*hugs everyone*

Today is a better day. I don't feel quite as stressed out, though I have a few hours at both jobs so we'll see if that holds. Today is day number 99 of no SI. I feel really tired but I seem to be unable to sleep. At some point I think I want some Chinese food.

How are you all doing today?

*Hugs Laura* Thats a great goal Hun:)

*Hugs Heidi* 99 days!!!!!!!!!! Go you!!! . Yum , chinese!

*Hugs Doikers* Thanks. Tomorrow is a BIG day for me. Hitting 100 seems like it's taken forever... mostly it feels really good!

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura* You can do it!
*hugs Heidi* Awesome job!

Is anyone about......?

*cuddles mark* im sorry =[ but just think- 10 days is just a little over a week =] ie im wicked jealous =p <3 hope you guys have an AMAZING time. oh and i miiiight get to meet you too in jan or w/e lol

*Hugs Heather* That would be so cool!

I am feeling Lonely right now , I'm texting Felicia , But still feel lonely , I could use company should anyone be about.

I'm here, Mark. Sorry if i'm late.

Hey Lindsay *Hugs* How are you hun?

i am here as well

I'm not sure how I am. Planning on self harming soon but i'll keep it superficial if I can.

How has your day been?

I've been tired all day , I think a large part of it is emotional , I'm having an early night 9pm-ish , I took two Diaz so I hope to get a decent sleep tonight *Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

I know that feeling, Mark. I hope you have a decent sleep and wake up tomorrow feeling refreshed.

Lindsay , what is your sig quote from? I like it .

*hugs mark*

It's lyrics from a Muse song - Starlight.

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Lindsay* A quick inspection of my CD collection reveals that I have that song :P

Do you have the Muse song Invincible? I always find that to be very positive.

Yes I have that song to , they are on the same album but I haven't listened to it in a while,.............

I'm almost constantly listening to Muse and Linkin Park! What bands do you listen to?

Linkin Park , A thousand Suns , EVERY Moring , Today I've also listen to Taylor Swift , Avenue Q Soundtrack ,Within Temptation, Flyeaf , I think that is it :P

*Hugs My Wardies Goodnight*

*hugs mark good night*
*hugs all* I'm off for the day... see how much of this crap I can get done at the kids' school... I hate paperwork.

Good night, Mark.

i am a bit low tonight and tired - i need sleep.

Are you able to get some rest, Louise?

i will try but dunno

Anyone around? Its over i was stupid to think it was a good idea. I'm back to being alone all the time again. I'm back to where i was before alone and lonely. I gave up trying to make friends a while ago because i kept getting hurt and it was to much. Lets face it il always be alone :crying:

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

Anyone here? :sad: Please

*hugs Ian* I'm about, whats up?

Thanks. I was stupid so so stupid. I'm hurt again.

*hugs* your not stupid at all.

not stupid.

hey oliver <3 how you doin?

I'm 3 hours away from 100 days "sober" from SI and I don't think I'm going to make it.

What's happened, Ian? *hugs*

How are you both, Oliver and Heather?

Did you manage, Heidi. I hope you're ok.

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Heidi*

I had nightmares , one of which has upset me plenty.........

Do you want to talk about it, Mark?

Maybe in a bit Lindsay , right now I have to go out *Hugs* How are you?

I'm bored. And lonely. And fed up with life.

*Hugs Lindsay*

My befriender tells me not to dwell on the dream but it may come up later....

It's hard to let go of dreams sometimes, they can be so vivid.

*hugs Mark*

*hugs Lindsay* I did make it, but not without a pounding headache. 100 days though!

Sidenote: I'm really freaking hungry...

Sorry :oops:

*Hugs Lindsay* Yes they can......

*Hugs Heidi* Way to go you!

*Hugs Mara* Whats up hun?

My Friend is in a mess bless her , She is having to stay at her parents as she is so low , She came off Lithium and people told her she was not on meds so was not ill (seriously I would have gone berserk had I been there), 12 years she was on it and she is spiralling downwards , she got put on an AD . I am so worried about her , She is my best Friend , I love her as such and she isn't even in town so I can't even pop by.....

"It ain't easy having pals"

Heidi, very well done!

Mara, what's up?

Mark, i'm sorry to hear about your friend. No wonder you are worried *hugs*

You okay Lindsay ? *Hugs*

I'm trying to find the courage to phone the crisis team. I phoned a few minutes ago and someone answered who I don't know and I didn't know what to say although I have something written down.

*hugs Mark* I'm really sorry to hear about your friend *squishes*

*hugs Mara* whats up?

Hi Heidi *waves* I'm Oliver, well done for 100 days :)

*hugs Lindsay* I hope you can talk to the crisis team.

I've just got back from a pretty intense counselling session.

*wonders around garden and hides*