*Hugs Mark* Not really, just come over all urgey :( I really wanna SI.

*Holds you hands* Whats triggered you hun ?

*Hugs* I don't know, the hyperactive happy mood just dissapeared and left a very low urgey mood :(

*snuggles Charlie* you can beat it hun x

*Hugs Sarah*
I don't think I want to............ :(

*Squishe Charlie*

*cuddles* I'm here if you need me hun

*Hugs you both*
Thanks guys..

No worries. I'll be gone from about 8pm till 8.30pm but its only half an hour and I'll be back on, and you can message me on Facebook if you need me and I'll get back to you asap.

Thankyou hun :)
I really should get some dinner...

Hey everyone :-) how is everyone?

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*slinks into ward to hide from hubby*

such a bad night! :(

*Hugs Charlie*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Kelly*
*Hugs Sarah*

My Ear hurts , internal pressure and loud hissing! and I can't get a hold of my ENT nurse , no answer.....

That sounds horrible, Mark. I have tinnitus so I kind of know what it's like.

*Hugs Lindsay* I have tinitus too , But this hissing is really Loud! I have scarred eardrums dut to infections :(
How are you Lindsay?

I'm really not good. Thinking of attempting suicide as soon as I find the energy. There is nothing that I, or anyone else, can do to help me any more.

*huggles all*

sitting here awaiting the next cyclone advice. :-( a big cyclone is threatening the coast. currently predicted to have landfall near my city wednesday/thursday and to be a category 4 or 5 system (very big and nasty). not looking forward to it. if i'm not online for a few days it'll be because we lost power etc..

will try to get back on before it hits if it is going to.

*huggles everyone then goes outside and brings puppy sinclair inside so he doesn't get wet or blown away*

*Hugs Lindsay* Please hold on hun , you would be SO missed here :S

*Hugs Kahlia* I hope you keep your power , How are you?

I'm back...
...always coming back. But never staying for very long because I just lack the self discipline now.

Things aren't good. I've been suicidal, but wouldn't ever act on the thoughts because I'm too much of a coward.

I'm on a gluten-free, sugar-free, dairy-free diet to deal with a possible systemic infection. FML. I'm so sick of thinking about food - what to make, how to make it, and how the hell to satisfy cravings for sweet when gluten-free desserts have sugar and sugar-free desserts have gluten...

*flails*

Anyway. I need support, and I can give support, so I think I'll be back for a little while at least. I see that there are new wardies that I don't know... so... hoorah for me being MIA for months. >_>

*hides in a corner and cries*