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MammaMia 27-06-2008 03:10 PM

*drops off hugs for everyone*

Oh my gee. I wrote about feeling very dizzy and sick, a few hours ago and completely forgot it. Char (someone I know, as she works with my mum) told my mum about it, who then rang me to see if I was ok. That's finnne but what if I'd written that I was sucidical? Hmmmm better watch my back now :(

Jetforce 27-06-2008 03:34 PM

*squishes every1*

blondiebear 27-06-2008 04:04 PM

*burrows into Jem's squishes*

Auburn Shadow 27-06-2008 04:29 PM

*joins the squishes*

zowie 27-06-2008 04:50 PM

Just re-dyed my hair :D

Pomegranate 27-06-2008 05:00 PM

*squishes everyone*

What colour Zowie? How did it go with your Dad and Grandad?

Where did you write it Helen? Suppose it is nice that she cares at least. How are you doing?

farawayfairy (sorry don't know your name), I don't know why it has to be so hard but well done on the 6 months that's amazing! Everyone has slip ups so don't worry too much about it.

*pounces on Alexx* How are you hun? Missed you x

Jeremy, don't worry about your exams, there done now. I would have put money on failing but I passed. You will be fine.

*goes to look at Hannah's thread*

Has anyone heard from Ally? I PM'd her a few days ago and haven't got a response and she hasn't been on here for a few days either. Ally if you read this can you PM or email me so I know your ok sweetie? *hugs*

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I have just been stitched without anaesthetic. Very Sore and pissed off :(.

Kuwairo 27-06-2008 05:08 PM

^ ouch! they're not supposed to do that are they? Hope you're ok...

I failed exams :s
Bad end to a rollercoaster week.

blondiebear 27-06-2008 05:11 PM

*stays in the group cuddle and weeps on shoulders*

I'm feeling like a lost little girl again today. Someone please cuddle me?

Unfortunately, now I need to go to a meeting. At least it is the kind of nice group where I can be myself, tears and all.

MammaMia 27-06-2008 06:15 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 881350)
Where did you write it Helen? Suppose it is nice that she cares at least. How are you doing?

Has anyone heard from Ally? I PM'd her a few days ago and haven't got a response and she hasn't been on here for a few days either. Ally if you read this can you PM or email me so I know your ok sweetie? *hugs*

I have just been stitched without anaesthetic. Very Sore and pissed off :(.

*hugs lots* Yes it is very nice she cares, I do appericate it. It was written in my fb status earlier. I'm in agony :(

I heard from Ally *thinks* Wednesday? I know she left for her meds appointment but never came back and she ALWAYS comes back, so am little worried too.

Ouch, I thought they're not allowed to do that. *snuggles*



Quote:

Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 881376)
I failed exams :s
Bad end to a rollercoaster week.

*snuggles*

*squishes everyone*

I need some looking after meh lol, I've gone frigging hurt my wrist and not even on purpose :crying: I fell over on the grass (yes embrassing I know, but I am a complete clumsy ****). I remember once on D of E, we walked on edge of a moutin, and I didn't fall down, up & down high hills, still stayed upwright, over fences/gates etc and don't fall, yet the minute we have alittle run on grass (bearing in mind it had just not long rained on it) I fall over. Damm you >.< So clumsy!

*cries* As for the rest of my problems....I dunno what to do. But I do know I'm gonna enjoy myself tonight =D

Kuwairo 27-06-2008 08:16 PM

*hugs susan and helen*
I'm clumsy too Helen =)
What you up to tonight?

Auburn Shadow 27-06-2008 09:05 PM

*hugs everyone*

I think, after having had to listen to countless arguments constantly from the time my mum got home at 1, I need to get out of this house for a while. Normally, I'd stick it out, but... then I'd be back to cutting every day, that's what always happens. But I'm going to go and stay at my friend's for a bit, from tomorrow morning anyways... But I don't know how much I'll be able to get on here or online at all actually, so may not be around for a few days.

Take care of yourselves, I'll be thinking of you all.

zowie 27-06-2008 09:52 PM

*Hugs Susan and Helen*
Auburn, hope things work out okay and staying at your friend's gives you the space you need.


My hair colour is purple :D
And breakfast went fine. Then me and my dad went into town (where he bought me the hair dye) and I got a new jewelled ball for one of my helix earrings.

Having friends over tonight, things are going well at the moment. xxx

blondiebear 27-06-2008 10:06 PM

I'm back to confused about the job situation. I think i'm so hormonal though that anything would make me upset.
I'm sad about the missing a daddy too. Mourning is so weird, triggered in unusual ways.

Client appointment had to be postponed, the front of my condo/flat is being painted. Glad I brought the tortoise in.

MammaMia 28-06-2008 12:10 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 881793)
*hugs susan and helen*
I'm clumsy too Helen =)
What you up to tonight?

*hugs u tight :P* I just spent four hours partying wooooop. Helped me forget my **** for a few hours. Feel like I'm about to bloody cry again tho. Ohhhh :(

Quote:

Originally Posted by zowie (Post 881989)
*Hugs Susan and Helen*
Auburn, hope things work out okay and staying at your friend's gives you the space you need.


