*hugs everyone who has posted since this morning*

*hugs anyone else who needs hugs*

Sorry... I wish I could manage individuals but I can't even focus on my typing without getting angry. Stupid people at work pissed me off, I want to OD, or cut... but I won't. F*ck the world. I know I shouldn't...

*hugs Taz* Please keep safe hun xx

:) love you guyssss. i feel horrid for not doing individuals anymore, but since am only allowed on for a stupidly small amount of time... yeh.

That's so cute <3

just to let you all know, i am here, just not really up to doing anything atm. sorry everyone is having such a rough time one way or another, i do constantly read the posts to stay up to date.

xx

We'd miss you Becca. You're not a waste of air. *Offers hugs*

Up at this bright and early hour to go and get the envelope of doom.

x

*huggles everybody*

*sits in corner and cries*
So.damn.over.everthing ....

HEE! Heather You're photo made me smile :)

Good luck Lia and Nicole with your results *HUGS you both*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs April*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Steph*

*Hugs Becca*

*Hugs Taz*

*hugs everybody*

*Squishes Helen*

Thanks Mark *cuddles*

I'm getting worried about Nicole, after her last post in here last night, but I know she gets her results today...

Well maybe she got her results and when all her friends were together at the school at the same time they decided to go out to celebrate ? Maybe thats it.

I was thinking along the lines of that. :) Just praying she didn't come to any harm last night..

Me too . hmmm

Hmm indeed :(

Ughhh. :(

Feel like proper **** right now.

Sorry to be so freaking selfish.

Hels, Mark, how are you two doing?? and everyone else? Too many posts for my muddled brain to reply to at the moment... :(

You're not selfish April *cuddles*

I'm bit upset, had a nightmare, but trying to forget about it. Missing my bestie but it's bearable & just had a chat with her on the phone <3 But other than that, I'm okayish

Yey for being okayish. That's awesome, Hels. :) *cuddles* And I'm sorry that you had a nightmare... they royally suck, don't they? :( but maybe you'll be able to get it out of your mind somehow... *extra cuddles because of nightmare*

Yes, I am selfish. And stupid. And... just ate "too much." Okay. So maybe not "too much" but it feels like a LOT to my stomach... which I think is rapidly shrinking? I don't know. :(

I have to see a nutritionist again. Or else I would have had to go IP. Why is it that professionals seem to love wanting to toss me into hospitals?? :'( I can't eat a lot. I can't. I want to purge if I do. I hate my life. Hate it. Why does it always turn on me?

:crying:

*hugs april* i'm sorry things are tough right now lovely, i wish i could say better but i cant focus.

doing okay, things are a nightmare at the moment, new meds, new therapist, new pysch, new CPN, police cases, getting lost, memory going, headaches...*sighs*.

EDIT: has read back a pages....
helen *huggles* sorry you had a nightmare sweet.
mark *hugs* how are you?

urg, my brain just wont retain anything for longer than 2 seconds