*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry hun , at least they'll be gone soon right?

I am stupid , I got Drunk and depressed last night and texted Becky my Befriender an open ended text , I can understand why she freaked out , she texted and called all morning and it was coming up to 11am before I turned my phone on , She got so worried that she called the CMHT! I have contacted them too to let them know I am okay, it wasn't a threat to hurt myself or anything but it could have been read in a number of ways . I feel like such an idiot and so guilty for worrieing her .What the hell was I thinking? Well I wasn't thinking but I should have been. IDIOT!

Mark, you're not stupid; I promise.

Laura - have some more hugs. Tell me more about your horse (if it cheers you up to talk about him; but not if it makes you sad). I have a dog called Lucy *points to avatar* My last horse was also called Lucy. I want a horse again.

Crimson - that sucks - isn't there someone who can make them shift their weight?

*hugs everyone else*

Lindsay - not seen you about lately? Are you alright?

*Hugs MJ*

*hugs all*

I'm back from my camping trip, sorry I havn't been able to catch up on all that has happened, not doing great at the moment, feeling very paranoid and anxious

*Hugs Oliver* How was your adventure?

*hugs Mark and MJ*
Only one of them lives with me still, Mark. But I figure having lived with me for 3 yrs they can help me move. Yeah in a way, MJ... D "talked to" Mi last night about her refusal to actually help out (while she claimed we just wouldn't let her) and so we have Mi and V helping tomorrow at the least...

*cuddles Mark* It was just a slip up paired with a mistake. You tried to rectify it and were responsible enough to make the calls to do so. You can not change the past though. And you are not an idiot.

*hugs Oliver* how was your trip?

*Hugs Crimson*

hey everyone, hope you're all ok.

Cookies anyone?

*Hugs Mara* Cooooooookies!

*hugs Mark, Crimson, MJ and mara*

The adventure was good, although made me very tired, staying up for 26 hours is hard, especially in the cold, but it was still great and i realised I have a lot of determination, I also realised a few other things about my self, but i won't go into it all.

how is everyone?

hugs everyone

Last exam done today so pleased they are over

*hugs Louise* well done :)

*Hugs Oliver* 26 hours! Crickey!

*Hugs Louise* Way to go you!

hugs mark and oliver, thanks do not think they went well, least i tried.

^^ this sums it up quite well. :)

Oliver - 26 hrs, I can hardly stay up for 26 minutes :crazy:

Louise - you must be so relieved! Well done :jumpin:

Mark - you managed to fix it & call who needed to be called, try not to be so hard on yourself, we all f-up

Everyone else - I'm sorry no personals, I struggle to concentrate long enough to read back too far but I am thinking of you all!!

I'm in a baking mood - don't know why just have a massive urge to bake. My girlfriend finishes work in 15mins & I'm annoyed I was dissociated for so much of the day, as I was really enjoying being alone & at my mums & now I've gotta go home :notsure: I wish I could bake you all cakes, I am a bit of a feeder & I am definitely in a feeding mood. xx

uummm is it ok if i come in?

* hi alrandom*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Crimson*