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Oooh 250 quests... hehe... that's awesome. :D
And yes, I do think that 11 months should count!! even though you had a "blip" in the middle... so CELEBRATE!!! *does the happy dance just for you* :D *huggles* |
How am I ? Hmm well I haven't cut , but I want to , I crawled out of bed at 10.30 am then went back to bed from 1 - 4 pm then got up shopped for cereal , made and eat dinner despite not feeling like food and thats brought my here , I'm really low . Horribly depressed right now , I want to hurt myself and I don't know why, well I know why , but I don't know the why of the why , make sense? , I a going to try a distract myself on WoW for a bit . I HATE depression :(
Sorry April I was dinner making / eating when you poked me :) |
*hugs Mark*
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*Hugs Lindsay* Thankyou :)
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*cuddles all*
Good to hear from you Hayley *squishes you lots* Sorry for the lack of individual posts... |
Helen ! *Hugs ya*
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Maaaark *hugs tight*
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*cuddles Hels* What's up, love?
*cuddles Mark* Awh, sweet, I'm sorry you're feeling so awful. :( I wish we could've talked on Facebook, just went on there now and you were still "idle" so I daren't poke you again, heh. Hopefully you are feeling a bit better after/during playing WoW... I know that it usually helps me some. :) Are you glad that you started playing? I spy a Laura!! *cuddles* How are you, hon? I'm worried about you... I'm at my parents' right now, hanging out and just having fun, although I've almost fallen asleep twice. Haven't started on my midterm report because, well, I don't know what to say in it!! Very very frustrating. :( My prof hasn't emailed back yet about it... I didn't expect him to within a few hours but I was hoping... :( GRRRRR!!!! Tonight there's a thing at our church for college-aged/young adults... I think that Jarrod and I are going but it's from 8pm-11pm and I am pretty sure that I will be dying from exhaustion halfway through. Ugh. Usually at the latest I am in bed by 10:30pm, and we won't be home until 11:30 unless we leave a bit early. :-S Gahhh... so I'm not positive that we'll be going. *sighs* *hides in a dark corner* :( |
ok i'm going to try to catch up some...
*hugs hayley* you definitely should celebrate 11 months still! *throw confetti* Its good to hear from you too! Im glad you are feeling better! *cuddles helen* How r u doing today? *hugs mark* I hope that you were able to distract yourself. I'm sorry that you are feeling so poorly today *hugs april* sorry that you are feeling so tense hun. Im glad to hear that you didn't cut last night though. Its hard, but keep trying to fight those thoughts. Good luck doing your write up. I hope that if you decide to go to your church thing you have a good time. How else r u doing today? Ooo and I spy you! *squishes JK* Hey! its nice to hear from you! Hope that you managed to get to sleep okay. *hugs kahlia* Im gonna try to catch up reading your thread later today. Hope that you are doing alright. *hugs kat, lindsay, taz, crimson, hannah, heather, oliver (wherever you are..), julie and everyone else* and *waves at the new people* Hi! I'm laura! To everyone that said they were worried about me - please you dont need to worry. I never really do anything too bad. I feel like i have been spiraling downward lately but it has to stop eventually right? Thanks though. I really appreciate you guys and its nice to know that i am cared about, even if i cant see you guys in real life.. wish i could sometimes. I had training #2 for work today. Hopefully the real work days will go better, i have a hard time working when someone is watching over my shoulder the whole time so i made a lot of mistakes.. stupid anxiety was thru the roof. I'm home now tho, so hopefully the anxiety will decrease soon. |
*cuddles everyone* no epic responses tonight *rubs eyes* so tired from just reading and I have to go get sleep. I ache after too much gardening today! I so need a gardener, and some homehelp, I just cant cope with this place, it's too big! Going to let the others have their say as i've had them locked up all day with all my barriers and stuff well up because my mother was here.
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EDIT: decided upon reading it to hide that, got a lot more than I bargained for. sorry guys. |
*hugs kat* your last response was pretty epic! It was impressive. :-) and we really appreciate you taking the time to try to reply to everyone. I hope that you can get some rest tonight.
*waves to rosie, amy, 'miel, and sarah* (i dont know if any of u like hugs so i thought i'd be careful and just wave for now) I wish i knew what to say.. I know so little about alters... No need to be sorry though. Its prolly good to let them get their feelings out too. *sets out a box of hugs for those who want them* |
*Finds empty comfy place and sits* I have returned to the place where for the most part I feel like I am a valued friend and person.
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*Waves to anarchistl0ve* How are you today?
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Could be better, Learned soemone I called a best friend for 7yrs does not feel the same way. She told someone else she calles a best friend that shes engeged i found out via some happy mass message on her status update.
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oh , I;m sorry to hear that , *Hugs if ok*
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Crickey I better be getting to bed , I'l; try and have a better day tomorrow , go out and buy the correct dressings ......... if the chemists is open on a Sunday . I Want to Harm , I want to harm seriuosly , but NO!! I'm going to bed and sleep and that is that
" Asleep is the safest place you can be" - Biffy Clyro. |
thanks *hugs to you too* be strong
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Argh!!!! This keeps getting better and better not, was
told somthing yesterday that was hard to take and hear. bloody hell why now, after 2 months. really can't go back to that place, it was so messed up and crazy. Crap not now. =[ |
*sits in corner*
rawr |
Rawr indeed. *nods*
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