thanks mark,great now my freind pissed at me, because she had to go on the desk. fu$k just shoot me now. danm it damn it
all this is going to do is piss people off.

I spoke to the voluntary crisis team about feeling like I am going to overdose and they came out to see me but didn't know what to do so told me to phone NHS 24. They have arranged for me to see an out of hours GP at 8.40pm tonight but I don't really want to go. They won't be able to help and it's innevitable that I will overdose, I should just get on with it. I don't know if i'll be able to hold off until then.

Lindsay , you Should NOT "just get on with it" Please try and hold off and speak to the GP I'm sorry I was not here when you posted , I'm here now if talking to me will help you to put off ODing , It's NOT inevitable you can get through this Lindsay you DON't have to OD , Could you listen to music , or just watch some mindless T.V. to divert your attention ?

*hugs everyone*

Hugs Claire , How are you?

I'm not good, to be honest. How are you?

Drained , Freaked out , numb hmmmm thats me :S

Why are you not good claire? I'm willing to listen even if my advice is crap heh

*hugs everyone* <3

*sits with mark* here if wanna talk :)

How come, Mark?

I'm just feeling ****. Just everything really. Life is pretty pointless.

Hi Heather *hugs*

well I had my group for psych-social interventions this afternoon , I'm no good in groups , I just sat there and hoped I woulden't have to say anything , In the coffee break I snuck into the toilet and took a Diaz , I think I've said this already , I'm not over it yet though

*Hugs Claire*

*Hugs Heather* Thankyou for wishing me luck with my group earlier :) how are you ?

*hugs* I'm not very good in groups either. It's something that takes practice I think to get used to.

Right tomorrow, I have been told by my nurse(Sharron) that I should tell my befriending Woman (Becky) about my self injury so that she can properly support me , I agree that I should tell Becky , she probably knows if she has read my risk assesment but I am SO VERY anxious about telling her and don't know how to do it , any advice would be very gratfully received :)

yeah im not either >< *hugs lots*

hmm i dunno... write something out maybe? [i dunno, find it easier sometimes] <3

Yeah, I agree you could try writing something. It allows you to say everything you want to and means you won't forget or try to cover it up.

Yeah I could , I've done that before but gone and blurted it all out before I can given them what i've written heh.

curls up

*sits in corner sleepily*
on my own for dinner AGAIN... sick of this

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Heather* Do you live alone Heather? I do and eat alone most of the time , It can get lonley yep I hope it helps to know you're not alone in it :S sorry if it doesn't help.