My hair colour is purple :D
And breakfast went fine. Then me and my dad went into town (where he bought me the hair dye) and I got a new jewelled ball for one of my helix earrings.

Having friends over tonight, things are going well at the moment. xxx

Yaaaaaaaaaaaay sounds goooooood sweetie *hugs u*

Hana, I hope things work out and you get the space needed!!!! <3

I am fed up :|

blondiebear 28-06-2008 01:25 AM

Even though it is only 5:30, i'm done for the day with everything but being lazy. I have a howling back ache so will go curl up for a while.
I hope this mood passes soon.

Jetforce 28-06-2008 04:49 AM

Thx's emma...*cuddles u*
I hope ur okies too xxx

Just to let u know ally hasn't been on for a while - she's behind on her mobile bill so yeah

blondiebear 28-06-2008 03:53 PM

Morning. I usually like this time of day. All I want is for this awful mood to go away. Five more days of it maybe. All I want to do is sit in front of the TV. That is so not like me. Even chocolate isn't helping much.

This may sound dumb but I so want to have my hair cut to its fall and winter length. I let it grow longer in summer so I can put it up, but I just can't seem to be bothered.

Will someone please come sit next to me and cuddle me while I curl up in a sunny place and start to crochet my next rug?

Though the first one is so pretty, I'll be using it in the hall, not in the laundry room!

blondiebear 28-06-2008 05:16 PM

Where is everyone?

MammaMia 28-06-2008 05:47 PM

Alexx still hasn't got the net.

Katch is at sea.

Emma (Pomegranate) is on her way back home

Emma (lil-princess) refuses to post on RYL.

Jemerey is asleep?

I've been out today :)

Aly has no net I believe.

Hana is at her friend's for a while.

Chloe is at home and has no net aswell.

I believe that covers everyone except Jess & Ku.

*huggles Susan*

1ofmany 28-06-2008 11:32 PM

I've gotten really wound up with some friends today and am really low now. Need somewere to hide. Fourtunatly my parents are out so i can shout at myself in a mirror if I want to!
Feeling really angry at myself and dont have anyone to turn to.

MammaMia 29-06-2008 12:08 AM

Come hide in here hun.

I'm hiding :P

blondiebear 29-06-2008 02:08 AM

Again, i'm ready to be done and curl up for the day before 6pm. I'm sitting here in my sleep shirt already. And there's at least a couple more hours of light yet. Only compared to you in the UK, I'm enough closer to the equator that it gets dark earlier.

The client I had to postpone yesterday came today. That will be enough to get us 600 miles worth of gasoline on our next trip. I'll be getting underpaid but i'm still getting paid. Nothing complicated either. I need to get thread for the project so when I'm at the little fabric store, can ask about a job maybe.

I hate summer. For me it is the worst time of the year. Lonliest. Everyone else is out playing and I'm alone in my mental illnesses.

1ofmany, you can turn to us.

*brings in a cold twelve pack of raspberry diet rite fizzy drink/soda pop and offers it around as she joins the group in hiding*

MammaMia 29-06-2008 02:17 AM

*hugs Susan lots & lots*

I'm so sucidical.
Pfffft nobody really cares anymore.
I don't want them to die and I don't 100% want to die either.
I'm sorry you two :(

blondiebear 29-06-2008 05:57 AM

No need to be sorry Helen. I care.
*cuddles Helen*

MammaMia 29-06-2008 05:59 AM

*cuddles*

Thanks for the quick chat in chat this morning.
I better get someeep, its 6am.
I'm wide awake tho and in painnnnnnnn still :(

sparky_jro 29-06-2008 06:07 AM

Checking In
 
I don't know exactly how to start this. I do like the idea of a virtual Psych ward. I did spend some time in one in High school, unfortunately it didn't do much for me, I could never get my head to let go of my mask and actually accept help instead of just acting like I was fine.

I don't know I guess I just need someone to check in on my regularly, I don't have that right now. I haven't cut in 2 years, but that is not because of me, it is because i have been under constant watch of my fiancee and my constant fear to disappoint him by cutting again. But he is away from me, and will be for a while, so not only am I alone here, I have no one checking on me, keeping me from cutting again, I know in my head that if I cut again, no one will know, and the only thing keeping me from doing it is the knowledge that I can't say I've been without it for 2 years anymore, and that things will go downhill again, but I don't know how much longer that feeling will be able to fend off all the urges I have. The fact that he is gone tells me yet again that I am weak, and I have a logn way to go before I am completely better. I take confort in the act that he is my strength and I will be with him te rest of my life, but I also don't want him to be my excuse forever, but that is the future, right now I have to get through these next few months, and if I can check in here and maybe if some would hound me, I could do it. Just maybe.
~Sparky

Kuwairo 29-06-2008 01:39 PM

^ 2 years is amazing hun, whatever the reason. If you have urges come on here, everyone's really nice and someone will always give advice/hugs or whatever you're after. So hey and welcome to the psych ward =)

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Self centered crap begins now. I just can't get out of my head that I failed, and maybe can't go back to uni. And things happened yesterday and I did nothing to help...I feel totally ****ing useless, and I'm not SI free anymore...what's the point?

