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*hugs all my wardies*
*Waves to ANgel* |
* waves back to mark *
trying to think what to do with myself until my next prayer at 10 o clock i cant watch a film because id have to stop it half way through. Am listen Nasheeds ( Islamic songs ) there really nice. I missed the start of the tv programs that started at 9 o clock so there not point watching them Maybe ill just sit on line here and see who wanting to talk |
Hey everyone. It's me, Shad, I'm back again. I've finished with my psychiatrist now, he's done all he can but I never told him I was a recovering self-harmist. (Had him 6 months) I'm now relying on a dear friend of mine - one VERY close to me.
I'm back because someone sent me spiraling. I thought I was done, I thought I was fixed. But I'm not. |
*waves to Angel*
Hope everyone is doing okay... I'm just really frustrated |
worked it out (been gone a long time) 8 months 2 weeks 5 days free :)?
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Its going to be a special occassion in less than 40 minutes
*Hugs Mark* *Hugs MJ* *Hugs Matt* *Hugs Angel* *Hugs Louise* |
I changed my signature, if you can see. It used to be:
Am I still falling? It feels like it. Nobody's caught me yet... I'm still falling and all I see is darkness. No light. Trapped. Forever in this nightmare called my life. I'm fading, I'm falling... But I don't want to. it's now what you see below. |
Hi shadow, I'm matt
What's the special occassion atlantica? |
well its no big deal really, but it means alot, especially when i think back and stuff. Its my 4th ryl birthday!
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Congrats lol. Actually, its almost my 4th as well :)
:makes stuff for everyone in here: |
*hugs ian* yay happy ryl bday! lol.
*hugs matt* how r u doing now? why r u feeling frustrated? Thanks for always making us virtual goodies in here :) *waves at angel* hope you stayed safe and found distractions. *hugs mark* i hope you managed not to drink or injure. You are doing great hun. I know you can keep going. *hugs louise* how r u? *hugs shad* congrats on being free for so long! thats awesome! *hugs laura* So you asked this way long time ago, but I haven't been able to get on for long enough to respond... but I'm home for 3 months unfortunately... i don't know what I'm going to do. *hugs mj* you are not a hypocrite hun. Nobody here is... We are all struggling and trying to help. *hugs felicia* welcome back! I'm sure your grandparents dont feel like you are intruding. Hope you got some rest. *hugs oliver* i hope you stayed safe. *hugs laura* good luck with M. Stay safe hun. I'll miss you too. I'm still here.... yeah... I don't know what to say about myself. I'm annoyed with my family and flat. |
waves hi then curls up in corner
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Good Morning everyone * waves*
How is everyone doing today ? |
*Waves to Angel*
*Hugs Shad* Way to go you!!! *Hugs Matthew* *Hugs Ian* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Shattered1* |
hi everyone
waves i exhausted...head pounding grabs pillow and blanket and curls back up and tries to get some more sleep, hopefully no nightmares...just plain restful sleep |
*Hugs Shattered1*
*Hugs Auragrace* Hi I'm Mark :) |
Auragrace am sorry you are stressing out i understand how you feel I am quite big myself and i struggle with my weight and size too
If you need to talk just pm me :) |
*hugs all who want them, waves at angel*
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*Hugs Crimson* How are you hun?
*Waves to Angel* What do the characters before Allah in you sig mean ? |
It Arabic for Allah.
I asked on a Muslim forum if it ok to be on this forum or not am waiting for answer. It will be a shame if its harm ( bad) as i like it here |
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