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PoisonedApple 15-06-2011 09:34 PM

*hugs Mark*
Falling Stars by Butterfly Messiah

Doikers 15-06-2011 10:03 PM

*Hugs Crimson* Thanks :)

*Night time Hugs and waves all my wardies*

PoisonedApple 15-06-2011 10:09 PM

*hugs Mark good night*
Your welcome! :)
I have no podcasts yet but I am getting set up if anyone's interested :) * http://crimsonscorner.podbean.com/ * I am still trying to figure out copyrighting laws and usage :S but I am working on my little project :)

aklx 15-06-2011 10:13 PM

That's really cool PoisonedApple :)
I hope you are feeling less muddled.

Poor Oliver :(
I hope he hasn't caused permanent damage.

Nom treats. Hope you're okay YodaBear

Cazki 15-06-2011 11:39 PM

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mark*

*Waves to angel*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Matt*

taz35 16-06-2011 01:34 AM

Hey everyone :)

Just an update since I kind of disappeared from this site, not sure how many will remember me. I haven't SI'ed since the last weekend of September. I'm taking my medications daily and seeing my psychiatrist once every 3 months and things are going great. I'm into the 5th month of a fantastic relationship with my incredible girlfriend, and life has just gotten so much better!

I'm not trying to knock anyone down or sound like I'm bragging - I just want to let you all know there IS a better side. I never would have thought I would feel this good, or actually look forward to waking up each day... but I do. Thanks for all your support through the time I was on here, and as always... if you ever need somebody to talk to or to listen to you... feel free to pm me!

Hugs for everyone who needs them, and lots of special care packages!

shattered1 16-06-2011 02:40 AM

Just checking in letting you all know i still around...goes back to curling up in her corner. Waves hi to everyone. Don't know Oliver, but he will be in my thoughts. I hope others are doing okay.

SoMuchMore 16-06-2011 05:44 AM

TAZ!!! *tackle hugs* I remember you lol. I hope you remember me otherwise my excitement of seeing another old wardie may seem innapropriate lol. Congrats on not harming since September.. that is so so amazing! I'm glad things have gotten better for you.

*hugs shattered* I'm glad you are still around. around if you need to talk

*hugs oliver* sorry to hear you are struggling so much. always here if you want to talk when you get back.

*hugs ian* how are you?

*hugs crimson* oo i'll check out your podcast once you get it all set up. Its good to have a project sometimes :) sorry your thoughts were muddled earlier, i can relate all to well. Hope things became more clear.

*hugs mark* hope you slept well hun and are staying safe.

*hugs mrs pan* how r u doing?

*hugs matt* sorry to hear you aren't doing well. Feel free to pm me if you want to talk.

*waves to angel* i hope you managed to say safe, or at least distracted.

*hugs life-hurts* sorry I didnt introduce myself last night, i was not in the best place. I'm Laura. and of course its okay if you hang here for as long as you need. I hope your day got better. And yes choosing to live is a great thing. I know you can do it!

Sorry if I missed anyone. Didn't intentionally. *extra hugs and treats*

Doikers 16-06-2011 10:03 AM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Taz*Of Course I remember you :) Thats Fantastic news Hun !!!!!!! SO happy for you :D

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Laura*

Billy! 16-06-2011 10:07 AM

*Curls up*

Doikers 16-06-2011 11:50 AM

*Squishes Charlie* Whats up Hun?

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 04:59 PM

*glomps Taz* I'm glad you are doing so good. You really do have to say hi more often though!

*cuddles Oliver* Please be careful, hun. We would miss you if something dreadful happened.

*hugs Laura* I'll let ya know when I make more progress :)

*hugs Ian and Mark and Mrs. Pan and Shattered and everyone else*

*cuddles Charlie* What's up?

Doikers 16-06-2011 05:10 PM

*Hugs Crimson* How are you hun?

Laura2.0 16-06-2011 05:12 PM

*hugs all* how are you?

