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MammaMia 16-04-2010 12:37 PM

We do indeed. *group hug with you two*

I'm sure this pain is getting worse on purpose -.- I have chores to do aswell but no way can I attempt them right now :( I should stop whining.

Yes, it's 12.38pm here in the UK woo :)

Edit: Perhaps I do need to relocate, sound good *sighs*

Doikers 16-04-2010 12:39 PM

*Group hugs with JK and Helen*

Kahlia1981 16-04-2010 12:41 PM

*cuddles and sits down with Helen and holds a kind of candlelight vigil for Helens friend* Periods coming early can be a real pain in the ass. Mine did that last time - 10 days early, & I'm on the pill. Meh. Just try and do what you can to make yourself comfortable. *hugs you again*

Mark: Good to hear that your SW appointment went okay. Not so good about the friend.

JK, Crimson, Laura, April, everyone I've missed: Sorry I haven't been able to keep my head together to catch up with everything ... still lacking on sleep although hoping to get some tonight. *big hugs for you all*, and I hope you are doing okay.

Thinking of you all.

jonikd 16-04-2010 12:44 PM

*listens carefully for whining but doesn't hear any?! wtf ...*

Relocate is GOOD, part of my cunning plan to have a New Zealand full of RYL friends, cos it IS all about me after all... mwahahah

*says hey to Kahlia* think you should relocate with Mark and Helen too x*

*buys a big house and thinks about bed*


xxxx

MammaMia 16-04-2010 12:46 PM

*hugs everyone*

Thanks Kahlia. Periods are ****ers. Am trying to be comfortable but nothing's working so far, just have to wait. It'll settle down in a few hours I'm sure :(

JK, hope you sleep well if you're off to bed *snuggles*

frenchhorn 16-04-2010 12:47 PM

*cuddles helen lots* I'm really sorry about your friend

*hugs Mark* I'm glad your appointment went ok, but I'm sorry to hear about your friend.

*hugs JK, Kahlia, Crimson, April and anyone else he has forgotten*

I had a bad time last night, after my internet went got really angry and depressed and was wondering round feeling really trapped in my room, but couldn't go out as we're not allowed to, and then ended up finding a way to harm.
course is nearly over, concerts tomorrow and sunday, which i am excited about, but really dreading it because got to wear the stupid dreaded skirt and sash, arrrrrrrrrrrr major trangst at the moment.
sorry I'm being useless.
*hides*

MammaMia 16-04-2010 12:48 PM

You're not being useless Oliver. I'm sorry your net ****ed up & stuff. *cuddles*

I spy April (aswell as Oliver, Kahlia, Mark & myself :P) How are you?

jonikd 16-04-2010 12:50 PM

*hugs Oliver* You are quite wonderful you know, and I for one just LOVE having you on the ward to add that je ne sais quois!

Nicole's birthday today. I started at new thread although someone may have already. Sweet 16, goodness that's a long time ago for me ;) http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...92#post2243792

Scarletdreamer 16-04-2010 12:55 PM

Good morning everyone... *cuddles*

Hels, I'm so sorry about your friend. :( What kind of fit was it, do you know? I'm glad that they're letting you know what's going on with her at least... it would be worse not knowing I think. *huggles tight* And yeh, I hate periods too... they suck beyond all belief. Mine's due soon and I'm dreading it... heh... but anyway. I wish I could help you more... *holds you and rocks*

JK, it would be awesome if we all could relocate and have a bunch of friends down in NZ!! I've only ever been to Canada (I'm located in the northeastern States) so it would definitely be an adventure. :D And I could use the magic of a "hottie" always working!! :P Pleasant dreams... you are a lovely person, always remember that. :) *cuddles*

Kahlia, how are you doing? *cuddles* I hope okay... how was your day?

Laura *cuddles* I hope that things get better for you soon. How are you doing today?

Mark, I'm glad that your SW appt went okay. How are you feeling? I hope your friend is okay too... I'd be worried as well. *cuddles* Sending prayers up for him and for your friend too, Hels.

I spy an Oliver!! How are you? how're the rehearsals etc. coming? (I also spy a Helen, Mark, and Kahlia!! :D) *cuddles all*

Sorry if I missed someone... there's been a lot of posts since I posted last, so yeh... :o

I'm really exhausted, got up at 5am again today... stupid me... I'm at my parents' now... which means I'll probably eat too much. Damn it. :'( I hate my body, I hate my mind, I hate my life...

