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Doikers 04-04-2012 10:12 AM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Kelly*

The water is off for the next 6 hours :(

one_step_closer 04-04-2012 12:35 PM

*sends a warm rain cloud to Mark*

Doikers 05-04-2012 08:24 AM

*Hugs* Thanks Lindsay , How're you hun?

one_step_closer 05-04-2012 02:36 PM

Not great. How are you? Have you text me recently? I got a new phone and your number wasn't on my sim.

Cazki 05-04-2012 11:12 PM

Goodbye, leaving ryl after five years
Hi everyone im sorry to post this here but i felt it would be best here as more people would read it here and i also used to post here alot. I have a little bit of sad news im leaving ryl after 5 years. I will have been here fives years on June the 14th 2012 as you will see it says under my name im leaving just after that. The reason im making this thread now and not in June is because i havent been on here hardly at all and il only be back once more so i thought it would be best if i did this thread now. I am a little sad i remember when i first came here and how bad things were but things are so much better now and i feel its time to say goodbye to ryl. I made the decision to leave ryl a little while back. I am very greatful for everyones help it means alot il never forget all that you have done for me, the times you have all listened to me and been there for me. If anyone is interested in keeping in touch by email please let me know.

Thank you very much everyone

Take care and goodbye


ljmeep 06-04-2012 12:19 AM

I'm glad you are in a place that you feel it's time to leave ryl, Ian. You'll be missed, but I think that's a place we'd all like to be some day. I wish you all the best and hope that you find all the joy life has to offer. :)

Hey all... I feel like I may be starting to even out again, thank heavens! Still having some issues with anger control, but at least I'm not bursting into tears every five minutes.

one_step_closer 06-04-2012 12:28 PM

Ian, you'll be missed. Hope things go well for you.

Kelly, i'm glad you're feeling a bit better.

Doikers 06-04-2012 12:51 PM

*Hugs Ian* I'll Miss You*

*Hugs Kelly* It's good you're Controling it.

*Hugs Lindsay* I Have texted you a couple of times recently yes , I didn't know you had a new Sim , I'm PM you my Number:)

one_step_closer 06-04-2012 12:56 PM

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 07-04-2012 10:19 AM

I'm Off to my parents for 2 nights in a short while for Easter. So may be more sporadicly on.

*Squishes Lindsay*

one_step_closer 07-04-2012 01:44 PM

Hope everyone has a good Easter.

Doikers 08-04-2012 10:31 AM

Happy Easter to everyone :)

*Easter Hugs Lindsay*

Louise 08-04-2012 10:47 AM

happy easter everyone

one_step_closer 08-04-2012 12:16 PM

*leaves magical healthy chocolate easter eggs*

Cut 08-04-2012 10:08 PM

/peaks head around corner shyly\

Louise 08-04-2012 10:15 PM

how is everyone

one_step_closer 09-04-2012 11:27 AM

Morning peoples.

Doikers 09-04-2012 12:28 PM

Hi Cinny , Welcome , I'm Mark :)

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay*

I am so tense , took a Diaz.
40 weeks free today though.

one_step_closer 09-04-2012 05:05 PM

How are you feeling now, Mark.

How's everyone else?

ljmeep 10-04-2012 12:44 AM

hey all... looking into getting internet at home with in the next month or so. I'm anxious to make that a reality because I hate feeling cut off from everyone, which I do right now.

I got through Easter weekend ok... didn't really like having to be around so many people. Kinda feeling anti-social lately and I often wish that this was a real place I could hide out from the world.

Doikers 10-04-2012 10:56 AM

*Squishes Lindsay* I'm groggy , just up , How are you?

*Huggles Kelly* Internet at home ! woop :)

one_step_closer 10-04-2012 03:58 PM

Having the internet at home is brilliant, I don't know how i'd live without it.

ljmeep 10-04-2012 11:23 PM

I used to have net at home, but our computer sucked and I couldn't use it with my lap top. I miss it tones and am anxious to get it back... just have to wait for the phone company to repair the underground line before I switch services. It's been over 3 weeks since they were out to mark the lines so I'm hoping it will be really soon.

Katshia 11-04-2012 04:02 AM

*peeks head in* Hi all

Doikers 11-04-2012 09:46 AM

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you today?

*Hugs Kelly* I hope you get it soon!

*Waves to Katshia* Hi , welcome to the VPW , I'm Mark :)

one_step_closer 11-04-2012 12:12 PM

Hi everyone. How are you all?

My occupational therapist is trying to get me to go back to my voluntary work and the gym but I have no motivation to do anything. I want to give up on life because I fail at everything.

