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Doikers 21-03-2011 02:52 PM

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Louise*

How are you girls?

one_step_closer 21-03-2011 03:10 PM

*hugs everyone*

How are you feeling now, Mark?

BWchick 21-03-2011 03:12 PM

I'm mad at my mom cuz she is mad at me for stuff that hasen't even happened yet. :(

*hugz Mark* It will be ok! we love you and neeeeeeeeeeed you!!!! :)

Doikers 21-03-2011 03:24 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm Cooking pasta sauce to ditract myself ......

*Hugs Megz*

How are you both?

BWchick 21-03-2011 03:28 PM

writing a HUGE 20 page paper for an english class :P

Are you feeling better?

Doikers 21-03-2011 03:32 PM

Still triggered but waiting for my Dad to come and go as I don't him to know I am still injureing :S
Good luck with your Paper!

BWchick 21-03-2011 03:43 PM

thanks you too! (with the whole triggered thing) *extra squeeeez for Mark* :)

ˈsäləˌterē 21-03-2011 03:47 PM

~hugs everyone~ it's Probly not really even you Megz. You were just there.

ˈsäləˌterē 21-03-2011 03:48 PM

Mark please be kind to yourself! You deserve it!

BWchick 21-03-2011 03:48 PM

no it was me. she said "I know you are going to pull the crap like you always do and put this paper off until Sunday and then you will get all whiny and I am sick of it" yup... it was me

PoisonedApple 21-03-2011 03:57 PM

*runs in and through ward hugging everyone* I'm only at work a half day today and I'll be spending it at the front desk since the receptionist is out... *extra hugs for later*
luv you guys!

Doikers 21-03-2011 04:14 PM

*Hugs Crimson at her desk!*

BWchick 21-03-2011 04:18 PM

*HUGS!!*

one_step_closer 21-03-2011 05:13 PM

*huge hugs*

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 06:06 PM

*Hugs everyone* How are you all?

Doikers 21-03-2011 06:29 PM

Utter Utter Failure ! One more scar who ****ing cares? I just hate myself .FFS!.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 06:32 PM

*Hugs Mark* Don't hate yourself for it, it's an addiction. We've all been there, most of us still are. No one's completely free. I certainly don't hate you.

Doikers 21-03-2011 06:38 PM

*Hugs Lia* I realy hate myself , really , and I know (In the rational part of my mind that it's the Depression talking but it's SO convincing , I'm not feeling rational . I am Utterly Sober , I hate being sober , I have had to take 2 Diaz today for Anxiety and such , It's been 16 years , enough already.

one_step_closer 21-03-2011 06:43 PM

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad, Mark. I'm here if there is anything that I can do.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 06:44 PM

You don't have to answer Mark, but is your depression biological or psychological? (as in did something cause it or is it an 'illness' so to speak).

It's not something you can control, depression can get to us all. You should give yourself a break, hating yourself can only make thihngs worse.

Doikers 21-03-2011 06:46 PM

Sorry that was sickening

Doikers 21-03-2011 06:53 PM

Lia My Depression is an illness, It's been with me since at least 14 possibly earlier , that make it biological right? Brain Chemicals are screwed.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 06:53 PM

*Hugs Lindsey* You alright?

Please don't Mark. It may sound utterly ridiculous, but you could get in the bath and use red food colouring, as I discovered, it looks a heck of a lot like blood. It's not the same, I know but it might help to satisfy some urges. But having said that it could make them worse so be careful.

And yeah that's biological. We're doing it in psych atm.

Doikers 21-03-2011 07:02 PM

I don't have food colouring :S I think that would push me towards injuring myself , *Sigh* Can I just sleep for a bit ...........please (ain't going to happen , I have to take my meds closer to 10pm at the same timeish everynight) so 9pm is my early bed time , I reckon I'll be taking it too.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 07:14 PM

Just a couple more hours and you'll be able to go to bed. You could try holding an ice cube or snapping an elastic band against your wrist (which actually works quite well- it really hurts).

Doikers 21-03-2011 07:16 PM

Lia , The Rubber band thing....... Well I snapped it so much that I broke blood vessels and my wrist bruised right up , I don't think I'll injure again tonight , You are a great help hun *Squishes*

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 07:44 PM

I'm really glad about that Mark, but just in case you get another urge...

http://www.selfinjury.org/docs/selfhelp.html

*Hugs*

Doikers 21-03-2011 07:58 PM

*Hugs Lia* Thankyou SO much for that webpage , I have favourited it , Not in the frame of mind to read it but I read a bit here and the last bit

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 08:15 PM

You're welcome :) Me too :) I searched it just now. Trusty old google.

