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FlyingNy 24-03-2011 11:28 PM

I'm alright thanks Oliver. Slightly lonely, hence dancing with myself (and now that song's in my head, brilliant) but other than that. How are you?

frenchhorn 24-03-2011 11:30 PM

this person from my youth group keeps texting me saying they want to commit suicide together, cos they know I OD'd last week :(

FlyingNy 24-03-2011 11:51 PM

Please don't Oliver :( No real friend would ever ask you to do that.

PoisonedApple 25-03-2011 12:08 AM

*g'night hugs all* mayhaps tomorrow will be all better...

frenchhorn 25-03-2011 12:35 AM

*hugs* night Crimson, I hope tomorrow is better for you

BWchick 25-03-2011 02:10 AM

*Huggles alll* We all need to remember that we are beautiful inside and out just the way we are! At LEAST one person in the world loves us and needs us desperately (which is totally inacurate because we all love eachother and need each other so there!)

I just thought I would throw that out there :)

ˈsäləˌterē 25-03-2011 02:40 AM

Good job finding the positive on such a gloomy day Megz!

BWchick 25-03-2011 02:41 AM

I try to make people feel happy and loved! :) because I do love you all :) *Hug*

ˈsäləˌterē 25-03-2011 02:44 AM

Thanks Hun! We love you too!

SoMuchMore 25-03-2011 06:05 AM

*punches a wall repeatedly* I. Give. Up.

FlyingNy 25-03-2011 08:17 AM

*Hugs Laura and holds her hands so she can'r hit the wall* what's the matter? X

Doikers 25-03-2011 10:25 AM

*Hugs Charlie*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Louise*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Megz*
*Hugs Solo*
*Hugs Laura* Whats up hun?

Billy! 25-03-2011 10:52 AM

*Cuddles everyone*
I wish I knew what was going on :(

Doikers 25-03-2011 10:53 AM

*Hugs Charlie*

Billy! 25-03-2011 11:02 AM

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

Doikers 25-03-2011 12:01 PM

Feeling pretty low , I go to my parents for early Mothers Day today , I won't be able to injure there ,I need to now but am Putting it off but I'll mess up inevitably.....

Doikers 25-03-2011 12:47 PM

Hmmm I knew it was inevitable , That better hold me until Sunday:S

Doikers 25-03-2011 02:29 PM

I feel so Alone..........Forever:(

BWchick 25-03-2011 03:11 PM

You are not alone! We willl always be here for you! *Hugz*

Doikers 25-03-2011 03:20 PM

*Hugs Megz* Thanks hun , But I mean I'll never have a significant other...I Love you guys though :) I just feel worthless today.

BWchick 25-03-2011 03:25 PM

been there done that... actually, still there now. anyways you will find someone! I know it seems hopeless now but there is someone out there who is waiting for you to come along :)

Doikers 25-03-2011 03:28 PM

Hmmm How much longer am I to wait.....? Sorry I'm just moaning now . *SQUISHES Megz*

PoisonedApple 25-03-2011 03:48 PM

*hugs everyone* g'mornin'. or afternoon. or night... take your pick.
How is everyone?

*huggles Mark* I dunno but things will come together in their own time. *extra squishes*

ˈsäləˌterē 25-03-2011 03:54 PM

~Hugs everybody~

FlyingNy 25-03-2011 04:08 PM

Hey all. You should read painful lives books Mark. As odd as it sounds they are actually uplifting cos 9/10 they have a nice ending and although it takes years people come through they issues.

Billy! 25-03-2011 05:37 PM

*Huggles all her wardies.*

Doikers 25-03-2011 05:40 PM

*Hugs Lia* Do you have any favourites apart from "Scarred"? to recommend

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Crimson*

How is everyone?
I am at my parents so apologise for delayed responces for a couple of days .

*Hugs Charlie*

SoMuchMore 25-03-2011 05:46 PM

*hugs mark, lia, solo, megz, crimson, charlie*

Lia and Mark - I am really struggling to balance work, uni, anxiety, and these thoughts.... that are getting worse all the time. Work last night was horrible, and i feel like I am getting worse at my job. I'm missing things when looking over people's pages, one of my employees was being horrible (and I am far too nice of a boss b/c I can't even get myself to yell at him b/c it would've probably caused me to have a panic attack). Nobody knows this though, its totally an inappropriate topic to bring up at work. In fact, most of the people IRL that know anything about my "issues," I don't talk to much/at all anymore. Ha, i wonder if people knew anything was up the other day when I was totally depersonalized at work and don't even remember half of it... Probably not, I know I am doing a fantastic job at faking it b/c people tell me that even when I say I am in a "bad mood" I always seem happy.