Doikers 12-04-2012 12:17 PM

I know the feeling Lindsay, *Hugs*

one_step_closer 12-04-2012 12:21 PM

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 13-04-2012 08:50 AM

Just Up , :P , How are you Lindsay?

one_step_closer 13-04-2012 01:38 PM

Wanting to be somewhere far away from reality.

ljmeep 13-04-2012 02:03 PM

hey all... just peaking in. I think I'm in for a very long week. Hubby's back at work with CRAZY hours for the next 2 weeks which means it's just me and the kids. I think I'll do fine during the school week... it's the week ends I'm worried about because my boys argue non stop when they don't have that break from each other that school provides. *deep breath* I know I can do this.

My biggest fear is having another panic attack when it's just me and them. I've been having them a lot lately and with no real cause. I'm fairly good at keeping it controlled enough not to end up in the ER, but it's still scary.

Hope you all are doing well. I'll try to pop in again as soon as I can.

YodaBearInterrupted 13-04-2012 04:19 PM

*hugs all in here*

This day is getting worse and the weekend is going to be no better :(

Doikers 14-04-2012 11:09 AM

*Hugs Lindsay* I hope you feel better today :)

*Hugs Kelly* I hope your kids aren't too much of a handful this weekend.

*Hugs Matt*Whats up ?

*Group Hugs*

m0nk 14-04-2012 10:36 PM

*here* feeling all shaky and doubty feeling all bad. took a bike ride to the store bought some food. had almost a nervous blackout cause i felt the road shake and kinda came out of focus. then i felt that i was moving like this is it. get home feel like **** still shaking. cant even think about sleep cause there is something telling me it will all be bad somehow. cant stay awake. feel like i should wanna go in the closet and hide for some time til it goes away.
*puts sleep depravation and lemon cookies on table* *sits in corner staring blankly at the wall*

Doikers 15-04-2012 12:06 PM

Monk, I hope you are feeling better now *Hugs*

*Group Hugs*

mandie 15-04-2012 02:02 PM

hi guys i havent been here long but like need people to talk to as i had relapsed lastnight after being si free for over 2 years...I was out with some friends yesterday and it was easy to forget about what happend earlier in the day it was like easy to forget the arguement i had with my partner as she's really controlling such as telling me my outfits are to short or i'm makin it easy for guys to like look at me an do stuff which is kinda hurtful but like when i got home from work she started another arguement with me over accidently having one of my cuts on show an she went all argumentative on me saying that i dont think of what it does to her but she doesnt realise that it is my way of release...it's like i said i havent si'd in over 2 years an i have one relapse ans she goes all crazy an starts yelling at me...sorry i had to get it out but all help an suggestions are very much apprieciated xx

Laura2.0 15-04-2012 05:02 PM

*hugs all*

YodaBearInterrupted 15-04-2012 11:23 PM

I am going to just sit here and... do nothing. Cause this whole weekend has been hell. Maybe the quiet room will be a better place for me lol

Doikers 16-04-2012 11:38 AM

*Hugs Mandie if okay?* I'm sorry you lapsed but once in 2 years is amazing ! You could focus on the 2 years? It's a lapse not a RElapse . I'm Mark Btw :)

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Matt*

Laura2.0 16-04-2012 11:41 AM

*hugs Matt*
*hugs Mark*

YodaBearInterrupted 16-04-2012 05:38 PM

*hugs Mark and Laura*

Doing a lil bit better I guess

Doikers 17-04-2012 11:32 AM

*Huggles Laura*

*Huggles Matt*

Louise 17-04-2012 11:35 AM

hugs everyone

Emo 17-04-2012 04:07 PM

Hi everyone, hope you are all doing well ...

nomophobia 17-04-2012 08:18 PM

*comes in to hide from the world*

Laura2.0 17-04-2012 09:34 PM


I'm losing it. I can't keep going. I'm tired of recovery, this is so f*cking painful right now I need to feel it physically. I want to scream until they are all deaf.

Update: I'm feeling better today, but I'm not sure for how long.

Doikers 18-04-2012 12:25 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Waves too Aamanee and Nomophobia* Hi Welcome to the VPW , I'm Mark :)

*Hugs Laura* I'm glad you're feeling a bit better hun *Glomps*

Laura2.0 18-04-2012 01:26 PM

*hugs Mark* how are you today?

I feel the bad stuff coming to the surface again and don't know what to do.
All I know is that I don't want to be here at home when things are hitting me.

Doikers 19-04-2012 10:48 AM

*Hugs Laura* I'm groggy , Just up , I hope you feel better today , How are you?

ljmeep 19-04-2012 02:12 PM

hey all... i think i finally made it out of my the funk I've been in for the last few weeks. I'm not 100% sure of that and I'm totally not holding my breath, but I'm feeling a lot less down today and more energized which is normally a really good sign for me. I also haven't cut in about 4 days now.

I haven't really been out of the house in a while though (thus the reason you haven't seen me around). I feel kinda like a shut in when hubby's working because I have less ways of escaping the house without the kids in toe. But at least it gives me an excuse to really get the house in order.

Hope you all are doing well :)

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