*cuddles and goodie bags full of stickers and plastic rings and neckalces*

I Hate, hate, hate when I let food consume me.. well more like I consume it... no wonder I am such a fat gross pig... btw anyone else a binge eater or am I once again alone.

*snuggles if you want* bet you're not a fat gross pig [wow im one to talk lols]

*curls up and sleeps*

*snuggles with* but i am a fat pig :(. i used to be so pretty then i let food in.

*cuddles more* food is silly *nod*

me getta photograph butterflys being released in morning ^.^ lol.

Food is evil. I looves me some butterflies

*hugs Jess* I'm glad you didn't give up completely <3

*hugs Heather* I love my TWLOHA shirt :D But I feel like a huge hypocrite whenever I wear it... ><

*hugs Becca* you're not a fat pig at all. You're beautiful <3

This is ridiculous. It's 4 am and I can't sleep. I've been awake since 10 am yesterday morning... how many hours is that? I can't even wrap my brain around simple math right now. And I have to work in 8 hours. *curls up in a ball and tries to fall asleep* This is not going to end well....

Me too Taz. *hugs* I ended up having a suprise visit from a friend this afternoon and that made me feel a bit better.

*hugs everyone*

I'll be away most of next week on a course with the Prince's Trust. I'm really looking foward to getting away from home. I hate it here.

*Taz Hugs * I hope you are sleeping.

* Hugs Wolf0s* No , Don't give up completely ( Hypocrite I know )

*Hugs Heather and Becca * I'm sure you're not fat either of you , I'm having issues with food I know how tough it can be :(

*Hugs Lindsay* Enjoy your princes trust week :)

How are you Mark?

I'm Achey ,I ache that is , I don't know what to do today , one part of me says cut (First thing I got up) one says nope don't . I Struggled to get out of bed again , I' just tired I guess, I am struggling to sleep latley and even when I do sleep it takes me hours to wake up :( sorry.

*sits rubbing eyes* so tired
i'm baby sitting and all i wanna do is sleep

*Hugs Julie*
Im about to go for a walk to get some energy drinks , I don't want to go out but I'll not sleep tonight with no exercise , I'll go via the canal , it's nice there and ends up right on Aldis heh.

We seem to be living be living very similar lives Mark. *hugs*

I desperately want to just throw in the towel right now.

*hugs to everyone* Sorry, I'm being horribly self centred today.

*hugs/waves at all wardies*

Getting ready for bed as it's been a long and tiring day. We did two dump runs getting rid of all the trash that's been sitting downstairs since we moved in. My computer has been playing silly buggers and continuously freezing up for no obvious reason. Getting really sick of it. *sigh*

Thinking of you all and trying to keep up with where you all are at.

My computer's playing up too Kahlia. It keeps switching off. Damn technology!

*Hugs Jessica* You're not being self centred. That's what the ward exists for to offer support and empathy .

*Hugs Kahlia* I bet you are tired out from moving all that rubbish.

*Hugs Kahlias and Lindsays Computers * Maybe they need hugs too :)

*Spots Helen and Hugs *
Did you enjoy Leona Lewis? Did I already ask that . sorry if so , I hope you had a great time :D

*hugs everyone*

Been going all quiet again lol. Had a bad night last night, oh wells, least it's out of the way now =]

Cut my elbow open earlier, that was ****ing scary, luckily managed to sort it, was about to go to hospital :/ Really sore now =[

Can we roll to October please?? I want go see my best friend already :( Oh & maybe next Saturday too, so will be on holiday YAY!