This rant probably didn't make sense. I just wanted someone to know a little bit of what is going on in my head.... and I know you guys actually read, so I am not venting to a empty page.

Billy! 25-03-2011 05:54 PM

*Hugs Laura*
Sorry, I haven't got much to say right now, just wanted to say I read it and am thinking of you <3

SoMuchMore 25-03-2011 05:55 PM

*hugs charlie* thanks. How r u doing?

PoisonedApple 25-03-2011 06:02 PM

*hugs Laura* i read but have nothing constructive to say at the moment... sorry.
*hugs Charlie*

Doikers 25-03-2011 06:04 PM

*Hugs Laura* I'm sorry you're struggling so hun *Extra Hug*

Billy! 25-03-2011 06:05 PM

Meh. I'm alright. Just a bit low. My friend asked if I wanna go to the park. I dunno wether to or not -.-

BWchick 25-03-2011 06:27 PM

go and enjoy the fresh air! ^-^ it will be good for you! *Huggles*

one_step_closer 25-03-2011 06:34 PM

I'm sick of feeling low.

FlyingNy 25-03-2011 06:44 PM


*Hugs Laura* I get that. Totally. People IRL know so little I wonder what they'd all do if I ended it. Smiling is sometimes just so...hard.

*Hugs Lindsey* I don't really know what to say. Is there something you could do like change your meds, see a counseller? I don't know what treatment you're already on.

*Hugs Charlie* Go for it. It'll get you out the house and distract you for a bit.

*HUgs Mark* Erm...there's 'Don't Tell Mummy'- Toni Maguire. And anything by Cathy Glass. All her books are about kids she fosters other than 'Girl in the Mirror' which is a novel only based on a true story. Off the top of my head I'm not sure about any others.

*Hugs Morgana, Crimson and Solo*

shadowedsoul 25-03-2011 07:06 PM

hugs everybody. curls up into a ball in the corner

FlyingNy 25-03-2011 07:10 PM

*Hugs Jill* What's up?

shadowedsoul 25-03-2011 07:16 PM

hugs lia back, really want to hurt myself, cant get that thought out of my head.
how are you and mark today?

FlyingNy 25-03-2011 07:22 PM

There's a useful list of things to do instead of hurting yourself here Jill. http://www.selfinjury.org/docs/selfhelp.html

I'm alright.

shadowedsoul 25-03-2011 07:34 PM

thanks lia, will go and have a look, hmm its not how i want to hurt myself tonight tho. sorry

Doikers 25-03-2011 07:39 PM

*Hugs Jill*

FlyingNy 25-03-2011 07:45 PM

Stay talking to us if it helps, Jill.

PoisonedApple 25-03-2011 07:52 PM

*hugs everyone*
i can't wait till the end of work today... it's a 3 day weekend and i need the break. and even better the kids are going to a sleep over and won't be home till sunday morning.

shadowedsoul 25-03-2011 07:53 PM

sorry shutting up. hugs lia and mark

BWchick 25-03-2011 08:11 PM

*Hugs all*

hang in there Jill!

GOOOO three day weekends!!!

Sometime I feel weird. I am not the tineyist girl around and with the business I am going into a nice shape is good. Sometimes I just feel surprised that I don't have an ED....

PoisonedApple 25-03-2011 08:14 PM

What business Megz?

BWchick 25-03-2011 08:17 PM

acting. its what I love :)

FlyingNy 25-03-2011 08:24 PM

I was about to answer for you there :) I love it too Morgana (I feel awkward calling you that when no one else does, but I shall fight against the pressure to conform- and that is how I know I have been in too many psychology lessons). But you don't need to change yourself. Think of Dawn French, she's a great actress and so hilarious but she's not exactly a stick. There are loads of non-skinny actors/actressess out there and I'm sure you're perfect <3 Oh, and being a Glee fan I feel the song I am conicidently listening to right now is perfect for the moment :)

*Hugs Jill* You don't need to shut up. You are making sense and we're always here for you.

*HUgs Crimson*

PoisonedApple 25-03-2011 08:30 PM

lol when you guys said that, this is what first came to mind. i love that book.

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