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YodaBearInterrupted 15-08-2012 04:12 AM

*gives all in here hugs and goodies/treats*

Really hurting right now... really painful. Make it all go away :(

midnightphoenix 15-08-2012 06:08 PM

I'm in severe pain - boyfriend dumped me through email yesterday (one line saying "I've found someone else so don't want you any more goodbye" :-(:crying::Emoticon(14):

YodaBearInterrupted 15-08-2012 06:19 PM

Wow, that's rude and hurtful *hugs midnight star* I am sorry to hear that

ˈsləˌterē 16-08-2012 09:59 AM

I fix

YodaBearInterrupted 17-08-2012 08:39 AM

I hate these feelings, one moment I am fine, the next I am debating SH... make it stop

m0nk 18-08-2012 05:48 PM

sh last night. awful. think i went too far with across the wrist. but it wasnt too deep. just bled alot. i felt really good and bad afterwards. i wondered around my porch wondering if i was gonna die. but i didnt. so i called those people that brings my medicine and i told them to bring bandages. i had to wait an half hour before they came. and they put on vaseline bandages and some normal bandage around my arm and i gave them all my knives. i really thought i had crossed something serious cause i couldnt feel that i cut there.

risenfromperdition 18-08-2012 10:04 PM

*sits next to solo waving*

midnightphoenix 18-08-2012 10:42 PM

*sits next to m0nk and give m0nk a hug*

risenfromperdition 19-08-2012 03:00 AM

*curls up tight*

YodaBearInterrupted 19-08-2012 08:05 AM

*hugs risen* - hope that is okay

midnightphoenix 19-08-2012 01:54 PM

*sits next to risen and covers risen over with blanket*

happiness...its all a lie 19-08-2012 08:55 PM

Hides in the corner*sobs*

midnightphoenix 20-08-2012 12:58 AM

*hides* please make the world go away

risenfromperdition 20-08-2012 02:30 AM

yes. hugs ok. tankyou.

*curls up near midnight*

StardustedSky 20-08-2012 07:30 PM

Balancing act
 
I'm going from being fine to massive lows just now, everything seems to be getting a bit much. I have been admitted before and can't face going back, I got put in the dementia ward last time as its solitary and locked but the strain it's put on my relationship with my fianc is unreal. I was with him and engaged before our accident and everything went wrong he now has to split his time between work and caring for me and although he says he doesn't mind I can see the strain on his face and I hate how much I ask of him. I don't want to tell him how bad things are cos it's just more on his shoulders but I'm not sure what is going to be best for him in the long run he doesn't need all this

midnightphoenix 29-08-2012 10:53 PM

hugs stardust

*curls up in corner* please made the bad things go away

WhisperingSiren 30-08-2012 09:12 AM

I've never been in a ward before... I would never have been able to afford one if somebody tried to send me. I've gone into the psych people emergency-like before... but I don't have money for that either, now. I wonder how I manage to turn off all of my issues long enough to help with others'... and then can't control them rushing back when I'm alone :( Nighttime is bad. I remember things. I imagine history repeating itself... and I realize exactly how far from true recovery from PTSD I am. During the day it's generally under control, but at night...

I don't want to be a jerk and wake anybody in my household up, they all have work so early in the morning. I feel so alone :'( I want to stop imagining these things, flashing back to those things... but it's like it's always there, in the back of my mind.

I could really use some hugs and hot cocoa. I have plenty of blankets, I make them... I have a few spare if anybody needs any...

WhisperingSiren 30-08-2012 02:20 PM

Well at least now I feel somewhat better with a shower, some food, and plenty of reading and time and such... but I still can't seem to go to sleep and it's 9am. I need to sleeeeeeeep....

On another note, *curls into sleepy ball with a cat* I do have quite a few extra blankets, tea and random stuff to share ;) Sorry the cat doesn't like other people, or I'd share him, too :P

risenfromperdition 30-08-2012 03:29 PM

*wave*

YodaBearInterrupted 30-08-2012 07:20 PM

*hugs and waves to all*

I give up. Make it stop. I want to give in, but I can't.


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