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Doikers 19-01-2011 09:41 PM

You have a Meet , SO cool!

Whats a CPA Nicole? Community Pysch Assesment?

nicole94 19-01-2011 09:44 PM

I know, I'm majorly excited :)
It's my care plan assesment. I really don't like them....especially as I know I haven't been doing too well and my mum is gonna be there, but both Julie and Shani have agreed not to tell her about my suicide plans, so I suppose thats something.

Doikers 19-01-2011 09:58 PM

Oh I've had a couple of CPA's. Don't worry Nicole , Just tell them what you need to , it's all paperwork I swear.

nicole94 19-01-2011 10:06 PM

lol. Mine aren't, they just talk about how i'm doing and whether i'm staying on with DBT and stuff. No paperwork involved. lol

YodaBearInterrupted 19-01-2011 10:54 PM

*sits in the corner and plays with a keychain*

Just really unhappy right now *sigh*

Doikers 19-01-2011 10:57 PM

*Hugs Matthew if Okay*Whats up mate?

YodaBearInterrupted 19-01-2011 11:04 PM

Hugs are always okay :)

I dunno. Just really unhappy. It seems my family cares about everyone else but me. I mean I guess I shouldn't look at it that way, but it feels that way. I am realizing that I don't have many people to talk to about this stuff and the journal isn't helping much anymore... its a like a rebound back into a past i don't want to see or read about. TBH, I do feel a bit out of touch with reality and i would like to do something self-harm wise, but I am trying really hard to fight against that. Though I am beginning not to care very much about anything right now -- which scares me some. Ok enough rambling for now


Doikers 19-01-2011 11:10 PM

We care Matthew . I'll listen , I'm sorry but I'm distracted with my oen **** tonight but I'll answer when I can

Cazki 19-01-2011 11:21 PM

Hey, sorry i know i dont really say much when i come in here, sorry. Hows everyone doing?

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Nicole*

Doikers 19-01-2011 11:32 PM

*Hugs Ian*

Cazki 19-01-2011 11:35 PM

How are you mark? Thanks for the hug. I feel bad though that i dont really say much :-( in here.

Doikers 19-01-2011 11:36 PM

I'm ......coping Ian. How are you doing?

YodaBearInterrupted 19-01-2011 11:40 PM

I didn't mean my RYL family Doikers :) Of course they listen. I meant outside of here.

*gives hugs to all*

Doikers 19-01-2011 11:42 PM

sorry I knew that Matthew I just came over crappy

Doikers 19-01-2011 11:59 PM

*Night (Nearly morning) to my wardies*
*Hugs ya'll*

Cazki 20-01-2011 12:03 AM

I'm ok i guess Mark. Night Mark, take care.

Kahlia1981 20-01-2011 12:35 AM

*huggles all*

Talked to my housemate last night about the almost suicide attempt. Didn't tell him *what* I almost did though but he realised things were a bit more serious even than what he had before. Talked also about the psychiatrist appointment. My psych doctor will be researching quite a bit before the next time I see him (3 weeks time) in order to look at different alternatives. The only worry is that if I lose the ability to get my drug through the hospital I won't be able to afford it (it cost over $150 for 30 days supply) even in the short-term. :/ Makes me a little uneasy.

Cazki 20-01-2011 12:41 AM

Oh im so sorry Kahlia :( *Hugs Kahlia* I cant imagine what your going through. I'm so sorry. I know we have never spoken but your a valuable member here and you would be missed if anything happened to you. Please keep safe. I'm thinking of you.

PoisonedApple 20-01-2011 12:56 AM

*sneaks in and hides*
The following content has been hidden - Reason : su trigger possibly?
I just want to die. I don't even know why... *bursts into tears for the second time today* I've been trying to keep busy and distracted and tried to be productive and do things to ease my stress to make me feel better and I actually feel worse today than I have for months... I'm confused and upset by it and I don't know what to do about it.

Cazki 20-01-2011 01:03 AM

*Hugs Poisoned apple* I'm sorry your feeling this way. Do you have anyone close to you who can talk to? Do you have any support? *Sits with you* Dont give up stay strong. We are here for you.

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