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Doikers 18-08-2011 04:45 PM

Over did the Diaz, slept for too long this afternoon :/ interupted by a phonecall , my new social worker is coming next week :/
I hope I can sleep tonight....

misskitty112 18-08-2011 05:29 PM

*hugs Mark*

Doikers 18-08-2011 06:27 PM

*Hugs Felicia* <3

risenfromperdition 18-08-2011 06:37 PM

*holds felicia* you know where i am loverly <3
*hugs everyone else*

frenchhorn 18-08-2011 07:57 PM

*curls up crying* can I die now please, cant wait for 2 weeks time

Doikers 18-08-2011 08:03 PM

*Hugs Heather* How are you?

*Hugs Oliver* PM box open Mate

frenchhorn 18-08-2011 08:56 PM

Can I please hide in here, feeling really unsafe. My ex is here as he is staying the night so I can't go out and do anything, but seriously I'm so unsafe.
Is there anybody about who could sit with me, sorry to ask just never felt this unsafe before its so ****ing scary.

Doikers 18-08-2011 09:14 PM

*Sits with Oliver *
I'm off at 10pm but will sit with you until then Mate *Hugs*

frenchhorn 18-08-2011 09:17 PM

Thank you Mark *curls up to*

Doikers 18-08-2011 09:20 PM

:) *Hugs*

Doikers 18-08-2011 10:02 PM

*Night Time Hugs My Wardies*

PoisonedApple 18-08-2011 10:03 PM

*g'night hugs Mark*
*scooches up to Oliver and hugs*

frenchhorn 18-08-2011 10:15 PM

*hugs Mark* night

*curls up to Crimson* thank you. you ok?

PoisonedApple 18-08-2011 10:49 PM

*cuddles Oliver*
I dunno how I am really... kinda bounce between numb and low... trying to think about other stuff.
Plan to participate in NaNoWriMo in November. Worried I won't be able to think of anything cohesive to write though.

misskitty112 18-08-2011 11:17 PM

*Cuddles Oliver*
*Hugs Crimson*

Cazki 18-08-2011 11:38 PM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heather*

frenchhorn 18-08-2011 11:40 PM

*hugs Crimson* good luck with NaNoWriMo. I know people who did it last year.

*hugs Ian and Felicia* how are you both?

oh dear I got angry and ranted on facebook and now I have upset people. stupid boy

PoisonedApple 19-08-2011 12:19 AM

*hugs Felicia, Ian and Oliver*
What was the rant about? (my comp at home is still virused :( )

frenchhorn 19-08-2011 12:26 AM

*hugs Crimson* it was about Big Brother and how much I hate it

PoisonedApple 19-08-2011 12:58 AM

*throws a little mini party* My boss was pestered by enough people to come see the amazing turn around in my office that she came up and she was so impressed she brought the big boss up to see (who was also impressed). Apparently the file room hasn't been this cleaned up in over 10 years!

earthbound_misfit 19-08-2011 01:33 AM

please can i come in

frenchhorn 19-08-2011 02:53 AM

Hi earthbound misfit, I'm Oliver, course you can come in.

Yay Crimson :)

*curls up to sleep* I'm scared have a GP and psych appt tomorrow

Doikers 19-08-2011 09:57 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Oliver* I can't stand Big Brother Either :P

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Ian*

*Waves to Earthbound Misfit* Hi I'm Mark , Welcome to the Ward :)

Doikers 19-08-2011 10:51 AM

Sorely tempted to **** up my 6 weeks 4days S.I. free......and the appointment I had my hopes pinned on to get me though just got cancelled.
Kat is sick , can't be helped , may as well go food shopping , it might distract me....... *Hugs all*

risenfromperdition 19-08-2011 03:37 PM

keep safe mark =[ <3 you can do this.

oliver- hope you were honest with gp/psych <3

Doikers 19-08-2011 03:46 PM

*Squishes Heather Tons* How are you ?

risenfromperdition 19-08-2011 03:55 PM

how're you?

Doikers 19-08-2011 04:43 PM

the same.....

risenfromperdition 19-08-2011 04:54 PM


PoisonedApple 19-08-2011 06:01 PM

*waves* Hi Beth! I'm Crimson! Welcome :)

*hugs Oliver, Heather, Mark*
Any better now Mark?

Doikers 19-08-2011 07:03 PM

Better thx crimson , not perfect but here I am

misskitty112 19-08-2011 10:34 PM

*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Mark* <3

PoisonedApple 19-08-2011 10:55 PM

*hugs Felicia*

Cazki 20-08-2011 12:54 AM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Heather*

frenchhorn 20-08-2011 01:05 AM

*hugs you all*

what a day its been. had GP appt this morning, which was okish, told her that my suicide plan is in less than 2 weeks and she said it may be a good idea to admit me to hospital during that period.
then saw my mate off on the train to the airport as he is off to Italy, was sad that is the last time I will see him.
then had psych appt, she was bloody 35 mins late which seriously made me very anxious, but I forgot how lovely she is and we spoke for over an hour and a half. she wanted to put me in hospital tonight, but I persuaded her not too as I'm now at home with my parents, but she said she will probably want me to go into hospital at some point in the next few weeks, as I was honest and told her the exact date of my suicide plan. she also gave me some new meds for anxiety, which I had to wait 30mins for and resulted in me nearly missing my train, so I had to run from the hospital to the station. then I fell asleep on the train and missed my stop, but got a lovely surprise, cos I thought it was just my mum and sister coming to pick me up, but my 2 best friends from when I used to live at home came too and they had made me a french horn birthday cake (my birthday was in May!!)
I'm now sat here crying cos I realise like my psych said today that this is a goodbye trip aswell, I'll never see my mum or sister again after this weekend.

*curls up* sorry being a bad wardie

Doikers 20-08-2011 12:14 PM

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

*HUGE Hugs Oliver* You're not a bad wardie mate . I may be little help but you know my PM box is open :)

frenchhorn 20-08-2011 02:32 PM

*hugs Mark* thank you

*finds Puppy Sinclair and feeds him then walks in the garden*

Doikers 21-08-2011 10:00 AM

*Good Morning Everyone*

frenchhorn 21-08-2011 03:00 PM

*hugs Mark* afternoon how are you?

SoMuchMore 21-08-2011 10:54 PM

*bounces in* Hi everyone! I missed you all last week.

*offers hugs all around and waves hello to the new people*

frenchhorn 21-08-2011 11:04 PM

*hugs Laura* how are you?

misskitty112 21-08-2011 11:13 PM

*hugs ward*
I'm back at uni. I feel lonely and scared. wtf. this isn't even my first year.

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 12:11 AM

*hugs Felicia*

*curls up crying* can't do this anymore, only another week and a half to wait then I'll be free

tifflehan 22-08-2011 12:28 AM

Hi everyone.

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 12:34 AM

Hi Tifflehan *waves* how are you?

tifflehan 22-08-2011 12:37 AM

Tired but cant sleep. You?

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 01:02 AM

depressed and miserable. sorry you can't sleep, that really sucks

tifflehan 22-08-2011 01:08 AM

why you so down?

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 01:18 AM

sucidal and this weekend is the last time I'll see my mum and sister before I go through with my suicide plan.
do you know why you can't sleep?

tifflehan 22-08-2011 01:27 AM

I get like this occasionally. Why the plan?

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