*hugs everyone and curls up in the corner*

*hugs Laura, Mark and Solo*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson* Thanks for your advice hun I got your PM's I'll certainly consider your advice hun :)

*hugs mark, solo, fallingstar laura and poisoned apple*

*hugs Mark* You're welcome :) If I think of anything else I'll PM it to you.
*hugs Mute.Scream*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

I ask My Best Friend out for a drink in a pub as opposed to our usual coffee and she said yes . It's not a "Date" but I do Love her so much.
Feelings . Are . Confusing.

*hugs mark* yeah.. feelings can be confusing.
*hugs crimson*

funeral is going to be wednesday morning. I can only go if I get the day off work. Is a funeral even a reason to ask for a day off??

Waiting on doc have been here an hour already, thinking about leaving

Laura , a Family Funeral is a totally valid reason to ask for the day off. *Hugs*

*Hugs Mors Certa* Please stay safe mate, I'm about if not always paying attention.

*jump in the ward and hugs everyone*

I've missed you all, sorry I've not been about my computer got infected by a nasty virus thing and I've only just fixed it.
how be you all?

*hugs Oliver* I'm doing okay. I went holiday basket shopping yesterday... That always makes me feel like a giddy little kid lol.
Aside from the comp issue, how're you doing?

Stupid , I'm an idiot and about to phjone my social worker , FFS she should have let me know she was on study leave , I feel so stupid , ****! I could just..................do something irrevervsable

I've been up and down, more down, but lots of horrid mood swings

*hugs Mark* please dont do some you cant undo,please don't.

/Well iv'e left my social worker a message saying "the classy thung to do would to be let me know she was on study leave" but I won't injre I won't at least badly

*hugs Mark*

*sits with Mark and holds his hands until bed time*
*hugs*
Your SW isn't worth doing that to yourself, hun. You are worth more than that.

*hugs Oliver* Sorry to hear you've been more down than up. Anything your doc can do to help the mood swings any?

you would it is not fair on you especially when you had it planned and also the fact you could have planned something else if you new. if that makes sense?

~hugs everyone~

I am tired

*hugs my wardies nihtnight* I love you guys and gals.

night night Mark *hugs*

*hugs Louise and Crimson* my psych is thinking of putting me on Lithium to help with the mood swings, but that wont be until July