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PoisonedApple 21-03-2011 03:57 PM

*runs in and through ward hugging everyone* I'm only at work a half day today and I'll be spending it at the front desk since the receptionist is out... *extra hugs for later*
luv you guys!

Doikers 21-03-2011 04:14 PM

*Hugs Crimson at her desk!*

BWchick 21-03-2011 04:18 PM


one_step_closer 21-03-2011 05:13 PM

*huge hugs*

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 06:06 PM

*Hugs everyone* How are you all?

Doikers 21-03-2011 06:29 PM

Utter Utter Failure ! One more scar who ****ing cares? I just hate myself .FFS!.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 06:32 PM

*Hugs Mark* Don't hate yourself for it, it's an addiction. We've all been there, most of us still are. No one's completely free. I certainly don't hate you.

Doikers 21-03-2011 06:38 PM

*Hugs Lia* I realy hate myself , really , and I know (In the rational part of my mind that it's the Depression talking but it's SO convincing , I'm not feeling rational . I am Utterly Sober , I hate being sober , I have had to take 2 Diaz today for Anxiety and such , It's been 16 years , enough already.

one_step_closer 21-03-2011 06:43 PM

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad, Mark. I'm here if there is anything that I can do.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 06:44 PM

You don't have to answer Mark, but is your depression biological or psychological? (as in did something cause it or is it an 'illness' so to speak).

It's not something you can control, depression can get to us all. You should give yourself a break, hating yourself can only make thihngs worse.

Doikers 21-03-2011 06:46 PM

Sorry that was sickening

Doikers 21-03-2011 06:53 PM

Lia My Depression is an illness, It's been with me since at least 14 possibly earlier , that make it biological right? Brain Chemicals are screwed.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 06:53 PM

*Hugs Lindsey* You alright?

Please don't Mark. It may sound utterly ridiculous, but you could get in the bath and use red food colouring, as I discovered, it looks a heck of a lot like blood. It's not the same, I know but it might help to satisfy some urges. But having said that it could make them worse so be careful.

And yeah that's biological. We're doing it in psych atm.

Doikers 21-03-2011 07:02 PM

I don't have food colouring :S I think that would push me towards injuring myself , *Sigh* Can I just sleep for a bit ...........please (ain't going to happen , I have to take my meds closer to 10pm at the same timeish everynight) so 9pm is my early bed time , I reckon I'll be taking it too.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 07:14 PM

Just a couple more hours and you'll be able to go to bed. You could try holding an ice cube or snapping an elastic band against your wrist (which actually works quite well- it really hurts).

Doikers 21-03-2011 07:16 PM

Lia , The Rubber band thing....... Well I snapped it so much that I broke blood vessels and my wrist bruised right up , I don't think I'll injure again tonight , You are a great help hun *Squishes*

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 07:44 PM

I'm really glad about that Mark, but just in case you get another urge...



Doikers 21-03-2011 07:58 PM

*Hugs Lia* Thankyou SO much for that webpage , I have favourited it , Not in the frame of mind to read it but I read a bit here and the last bit

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 08:15 PM

You're welcome :) Me too :) I searched it just now. Trusty old google.

Doikers 21-03-2011 08:17 PM

Hehe , Trusty old Google , I've pretty recently converted from Yahoo to Google :)

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