C'mon everyone. Let's see what goodies Jeff has for us in his hideaway. Chocolate isn't a solution but is sure helps.

*sets boxes of tissues everywhere*

Amanda sweetie, come over here to your auntie. It might be easier to breathe if you sit up for a bit. I have a strong shoulder to help prop you up.

*cuddles everyone*

Bro, I seriously owe you an apology. You created a haven for us and I messed up in my frustration. Thank you for giving us a safe place to hide out and to help each other out.

*sniffle*
Did I miss something?
I didn't know Daddy made us a haven
*starts to sob again*

Yep, He made us a haven, with games and a magic fridge, painted in pretty tan paint with white trim. And wonderful oak chairs.

Come sit with Auntie and talk to me.
*cuddles you*

huggles and cuddles for everyone in here who wants them

I can't stop crying.

Damm me.

I can't. I can't. I can't.

Someone else I know is going to die. I just can feel it. Everything is making me cry, like absloute floods of tears. It's all too much.

*cuddles helen* what is going on?

*cuddles sophie*

*snuggles up close to her aunt Blondie in the haven*

*cuddles Susan*

I just can't stop crying. I'm scared I'm going to have someone die. I'm so scared. I'm crying over Allie's death and I have no right. I never spoke to her. So why should I cry over that? I have no right to say oh an online friend died, cus I don't.

Everything keeps setting me off. Tears just keep on coming. Everything's getting to me. The thoughts. The freedom of doing whatever I want. I want it. I want happiness though. What's my choice a fresh new start with could knock me off my even kneel or death? Hmm...

*hugs Helen and hands bandanna*

at least you didn't drive someone away with stupid horrible mean words that are now making you wonder if you should hurt yourself as a result... 8sighs*


*slams and locks cupboard door from the inside*

everyone says things they don't mean sometimes jess. please don't hurt yourself because of being human.

*hugs amanda and helen*

Thanks Amanda.

You know what really sucks aswell? I'm beginning to feel like nobody can help me professionally cus "theres nothing wrong". Yes friends help. But can they do after that certain pont. That point being me suidical....:crying:


I am so damm angry with this world. It keeps GIVING ME ****ING ****. IT'S LIKE I ATRRACT IT.WELL GUESS WHAT? I WANT TO BE ****ING HAPPY

*might paste this into my thread*

I'm right there in the same boat with ya hun... it never ends with me :crying:

I meant what i said chlo. i just didn't mean it the way she made it sound. i was trying to get her to think. but it jsut made eveyrthtign worse.

*hugs tight* I wish we could be helped :ermm:

I am so damm angry with this world. It keeps GIVING ME ****ING ****. IT'S LIKE I ATRRACT IT.WELL GUESS WHAT? I WANT TO BE ****ING HAPPY!!!!

I want to be more ****ing happy. I try to be more positive. I am TRYING to stay on an even keel. BUT I CAN'T TRY ANY LONGER. I'm at the end of my ****ing tether. Can't I have some morre good times? Please? Cant they tell I'm suffering, fighting every damm day to be positive to stay alive. I shouldn't be constantly fighting.

me too hunni... me too *starts to sob uncontrollably again* :crying: :crying: :crying:

*pulls you both into group hug*

*gives you a big snuggle* One day we'll be understood?

*is cuddled*

*snuggles back* I hope so... I really hope so...

I hope so too, I hate it all :crying:

I hate it too... I HATE LIFE!!!!!!! :crying:

*pulls you two closer and whispers in ears that i heart you both*
:)

I <3 U 2 Heather

Me too darling. God isn't listening to me I don't think :crying:

*is pulled*

love you guys more so nerr :P
*curls up and sleeps*

*Keeps snuggling amanda*
Think bro will mind if i make a few cushions for the haven? I hope hes ok with the curtains.

Susan, can I be snuggled too :crying:

*snuggles Helen*

I always have hugs and snuggles for anyone who needs them.

*is frustrated*
I can't get my "I am so... not myself" post to edit the title and say (update in post #)

*cuddles Amanda*
*cuddles Helen*

We had to do a load of laundry yesterday. Philip did it and was an absolute love about it. So now we get to fold it all and re pack. That way we will only need to carry one suitcase for the two of us, we'll be able to leave the other one in the back of the suv.

*offers cuddles all around*

Amanda..

You know when you can see all topic titles, double click yours really fast and it shoul bring the title so u can write in it, might take a few goes though and if u cant do it I'll try for u if u want?

I really miss my daddy today... :crying:
I don't know if it's just because of all te **** that's been happening the past couple days or what, but :crying: :crying: I NEED MY DADDY!!!

huh???? I'm confused... :ermm: sorry... my brain really isn't here this morning... :crying:

Amanda, your daddy is okay. I've heard it though someone I know in chat. I miss him too!

I'm not as tall as he is but my shoulders are broad and my heart is big.
*cuddles you*

*cuddles you both*

Amanda, let me think of how to explain it better, my brain is dead hehe

it's so weird... when I open te post to read it, at the top, it has the update in the title (says "update post # 27") but on the boards on stuff it shows up as "update post # 20"......... so weird

Yeah that can happen hun.

You know when you click onto Vets Support, and it brings up all the threads? Scroll down to where yours is, but dont click on it, but double click on it, it should open a dialoug box and the title should be highlighted, you can change it.

Have a go and see if you can do it, if not u can get a mod to change it...

*Cuddles anyone who wants one*
I love you people <3

We love you too Zowie
*cuddles back*

*hugs anyone who needs hugs* i'm here if anyone wants to talk..

*leaves some cuddly :teddy: around for anyone who wants/needs one*

*takes teddy and smiles*

*cuddles heather*

*hugs Amanda, Soph & Heather*

<3 you girlies ;)

*hugs helen back* blates love you more :)

*hugs back*

NAH UH! I love you x 100 + infitity & one forever haha. You can't beat that <3

*28yr old I, enters with her pillow an hello kitty blanket *

*hands Becca a teddy* :teddy:
Welcome to the ward
make yourself at home
(I haven't seen you around before so I assume you are new - please forgive me if I am mistaken)