released me back into the wild world and I can do my evil things again... j/k

hey everyone. checking in again. they kicked me out of the hospital after just a few short days stay in the stabilization unit becuse they didnt feel that i was in a crisis. now i go to my nurse and doc evaluations tomorrow to talk to them abut how im doing. not sure how thats going to go. if im honest, i may end up ip for longer this time. im nervous about it. all i can ask is that you all wish me luck. *hugs to all* hope you all are doing ok. talk to you later!

*Hugs Laura!* Hey You ! :) Missed you :)

*Hugs Caiden* Good Luck Hun :)

*Hugs y'all*I'm at my parents and family from the states are visiting soon,, so yeah busy , sorry for not keeping up in advance , tis the freaking season.....

*Hugs Mark* missed you too! Is it stress for you when the whole family is there?
*Hugs Caiden* how did it go?

Yes Laura it certainly is *Hugs*

*hugs Mark* it's the same for me, so I already planned something nice to do for when we're done with all the christas visits and stuff. Now I have something to look forward to when I'm getting stressed.

Hey y'all sorry i haven't been around. So sorry to hear of all the struggles :(( *hugs*

*Hugs Hannah*

*Hugs Hannah*

*Hugs Laura*