Jetforce 29-06-2008 02:06 PM

*cuddles Ku*

I think i failed my exams too - i feel totally crap also :-(

But u never know until the results come on..so hang in there and fingers crossed u pass ....tc Ku :-)

Kuwairo 29-06-2008 02:19 PM

*cuddles* there's a chance you didn't though - hold onto that.

I got my results hun. Two fails out of three, for the whole modules, coursework too. Just...ergh.

Jetforce 29-06-2008 02:21 PM

But u can repeat them eh?

Will u be expelled from uni or something for having 2/3 fails?? but i hope u don't have to be expelled from uni :-(

shadowedseraph 29-06-2008 02:50 PM

*hugs everyone that needs them* stupid meds arent working someone please shoot me

blondiebear 29-06-2008 02:54 PM

*tosses chocolate brownies at shadowed seraph*
*offers brownies all around*

*grabs her blanket and goes to curl up for more sleep*

Kuwairo 29-06-2008 02:58 PM

gosh I know that feeling hun. But I'm not shooting. *huge hugs* we're here if you want to talk hun.
susan hun, you ok?
I can resit, but only then I'll only get 40% - the pass mark. I dunno...I just feel useless.

shadowedseraph 29-06-2008 03:04 PM

*eats a chocolate brownie* yummy. Ku your not useless i messed up some of my exams when i took them and had to get the passmark *hugs* im just so f***ed up at the moment my others are screaming at me and i'm so down :(

blondiebear 29-06-2008 03:12 PM

I'm just frustrated with a couple of situations. One of them involves anger, which triggers me. The other is being under employed. I've been thinking about next time i'm at the fabric store, asking if they need some help a couple of mornings a week.
I have a Masters Degree in Geography. And my career consists of asking "Did you get the thread for this sewing project you want me to do?" and maybe "do you want thread with that."
I really am tired and going back to sleep for a while. It is the weekend, i'm allowed.

Kuwairo 29-06-2008 03:36 PM

^ yep, definitely allowed. Have a nice sleep =)
I can't imagine how annoying that is hun, is there nothing you can do that's a bit more related to your masters?

1ofmany 29-06-2008 04:17 PM

Quite scared I am going to my martial arts class later and friends who i got wound up with and got wound up with me are going to be there and i havent really spoken to some of them for few days.

Also i have about 25min drive there and if there are road rage people that will make me panic even more :(
Sorry just venting to see if it helps.

MammaMia 29-06-2008 04:24 PM

*hugs everyone*

I'm still worried sick :(

1ofmany 29-06-2008 04:27 PM

Crap just been reading some of this and remebered i get my results this week...great just what i need to find out i am failing in somthing else.

Wishing everyone else who is getting their results soon luck!

MammaMia 29-06-2008 04:46 PM

I'm still waiting for mine *cries* Have to wait until 14th Aug :(

blondiebear 29-06-2008 05:09 PM

Ku, I've tried and lost so many jobs related to my degree. Or failed to get them in one case and that is when I offered to do volunteer work!

As moody as I am, working for myself, alone, works out pretty well. Ironically, there are people all over the place who want to do environmental work which is what my MA was about. People in my generation who can make clothes are unusual.

Jetforce 29-06-2008 05:09 PM

U'll be fine helen xxx

farawayfairy 29-06-2008 06:39 PM

*huggles everyone* I'm worried sick about 14th August too Helen! Good luck!

*goes back to hiding*

shadowedseraph 29-06-2008 06:50 PM

*gets out the hot chocolate pot and offers it around* hey guys *hugs to those that want them*

MammaMia 29-06-2008 08:25 PM

Thanks guys.

*hugs everyone*

I am craving marshmellows :P

blondiebear 29-06-2008 09:02 PM

I am so triggered right now. Only reason I won't is cause I'm stubborn. Back to my two favorite words. "Needy" and "Loser"

1ofmany 29-06-2008 09:10 PM

Hey back from my class. Feel like nothings been resolved saw my friends brifley but didnt really chat, they left half way through (split into two classes you see) and one didnt even say bye. I know its not much but its really got to me. You think this is stupid? it feels it.

blondiebear 29-06-2008 09:33 PM

Sorry, I don't remember about the class. What happened?

1ofmany 29-06-2008 09:46 PM

Quote:

Quite scared I am going to my martial arts class later and friends who i got wound up with and got wound up with me are going to be there and i havent really spoken to some of them for few days.

Also i have about 25min drive there and if there are road rage people that will make me panic even more :(
Sorry just venting to see if it helps.
Martial arts class ^^ thats what its about

1ofmany 29-06-2008 09:47 PM

when i say split into two classes i mean two one hour sessions.

sorry for taking up more space


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