RYL Forums

RYL Forums (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/index.php)
-   Veterans Board (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=34)
-   -   Virtual Psych ward! (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/showthread.php?t=1312)

PoisonedApple 08-08-2011 08:36 PM

could you request a different person?
*hugs mark and heather*

Doikers 08-08-2011 08:36 PM

*Hugs Heather*

frenchhorn 08-08-2011 10:27 PM

*hugs all*


PoisonedApple 08-08-2011 11:02 PM

*cuddles Oliver*

SoMuchMore 09-08-2011 12:16 AM

*cuddles crimson, oliver, heather, mark, and ian*

*hides away*

Doikers 09-08-2011 09:43 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

Doikers 09-08-2011 12:27 PM

Right , I have Lindsays permission to tell you this,
She OD'd and was taken to hospital , while there she tried to hang herself so they put her in a psych ward . last night she tried the same thing and is now on constant observations , she coulden't sleep for a nurse staring at her all night , I am doing my best to support her via text , and havie actually been on constant obs too , I just hope I'm helping......

Louise 09-08-2011 12:32 PM

hugs mark, that is all you can do, i am glad she is being watched, she is in the right place. i feel bad i did not help her more. please watch yourself as well mark.

Doikers 09-08-2011 02:30 PM

*Squishes Louise*

risenfromperdition 09-08-2011 03:41 PM

tell linds we're all thinking of her :( <3
*squishes you*

risenfromperdition 09-08-2011 03:41 PM

hope all you english people are ok =\

Doikers 09-08-2011 03:59 PM

I live pretty rurally Heather , am not near any Rioting .
How are you? *Hugs*

risenfromperdition 09-08-2011 04:10 PM

im ok. bloody tired.
and nauseous for no reason =[

Doikers 09-08-2011 04:25 PM

Awh! I'm sorry

frenchhorn 09-08-2011 04:32 PM

*curls up and cries* can I die now please, I can't wait until my date for my plan, the pain is too much to wait. I may as well just go and do it now.

Doikers 09-08-2011 04:55 PM

*Hugs Oliver* Whats up mate ?

Cazki 09-08-2011 04:57 PM

*Cuddles Oliver* I'm so sorry i really wish you didnt feel so bad and im sorry you feel this way

*Cuddles Heather*

*Cuddles Mark* Thank you for the update. I'm thinking of you Lindsay im really sorry that you have been struggling so much and that your so low. *Sends hugs to Lindsay* How are you Mark?

frenchhorn 09-08-2011 05:09 PM

*hugs Mark and Ian*

sorry guys, I can't do this anymore. I really need to die, can't wait for a few weeks time, everything is too much, I have to do it.

SoMuchMore 09-08-2011 05:18 PM

*hugs Oliver tight* I'm sorry you are feeling so badly. You don't deserve to be feeling like this. You're such a good, caring, and strong person. Can you please tell someone how bad you are feeling? I'm very worried about you.

*hugs Ian* how are you doing?

*hugs Mark* thanks for the update on lindsay. I'm sorry to hear she is doing so poorly at the moment. If you can tell her we are all thinking about her and support her. How are you doing today, mark?

*hugs Heather* Hope you feel better soon hun!

*hugs Louise* how are you today?

Doikers 09-08-2011 05:27 PM

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver* It gets better mate , hang on :S

*Hugs Laura* I'll be sure to collect up all the good wishes for Lindsay and pass them on:)

Doikers 09-08-2011 06:47 PM


frenchhorn 09-08-2011 08:01 PM

*hides* can I stay in here for a while, feeling very unsafe, really want to die, so badly. really want to go out and jump from a bridge near me, and the riots are now in manchester, part of me really wants to go out and get caught in it and get killed that way so it isn't me putting the pain on my family, is that really sick of me?
sorry guys i'm not being very supportive and i'm being a bad wardie.

Doikers 09-08-2011 08:14 PM

It's not sick Oliver . Please stay online

frenchhorn 09-08-2011 08:52 PM

*hugs Mark* sorry I is useless

Cazki 09-08-2011 11:41 PM

*Hugs Oliver* You are not a bad wardie, unsupportive or sick. I would say that your very caring kind supportive and a very valuable member. Please keep fighting, im very worried about you.

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Sends hugs to Lindsay* I'm very greatful for all your hard work and support. Your an amazing person, it makes me so sad that your struggling so much.

*Hugs Laura* I'm ok thanks. How are you?

I cant say i know what your both going through (Lindsay and Oliver) but i can relate because of when i struggled when i first came to ryl and the other times iv struggled. I'm thinking of you both.

Doikers 10-08-2011 09:14 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

Louise 10-08-2011 02:21 PM

*hugs everyone*

*hugs Lindsay* I am so sorry that things are really difficult for you, you have been through so much and deserve the support and help. I am thinking about you.

*hugs oliver* I am only a PM away also there is the supporters you can contact any time you need support.

How is everyone else?