Doikers 16-06-2011 05:24 PM

*Hugs Laura* How are you hun?

Laura2.0 16-06-2011 05:28 PM

*hugs mark* went to my T today and told her about the dizziness from the meds. She switched me to Risperidone. Had to let her check the cuts from last night and as a result she wanted me to go inpatient again. I still didn't want to, so now she referred me to a specialist who I'll get to talk to ever 4 weeks and her in between.
how are you?

Doikers 16-06-2011 05:34 PM

I'l in a bit of pain , BUT Trying to be bright :)

Laura2.0 16-06-2011 05:37 PM

*cuddles mark* it's dinnertime for me now.

one_step_closer 16-06-2011 05:38 PM

Hey, I finally have my internet up and running again. Feeling really low and suicidal and I can't confide in my psychologist because he is on holiday for 4 weeks. :(

frenchhorn 16-06-2011 05:38 PM

*creeps in*
hi all, I have just got back from hospital, feeling really triggered still and really want to OD again, but am trying to stick to the care plan a psych nurse set up with me while I was in hospital. They don't think I have done any permanent damage to my liver, but I had to be on 3 different drips as the meds level in my blood was really high.

*hugs all who want hugs*
*waves to Angel* don't think we have met, Hi I'm Oliver

Doikers 16-06-2011 05:43 PM

*Hugs Oliver* I'm glad you are out of Hospital Mate.

*Hugs Lindsay* Are you all moved now hun ? PM me anytime okay , I'll always listen hun :)

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 05:53 PM

*hugs Laura* I hope the med change helps.

*cuddles Lindsay*

*huggles Oliver* I'm glad you didn't do any serious damage to your liver.

*hugs Mark* I'm less muddled today, which is good since I have to go to my kids' new school for a meeting today. But last night wasn't so good. D said that in August I had to go get my license. Usually I only have driving related panic attacks or the like when I am actually trying to drive in a town... After he said that though... It was not pleasant.

How are you guys all doing?

Doikers 16-06-2011 06:12 PM

I'm sorry Crimson Hun :/ *Squishes*

Emo 16-06-2011 06:58 PM

Glad that your ok Oliver i hope you stay safe
* waves at everyone *
Anyone see last night eclipse? i missed it it was too cloudy here.


frenchhorn 16-06-2011 07:15 PM

I didnt even know there was an eclipse last night!

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 07:15 PM

It's been cloudy and rainy for the last 3 days here, Angel, so we didn't see it either.

*hugs Mark* I'm better now just wish he got it. He says he understands but its like he thinks I can just get over it so he doesn't understand at all. But then he also is of the belief that I'll be fine and I don't need meds or anything like that. Just because I am highly functioning even at my low points doesn't mean I'm ok and can do everything by myself. /mini-rant

Sometimes I feel better and it feels like I made it all up but then something happens and I'm at that point and I know I am and was definitely ill... anyone else ever feel like that?

taz35 16-06-2011 07:22 PM

*tackle hugs Laura* Yes I remember you :) I remember pretty much everybody that used to be on here regularly! How are you doing?

*hugs Mark* :) Hope you're staying safe and out of trouble! Does April still come on every now and then? How has she been?

*waves to Charlie* Hi! I'm Taz :)

*glomps Crimson* I'm going to try :) It was triggering me for a while, which was why I initially left, had to try and get myself stable before I could expect to help others. But I'm in a much better frame of mind so I'll try to stick around and help out! How have you been? In terms of the driving, is it possible for you to drive around town for little periods of time leading up to the test? Maybe it could help lessen the anxiety? I need to get my full license in under a month - a little nervewracking, but I'm fairly confident in my driving... even given the fact I got into an accident in October ><

*waves to Mute.Scream* Laura, is it? Hi, I'm Taz :)

*hugs Lindsay* (or Lindsey? >< Sorry - I can't remember) Sorry to hear you're feeling suicidal hon. If you need somebody to talk to, go ahead and pm me. Please stay safe! <3

*hugs Oliver* Glad you're out of the hospital and that your liver is still alright. Good job on trying to follow through on the care plan. Is there anything in particular that's triggering you?