And, to make matters even "better," some online friends are telling me that I'm being too sensitive about my bestie (see my r/v thread for details)... which I agree with, kind of, but it's like... THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!! :crying:

*hides in shame*

MammaMia 16-04-2010 01:08 PM

Thanks April :( I don't know what kind, just know it was quite violent :( I'm glad they're letting me know what's happening too. *cuddles* I'm not surprised you're dreading it. I wasn't too thrilled about this one. But least it'll be done with for another month >.> Don't mind it apart from the pain :'( It's just not necessary. It's getting me really upset, well more upset, but can't cry as it'll make pain worse. I can't move without it hurting. I have so much cleaning to do today aswell :'( But I've made a very tiny start on it >.> Trying to keep busy to not think about the pain & my best friend but not working.

jonikd 16-04-2010 01:13 PM

*drags April out of hiding* I'm sure that I've spoken to you about that sweet ;)

Hey Laura, how you hun?

Helen, hunni, just try and be with it all OK? I can appreciate how hard it is, but you have to be the number one priority. You are to us darlin xxx

I am definitely off to bed now, before I turn into a pumpkin.

I've actually had a ***** evening, had to go get stitches for the first time in 15 years, and I really really really hated it. On a positive note it made me realise that I so don't want that any more, so potentially a bit of a turning point.

Y'all take care of each other while I slip off to bed *grabs Puppy Sinclair to cuddle with*

xx

MammaMia 16-04-2010 01:24 PM

Please may I just die til this pain ends? :'(

Hope you sleep well JK x

jonikd 16-04-2010 01:28 PM

*hugs Helen* nah, sorry hun, you stuck with us and we will go through your pain with you.

*sits next to and cuddles gently in her sleep*

Take care hunni xx

MammaMia 16-04-2010 01:36 PM

Okay :( Take care too xx

frenchhorn 16-04-2010 01:40 PM

*cuddles april* rehearsals are going ok thanks, last day of them today. I'd be exhausted too if I got up at 5am, do you have time for a nap at all to recharge your batteries a little?

*cuddles helen* No, we won't let you die, your'll get through this pain and we're here to help you through it.

Night JK, *hugs*

MammaMia 16-04-2010 02:49 PM

*cuddles Oliver*

Scarletdreamer 16-04-2010 03:05 PM

*peeks back in*

I have a question for any of you who have struggled with suicidal ideation (thinking about but not having a detailed plan for suicide) in the past. I'm writing my senior sem paper on suicidal ideation and coping mechanisms and I need some case studies... and I was wondering if any of you would be willing to PM me a story of a time when you struggled with it? If you could, then include mentions of how you coped with it (it can be bad things, like drinking/drugs, or good things, like therapy/reaching out, since the paper is studying both). Just a good-sized paragraph or two about it would suffice... and I'd need your last name's initial (or I could make it up, if you prefer).

I hope that's not against the rules. :-X

*cuddles JK* Sleep well, love... I'm sorry that you had to get stitches... I did back in December and that stopped me from SI'ing for ~3 months, but I have since... but not gotten stitches. Were you treated okay in the ER/A&E?

*cuddles Hels* Nope, no dying for you yet. Not until God decides it's your time. *more cuddles, gently to avoid hurting you* Things will be okay... you'll make it. I'm sorry though, that the pain from the period is so bad. :(

*cuddles Oliver* Good luck with the concert!! That's exciting. What music (composers) are you doing??

So freaking tired... :'( I tried to take a nap but wasn't sleepy enough, to my surprise. Oh well. I've been working some on my senior sem paper but it is making me aaangry. :'(

*hides*

MammaMia 16-04-2010 03:08 PM

The pain's better but still too much to do any chores. I had a nap which helped. So stupidly got up & went downstairs. Only meant to get food, even though I feel sick. Ended do a little bit more for my chores >.> Silly me. I feel so dizzy :(

Scarletdreamer 16-04-2010 03:28 PM

*cuddles Hels* I'm sorry that you're still feeling icky. :( I wish I could help somehow...

I'm so sick and tired of the bullshit that's my life. :(

Or at least, couldn't I have a positive attitude going into it all?!

MammaMia 16-04-2010 03:42 PM

*sits and cuddles April* I know the feeling sweet :(


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