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Scarletdreamer 23-07-2010 01:46 AM

Thanks Crimson. I'm doing a bit better now that I've gotten some of that ^^ out to Jarrod. But I still really do feel like ****. :( How's your day going so far? It's almost 9pm here so I'll probably be heading to bed in a bit... well, showers first then bed... sooo tired. Will probably have nightmares again tonight... or at least, weird dreams - so ****ing frustrating. I wish I could just STOP having nightmares.


Kahlia *cuddles* Best of luck at the physio's today; I hope that you get some answers that you need. And may they be GOOD answers, too... *extra special encouraging hugs* It will go okay. Let us know the results though!!

*hides in the warren & tries to forget how lonely she feels* :crying:

hidingme 23-07-2010 03:13 AM

i feel like i/we belong here right now. very high anxiety. going to dr monday and being eval'd for my mental health ( concerning sarah and sadie) and they will decide if i need to go to hospital. i dont think i/we do and last week my dr said she didnt think i needed to stay in hospital cause i am not harmful and sadie hasnt SH'd in a while..she trying to distract with other things now.

but i am still very scared. Sarah, my 6 yr old self who is my safe one.. has been out alot tonight.

risenfromperdition 23-07-2010 04:06 AM

awh good luck with your appointment monday hope it goes well <3
could you maybe write down something to bring with you with whatever you wanna say in case you cant say it/forget whilst youre there [that goes for all of you] ps sarah/sadie can talk in here too if she wants :)

oliver- that sounds horrid having to deal with being called your birthname/female pronouns for a day let alone 2 weeks. feel free to poke me if you wanna chat, i may not be able to help but will be here to listen :)

*hugs everyone who wants*

hidingme 23-07-2010 04:14 AM

thanks horseridin..

i will def write notes if i/we need to .. gonna take out journal with us.. we all write in it.. we all have separete places to write plus a place where we discuss stuff.. so think thall be good to take.


risenfromperdition 23-07-2010 04:18 AM

good idea :)
[im heather :P]

shadowedsoul 23-07-2010 08:32 AM

Damn it I'm feeling so stressed out right now, chest feels so tight and I feel panicky. Hate feeling this way, hmm nearly did something stuiped a couple f days ago, part of me really glad I went through with it part of me isn't.

MammaMia 23-07-2010 10:18 AM

Wow kinda quiet in here....

*cuddles everyone*

Scarletdreamer 23-07-2010 11:31 AM

Yeah, Hels, you're right, it is kinda quiet. I think I scared everyone away. :-S

Welcome, Hiding. :) I'm April. Don't worry if you can't keep all the names straight (yet) - it takes time. *gentle hugs if okay?*

Jill, glad you didn't do anything stupid. What's going on, sweetie? *gentle hugs*

How are you, Heather & Hels? *cuddles*

And everyone else (if I name people I will be sure to leave some out!!) - how are you all? *cuddles for all*

I am exhausted & I just got up. Oh, and it's raining outside... which kinda makes me happy/kinda doesn't. Heh. Sorry, don't want to ramble on about me right now. :-S You're probably all SO SICK of me right now......... :(

FlyingNy 23-07-2010 11:49 AM

Morning wardies. It still is morning. Just.

I had a dream last night. About my mum. I dreamed she was hitting me and wouldn't stop. Still, could have been worse. I'm pretty scared of my sub conscious at the moment.

April, we're not sick of you. It's what this is here for, to be able to ramble as much as you like. You offer your own support too, so you can go on about yourself all you want.

Hey Helen, how are you? *Hugs*

Jill, I'm glad you didn't go through with the 'something stupid' and one day you will be too. I hope sharing with us on here made you feel better. You seem to be really struggling right now. *Extra tight hugs*.


Doikers 23-07-2010 12:26 PM

*Hugs April* I'm sorry your friend is moving away but an hour isn't VERY far away if you drive ( I assume it's an hours drive ) I'm sure you will still see her some :)

*Hugs Lia* Using the T.V. to switch off !! hehe well done

*Hi Hiding !!* I'm Mark, Welcome. *Hugs if ok?*

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you had a crap day , I hope you feel better now.

* Hugs Kahlia* Let us know how your shoulder is , I hope your appointment goes/went well :)

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Jill* It's good that you didn't do something "stupid" . I'm sorry you feel so low , I always about if you need to talk :)

Scarletdreamer 23-07-2010 01:35 PM

*hugs Mark & Lia* Thanks for the support, guys. I really shouldn't whinge so much, though, tbh.

Mark, yes, it's an hour's drive. And while "normally" it's not such a far distance, what with her having classes etc. all day, it's a long drive for a weekday visit or whatever. I don't know. It just feels a lot longer away than it is, I guess. And I also guess that I'm scared that she's going to "forget" about me in her "new life." Am I making any sense at all? :-S *cuddles* How are you? (reminder to tell us how you are doing!! :) hehe...)

Lia, I'm sorry about that dream. It sounds horribly unpleasant. Last night I dreamt that my old violin teacher, another girl, and a (hot) guy (lol) - and I - were fishing with our violin bows. I happened to fish up a lion - great huge male lion - and we all ran because he was chasing us and wanted to kill us. I wanted my bow back, because it's a relatively nice bow and I've had it as long as I've had my performance violin. :( There were a few other weird bits & pieces but that's the most of the dream that I can remember. I'm sorry that you're scared of your subconscious right now... *gentle hugs* I totally understand. Or almost totally. Not completely totally as I'm not you. :)

How is everyone else doing today?? *cuddles all 'round*

Scarletdreamer 23-07-2010 02:03 PM

I spy Jess, Lia, & Oliver!! *glomps all* :D

hidingme 23-07-2010 02:20 PM

hi hethr, mark an april. sori we get nam rong hethr.

i veri scard toda. toda hav go werk soon an i not wana go i wana sta hom hids an seeps an no se nobodi an not leev hous.
but has to.
tumi fels bubli. fels iky. hiding say it bes anxity. we mayb hav tak anxity medsin at werk if it no gets betr.
i so scard.


FlyingNy 23-07-2010 02:31 PM

Hey Sarah and April.

*Hugs Sarah* I hope work goes ok for you sweetie. What's wrong with taking the anxiety medicine? Why do you have to wait for it to get worse? Not sure what else to say right now, but we're all here to support you in times like this when you just need someone there.

*HUgs April* Dreams are the worst aren't they? I'm sure your friend won't just forget you. My mum has a friend who lives an hour away, and we see her quite a bit. She's my Godmother and our familes have been friends for years. Since before I was born. It's not all the far away, and you can easilly stay friends at that distacne. I can understand how you're feeling though. Someone extreamly important to me is moving away, and I'll never see her again.


wolfos3d 23-07-2010 02:36 PM

*hugs April*

MammaMia 23-07-2010 02:38 PM

Sorry we're all struggling so much. Not too sure how I am today, oh well, I do know that I'm still unhappy. So yeah...low. *sighs*

So over everything dude. When is it going to get better? =[

FlyingNy 23-07-2010 02:51 PM

Hey Jess, how are you?

*Hugs Helen* What's up honey? Sorry you're feeling so low. Is there anything I can do?


wolfos3d 23-07-2010 02:54 PM

Not good. I'm getting all sorts of urges and I think I broke my eating again.

nicole94 23-07-2010 03:10 PM


FlyingNy 23-07-2010 03:16 PM

*Hugs Jess* Try not to give into those urges sweetheart, you're worth recovering for, whatever else you might believe. What do you mean you 'broke your eating'?

Hey Nicole, how's things?


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