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YodaBearInterrupted 27-06-2012 04:42 AM

*hugs RisingFromtheAshes and MakeSomeNoise and RootsbeforeBranches*
Hope that was okay to do

*puts some brownies and cookies on the table*

Doing ok, but not that much better

xMakeSomeNoisex 27-06-2012 05:17 AM

*hugs everyone*

Thanks for the hugs.

Tonight I am just feeling really drained and empty. I had 3 break downs today so it was a pretty horrid day. I am just so tired and fed up. Every time I go to sleep I wake up three hours later and can't get back to sleep (which is kind of normal for me) but it is exhausting when you are going on no sleep and having constant break downs every day for weeks on end. It isn't helping that I have been contemplating suicide more and more as the days go by. I am holding on by a thread these days and it takes all my energy to just make it through the day.

m0nk 27-06-2012 06:43 AM

i think it's 2 cats

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 10:48 AM

I think i might just move in here

Doikers 27-06-2012 10:56 AM

*Hugs Georgia* Beatles fan ? :)

*Hugs Monk*

*Hugs Faye*

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 11:06 AM

hugs mark, how are you today?

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 12:30 PM

:( just want to curl up and not wake up

Doikers 27-06-2012 02:29 PM

*Hugs Faye* I'm recovering from a horrid nose bleed , going to the dr's tomorrow about them. How're you?

*Hugs Gemma Tight*

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 02:57 PM

dont want to be alive anymore seriously thinking about it

midnightphoenix 27-06-2012 04:00 PM

Please don't Saphire, we're all here for you (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 04:02 PM

oh no sorry to hear that. Hope the doctors goes ok. Im ok actually today i have managed 8 hours of being normal. I have rang someone for an application and my benefits are sorted til i get a job and my aunty came to visit me. I just dont like nighttime.

hugs saphire you know were here for you hun.

how are you dylan?

midnightphoenix 27-06-2012 04:12 PM

I'm really disorientated. I posted on my own thread. I don't know what I said on there. It doesn't make sense to me. Nothing does.

I'm a bad person.

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 04:16 PM

Your not a bad person at all and its ok to write on your own thread. Look after yourself hun

Doikers 27-06-2012 05:19 PM

You're not a bad person Dylan *Hugs*

*Hugs Gemma* Please talk to us hun?

Laura2.0 27-06-2012 05:35 PM

*hugs all*

I don't know what to do. I'm dissociated ALL the time. I don't remember the last time I was not dissociated. I don't think I want to 'come back', it scares me.

xMakeSomeNoisex 27-06-2012 06:44 PM

Yep a major Beatles fan :)

*hugs everyone*

Today I am actually feeling okay which is nice since the last few days have been the worst yet. I know that tonight it will probably get bad again but I am going to try and enjoy my day. I may go to the fair tonight but not sure yet.

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 07:00 PM

just tired of everything thats happend and is happeing and i cant handle it anymore ....i just dont want to be alive anymore i dont have anyone inmy life that cares about me or that wants to help me i have no one....so many people have told me to just go and kill myself and i should just listen to them even my parents told me they wouldnt be botherd if i did that im worth nothing ...voices are too hard to control ...i just feel so unhappy in a life that i dont want anymore

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 08:43 PM

May i have some safe cuddles please? my leg is really painful tonight
:( and im sad i was ok all day and now im in bed i just melted.

Doikers 27-06-2012 08:48 PM

*safe hugs ya*

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 09:06 PM

thank you i like safe hugs am v scared tonight.


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