Doikers 21-03-2011 08:17 PM

Hehe , Trusty old Google , I've pretty recently converted from Yahoo to Google :)

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 08:23 PM

Good. You have converted from the dark side. But you will forever bare the dark mark (Harry Potter reference).

Doikers 21-03-2011 08:30 PM

Hehe , I was on the dark side eh? That could have been out of Star Wars too :P

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 08:38 PM

Never seen a single Star Wars movie and I never plan to :P I love Harry Potter, it's the coolest to the end. Star Wars doesn't have wizards.

Doikers 21-03-2011 08:43 PM

True , No Wizards . I've watched a few Harry Potter Films , But I think I need to sit down and watch them chronalogically (sp).

Billy! 21-03-2011 08:45 PM

RAWWR :)

Doikers 21-03-2011 08:45 PM

*Hugs Charlie*

Billy! 21-03-2011 08:49 PM

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

misskitty112 21-03-2011 08:51 PM

*collapses in the ward... exhausted*

Uni can go die now, kthanks. Also, I have to make up my schedule for next semester by tomorrow. I can't find a schedule that's not going to be completely overwhelming.... so overwhelming it is. :)

Sorry, I came in here to say something profound, but it left me.
Love y'all. <3
*hugs*

Doikers 21-03-2011 08:52 PM

Was bad , now numb , but Lia has helped me out a ton . Numb is better than the alternative.

How are you Charlie Hun?

Doikers 21-03-2011 08:53 PM

*Squishes Felicia*

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 08:54 PM

I'm glad I was able to help you Mark :) And I agree that you do need to watch the movies. And read the books. Or if you can't get the motivation, listen to the audio tapes. It'll make your life magical :)

*Hugs Felicia* How are you other than uni stresses?

*Hugs Charlie* RAWRR to you too.

misskitty112 21-03-2011 08:59 PM

Harry Potter does make life magical. True statement.
Ummm... how am I, well, I got stung by a bee when I was walking to work today, and I'm allergic, so I had to use my epi pen thing... luckily it worked so I bypassed a trip to the hospital. Work was horrendous, I have a huge Brit Lit test Friday (but that's a uni stress... sorry), and I apparently have to see my mom soon, or she's going to never let me see my brother again. Despite all of that, I guess I'm okay. I never really know from minute to minute.
And wow... that was long... sorry. How are you?

Billy! 21-03-2011 09:01 PM

Lia's amazing at cheering people up :) a few weeks ago she had me doing yoga on my bed XD

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 09:02 PM

It wasn't long Felicia don't worry about it :) **** about the bee sting. I'm allergic to wasps. I'm glad you're alright :) That's nice of your mother. How can she stop you seeing your brother?

Lol Charlie, that was funny. I tried it too (making suspisious sounding bed spring noises) and then I tried to learn my Polish lines for my drama so as a result my sister now thinks I have a secret Polish boyfriend.

Doikers 21-03-2011 09:03 PM

*Squishes Felicia*

*Hugs* Charlie , Didn't you fall off your yoga bed? :P

*Hugs Lia*

*Night time hugs my wardies*

misskitty112 21-03-2011 09:07 PM

My brother lives with my mom, my "stepdad," and my "stepsiblings." I don't. I wasn't allowed to come with mom when she left, and in order to see my brother I have to ask my mom first if I can come to her house, or I have to talk mom's parents into possibly risking their rights to see everyone, and letting them pick him up and bring him to my house. So... mom wants something, probably money (or to rub my cousin's little family in my face), from me, and I didn't go to her house this past weekend to give her the satisfaction of watching me go to pieces over whatever she wants me to do... so, she's saying if I don't come see her soon, I will no longer be allowed on her property to see my brother, and if I do try to see him, she will call the police on me. Isn't she lovely?

misskitty112 21-03-2011 09:08 PM

Goodnight, Mark. *hugs*

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 09:11 PM

Night night Mark *hugs* You resisted the big urges :)

Delightful, Felicia. What gives her the right to treat you that way? Especailly when she doesn't do the same to your brother. Grr. She's so out of order, but there seems little I can do about it other than tell you you don't deserve it.

misskitty112 21-03-2011 09:17 PM

I know, she's just wonderful, Lia. The only way I can describe why I get treated so horribly and my brother doesn't, is my mom never wanted me, my dad did, and once he died, mom just kind of lost her mind in dealing with me. I mean.. it got bad, I don't really want to say how bad, but basically, I'm glad she's gone. I just wish I could see my little brother every now and then without having to go through hell, or risk my grandparents' family standing.

FlyingNy 21-03-2011 09:24 PM

She shouldn't treat you like that Felicia, you don't deserve it. At least you have your brother though. When you're allowed to see him.


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