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Emo 05-10-2011 01:02 AM

hi, from now on can everyone just call me Angel and not Ella thanks
Hearing voices and now my husband has said that he thinks its just my conscience.
I don't think that they are .
Hows everyone ?

PoisonedApple 05-10-2011 01:14 AM

*hugs Mark, Louise and Ian*
*waves to Angel*
Have you asked him why he thinks that?

Doikers 05-10-2011 09:52 AM

*Waves to Angel*

*Squishes Crimson*

Emo 05-10-2011 09:18 PM

He says that my voices only tell me to do things that i have been thinking about doing anyway days before .
But i hear them talking to each other and that so i dont think so

Hearing them right now saying things like cut and stuff

Doikers 05-10-2011 10:07 PM

Sorry angel :/

Mousie 06-10-2011 02:56 AM

*hugs to everyone here... passes around the fuzzy blankets and curls up in the corner with a pillow, blanket, and a cute little kitten* Just don't want to be alone tonight... so I will stay here.

YodaBearInterrupted 06-10-2011 06:21 AM

*hugs to all in here and leaves some goodies on the table*

I fookin' hate this. I am consumed by anger and I have no place to put it. I get embarassed at work, and I have to take it. This is ridiculous. I just want to hurt myself, but I can't cause people are watching. I am just messed up right now.

lovewilltearusapart 06-10-2011 07:13 AM

*rolls up in duvet then crawls under the bed*

Doikers 06-10-2011 11:06 AM

*Hugs Mousie*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Love will tear us apart* Hi! I'm Mark :)

Louise 06-10-2011 01:22 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 06-10-2011 02:06 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you Hun?

frenchhorn 06-10-2011 09:26 PM

*hugs all*
sorry I'm not around much have very limited internet. I'm still in hospital, still waiting for a bed in manchester so I can start psychotherapy as an inpatient.

Doikers 06-10-2011 10:15 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

PoisonedApple 06-10-2011 10:38 PM

*hugs everyone*

Mousie 07-10-2011 12:48 AM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2976026)
*Hugs Louise* How are you Hun?

I am assuming you meant Mousie... lol.
I am ok. I am stuggling a bit at the moment, but so far I am holding out. I am finding it very hard, and clinging to my one reason to stop SI. My husband (whom I love very much) says that he can't take it anymore, and if it happens again he doesn't think he can stay with me. Emotions aren't his forte. Also, he won't let us have children until I have "grown up" and stopped.
At this point, I am almost wishing that I hadn't squirmed out of going inpatient. THey were going to put me in, but I wiggled out of it somehow.
Now I just feel alone, all the time.

ok. I gotta hang on.

Hope everyone else is hanging in there

*passes out freshly baked chocolate chip cookies*

Mousie 07-10-2011 12:50 AM

omg.. nvm... I ddn't see Louise.... and I also read your post wrong and thought it said Lousie... haha. sorry.
my bad. once again, screwing everything up. so sorry.

just don't mind me

*hides in the corner*

Doikers 07-10-2011 10:34 AM

*HUGE Hugs Mousie* You didn't screw up hun , no need to be sorry *Squishes*

*Hogs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

one_step_closer 07-10-2011 02:20 PM

Hey everyone.

Voldemort 07-10-2011 04:23 PM

*Sits on Lindsay*

*Squashes her*

Oops. :(

Hey everyone, hope you don't mind me popping in. I used to hang about in here and am technically a vet at 22. I'm Amy.

Voldemort 07-10-2011 04:26 PM

Hmm. Apparently that was my first post here. Must've been the V2 one.

How are you, Lindsay?

PoisonedApple 07-10-2011 04:48 PM

Hiya Amy! I'm Crimson!

*hugs Mark, Mousie, Louise and Amy*

How is everyone today?

Voldemort 07-10-2011 05:06 PM

Hi Crimson. :)

I'm not too bad thanks, I get to go home for the night tomorrow so I'm quite excited! How are you?

PoisonedApple 07-10-2011 06:09 PM

Very happy it's Friday!

Louise 07-10-2011 06:37 PM

hugs amy and crimson and lindsay and mark and mousie

Doikers 07-10-2011 10:21 PM

Night guys

Cazki 07-10-2011 11:28 PM

:-( sunk

Mousie 08-10-2011 12:18 AM


Doikers 08-10-2011 08:36 AM

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Mousie*

Voldemort 08-10-2011 08:46 AM

What's going on guys? X

Louise 08-10-2011 12:29 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 08-10-2011 03:47 PM

*Hugs Voldemort*

*Hugs Louise*

YodaBearInterrupted 08-10-2011 06:27 PM

*hugs everyone*

*leaves some goodies on the table for all*

*quickly sits in the corner and rocks*... I feel like I am fighting a losing battle I just can't win

Doikers 08-10-2011 08:09 PM

*Hugs Matt*

Cazki 09-10-2011 12:02 AM

The following content has been hidden - Reason : *Rant*
I'm pissed off with it all. **** it! I'm done.

misskitty112 09-10-2011 03:31 AM

Love you guys.
*hugs everyone*

Doikers 09-10-2011 09:58 AM

*Hugs Voldemort*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

shadowedsoul 09-10-2011 08:26 PM

hugs everybody. ha im so frigging suicidal, but i dont care anymore screw it all. what the point in even trying. **** it all do not care. ha ha

Doikers 09-10-2011 10:01 PM

*Squishes Jill*

shadowedsoul 10-10-2011 12:10 PM

Thanks mark. Ugh I'm sinking so fast, can't do this much
Longer. Feel so damn suicidal. Just wish I had enough bottle
To go through with my plan. I really don't want to be here anymore

Doikers 10-10-2011 03:54 PM

Jill *Huggles* Please be strong hun , reach out to someone ...anyone , I'd miss you so much *Tackle Hugs*

risenfromperdition 10-10-2011 06:56 PM

love you felicia. that kittys wayyyy to cute =]

flutterby butterfly 10-10-2011 09:05 PM

been ages since i was here but... hey guys.

Voldemort 10-10-2011 09:07 PM

Mm. I echo what was said above. Tell someone and get some help. You don't have to do this on your own. X

Doikers 10-10-2011 09:32 PM

*hugs Mara*

*Hugs Voldemort*

risenfromperdition 10-10-2011 10:20 PM

Jill- I'm a bit useless with advice atm but feel free to message if u want (I said that in other post but apparently it posted early. Stupid phone ><

Amy, mara, mark, felicia, everyone else <3

misskitty112 10-10-2011 10:28 PM

*hugs everyone*
My PM box is open for anyone who needs/wants it. I check it daily.
I don't think I'm gonna be around the ward much anymore (probably until I graduate) cause I have so much uni work, and I don't feel like I'm much help anyway.

YodaBearInterrupted 11-10-2011 05:20 AM

*hugs Jill and the others tightly*

I should be in bed, but I am not. I am smart, but I am not. What is the point of everyone telling me how awesome and stuff I am when they are lying to me?

Escape. 11-10-2011 07:21 AM

Ok if I come in here? Think I need a little bit of this right now...

Doikers 11-10-2011 08:49 AM

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Little miss Lonely*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Heather*

frenchhorn 11-10-2011 10:12 PM

*hugs you all*

I'm now in a hospital in Manchester, and I'm not sure what is going on, all I've been told is that there are no plans to discharge me yet and I'm allowed some leave.
Sorry I'm not on much don't have much internet.

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