Doikers 10-08-2011 03:47 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

Right Lindsay would like me to keep you in the loop about her .
She is to stay in hospital for anti-psychotic injections , she was worried they would discharge her while she was suicidal . So , yeah , she is safe .

Louise 10-08-2011 06:19 PM

it is good that they are trying something to try and help lindsay.

I wonder how oliver is today.

how are you mark?

I am could be better tonight.

SoMuchMore 10-08-2011 06:22 PM

*hugs everyone*
*curls up*

Doikers 10-08-2011 06:52 PM

*Hugs Louise* I feel vague

*Hugs Laura*

How are you both?

frenchhorn 10-08-2011 07:09 PM

*hugs all*

I'm glad Lindsay is safe, thanks for keeping us informed Mark.

I'm not feeling safe at all, early this morning as in about 3am I went to the bridge near me and nearly jumped, I want to do it tonight, I feel as though I'll be able to tonight, I just want to die. I told my counsellor and she kept saying how **** scared she is, but I can't wait for the end of August now, maybe I'll bring my plan forward by a few weeks.

Doikers 10-08-2011 07:27 PM

Oliver *Hugs* please don't go through with it , I would miss you terribly :/

frenchhorn 10-08-2011 10:45 PM

*hugs Mark*

I have made myself get into bed, even though I won't sleep for hours, because that way I am less likely to go outside because it would involve getting dressed and I don't have the energy for that. I'm still not safe though, I really want to die so badly, I think after this weekend I may go through with my plan as I can't wait another few weeks.

Cazki 10-08-2011 11:13 PM

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry you dont feel safe. Please dont go through with your plan. Your awesome and i would really miss you.

*Hugs Louise*

*Sends hugs to Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura* How are you?

misskitty112 11-08-2011 02:55 AM

*hugs Oliver* please don't go through with your plan. I would miss you terribly.
*hugs Ian* how are you?
*hugs Laura*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs Mark*

I'm sorry I'm not around more. I just feel like I've been gone too long... and I know that's dumb... but...

risenfromperdition 11-08-2011 04:53 AM

*sits with* love you felicia <3

not dumb.

*hugs oliver* i agree with felicia <3
glad they're trying to help lindsey
love all you guys <3

Billy! 11-08-2011 08:50 AM

*Cuddles everyone* Sorry I don't come in much anymore. We don't have internet at home now.
I'm too tired for individuals right now, but Oliver honey, we all love you and would miss you terribly, we're here for you whenever you need us, and feel free to PM me any time, although fb would probably be easier as I can check and reply to that on my phone.
Hope everyone else is staying safe. <3

Doikers 11-08-2011 10:21 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia* You've not been gone too long hun <3

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Charlie*

Billy! 11-08-2011 12:58 PM

*Hugs Mark* How're you?

Doikers 11-08-2011 02:07 PM

Excisting Charlie ...... *Hugs*

misskitty112 11-08-2011 03:26 PM

Charlie! *hugs*
*Hugs Mark* I love you.

Doikers 11-08-2011 03:43 PM

*Hugs Felicia* I Love You <3

SoMuchMore 11-08-2011 06:38 PM

Charlie! *glomps*

*hugs Mark* you okay?

*hugs Oliver* I just wanted to reiterate what everyone has said, we all would miss you a lot. Please don't go through with your plan. Things can get better.

*hugs Felicia* You're not dumb, nor have you been gone for too long. You are always welcome here!

*hugs Heather* How are you doing?

*hugs Ian* I am okay, thanks. How have you been?

So, after today, I won't be on for 11 days because I'll be on vacation in the UK! I'll think of you all lots! Stay safe everyone. <3

frenchhorn 11-08-2011 07:05 PM

*hugs all* sorry I'm not up for individual replies, I just want to let you all know though that I'm away from tomorrow morning until sunday evening because I'm in Scotland doing a presentation at the national LGBT gathering. so don't worry about the fact that I shall disapear for a few days.
I'm still not doing well, I am sort of safe over the next few days cos I'm around people, but my anger is a problem at the moment and I'm scared I'm going to snap and hurt someone.

*cuddles and fruit for you all*

Doikers 11-08-2011 10:16 PM

I know their coming.............sorry , I hope my traps arrives before they do.
Traps being ceiling rigged fish hooks , , they're coming

Louise 11-08-2011 11:23 PM

hugs everyone

FlyingNy 12-08-2011 12:22 AM

Hey, just thought I'd drop in and let everyone know I haven't been mobbed by rioters.

*Hugs everyone*

misskitty112 12-08-2011 02:23 AM

*hugs ward*

I wish I could be a better wardie. I'm sorry. I just can't face my own thoughts today. I keep trying to block them out like I have for weeks. I guess it's time they started drowning me until I find something to do about them. I hate this. I can't socialize, I get too easily irritated. Everything triggers me. I feel so fragile. And I despise this feeling.

risenfromperdition 12-08-2011 02:25 AM

*squishes tight and keeps talking to*

All times are GMT +1. The time now is 08:29 AM.

Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.6.4
Copyright ©2000 - 2021, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.