*waves at Angel21* I don't think I've caught your name yet - Hi, I'm Taz :) I wasn't even aware there was an eclipse last night! It's too bad - I would have loved to see it :(

*hugs to everyone else wandering in and out of the forum*

frenchhorn 16-06-2011 07:38 PM

Hey Taz I remember you, its really great to hear your doing so well :)

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 07:43 PM

Quote:

*glomps Crimson* I'm going to try :) It was triggering me for a while, which was why I initially left, had to try and get myself stable before I could expect to help others. But I'm in a much better frame of mind so I'll try to stick around and help out! How have you been? In terms of the driving, is it possible for you to drive around town for little periods of time leading up to the test? Maybe it could help lessen the anxiety? I need to get my full license in under a month - a little nervewracking, but I'm fairly confident in my driving... even given the fact I got into an accident in October ><
I can drive just fine in places that have little to no traffic but between almost being in a fatal accident (if I hadn't gotten out of the way in time... it was close) and knowing other people who have had bad accidents I just freak out. I am confident in my own abilities so I drive fine outside of town, I just don't trust other people's abilities. D's had a license and hasn't got the issue I have so why he refuses to be bothered to get one but insists I 'get over it' and get mine is frustrating and infuriating.

Doikers 16-06-2011 07:55 PM

Taz *Hugs* April has been staying away from here as she found it was triggering her but I have her on FB and she is still about :)

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 08:46 PM

I miss April :Emoticon(14)::Emoticon(14)::Emoticon(14)::Emotico n(14)::Emoticon(14): though I can't complain too much I have her on WoW if I would just be bothered to play more often.

Louise 16-06-2011 09:15 PM

hugs everyone, hi taz,

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 09:38 PM


Doikers 16-06-2011 09:42 PM

OH I played with Hayley on WoW , I miss her .........I miss April too.

cantchillax 16-06-2011 09:43 PM

*Claims a bed to hide under*

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 09:45 PM

*hugs Mark* How is Hayley? I haven't heard from her in forever either...
*hugs cantchillax (if okay)*

cantchillax 16-06-2011 09:47 PM

thanx. they are totally allowed.

Doikers 16-06-2011 09:54 PM

*Hugs Crimson I don't know how Hayley is , she has not replied to my last 2-3 texts but should she be in touch I will pass it on.

*Hugs Cantchillax* Hi I'm Mark :)

cantchillax 16-06-2011 09:56 PM

Hi Mark. Nice to meet you.

cantchillax 16-06-2011 10:08 PM

to leave, not to leave, to leave, not to leave.
my mind will not decide.

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 10:09 PM

leave where?

cantchillax 16-06-2011 10:11 PM

not where but who.
my abusive bf

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 10:12 PM

ah...
well if he is abusive, why are you considering not leaving?

cantchillax 16-06-2011 10:14 PM

Because...its complicated.
I need his love. I don't want to be alone. And abuse isn't anything new.

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 10:16 PM

just because it isn't new doesn't mean you don't deserve better...

cantchillax 16-06-2011 10:17 PM

maybe

PoisonedApple 16-06-2011 10:19 PM

*hugs everyone*waves at angel*
Gotta go -kids' school- I'll be back tomorrow :)
*leaves care packs*

frenchhorn 16-06-2011 10:25 PM

*hugs Crimson, Mark and cantchillax* Hi I'm Oliver :)

cantchillax 16-06-2011 10:27 PM

hello oliver

Cazki 16-06-2011 11:42 PM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver* I'm glad your out of hospital and that you havent done asny damage to your liver

*Hugs Laura* I'm not bad i guess Laura, how are you?

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs cantchillax* Hi im Ian


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