RYL Forums

RYL Forums (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/index.php)
-   Veterans Board (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=34)
-   -   Virtual Psych ward! (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/showthread.php?t=1312)

one_step_closer 10-02-2012 06:54 PM

How are you, Louise?

Louise 10-02-2012 06:58 PM

so so not had that great a day. how are you

Laura2.0 10-02-2012 07:15 PM

*hugs Louise*
*hugs Lindsay*

I am hating my family so unbelievably much right now I don't even have the right words to express myself properly.

Doikers 10-02-2012 10:02 PM

*Huggles y'all*

one_step_closer 11-02-2012 11:52 AM

How is everyone today?

RedHorse 11-02-2012 12:43 PM

feeling very alone again :-(

Kind of angry at the world :/

Doikers 11-02-2012 10:54 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Redhorse* me too....... *Squish*

Billy! 11-02-2012 10:59 PM

**** it. *Checks in and curls up*
I'm gonna hide in here for a while.

RedHorse 12-02-2012 04:10 AM

*squishes back* thanks for le hug

Doikers 12-02-2012 11:11 AM

*Huggles Charlie*

*Huggles RedHorse*

Laura2.0 12-02-2012 11:19 AM

*hugs all* how are you today?

one_step_closer 12-02-2012 12:48 PM

Annoyed with myself for getting out of bed late and fed up of 'living' a life i'm not happy with.

How are you, Laura?

Laura2.0 12-02-2012 12:56 PM

*hugs Lindsay*

I got up late myself today, but it's the weekend so I don't feel annoyed about it.
I'm annoyed with myself for being not flexible with food. I know what we usually have at home so I decide that I want to eat something, then I notice that we don't have one of the things that I wanted to eat with it. Instead of improvising and eating something else I end up not eating anything.

Doikers 12-02-2012 04:26 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Billy! 12-02-2012 04:47 PM

*Hugs everyone*
*Curls up*

Laura2.0 12-02-2012 06:19 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs RAWWR* if okay

Doikers 13-02-2012 10:54 AM

Morning Wardies *Hugs*

*Leaves tea and Cake*

one_step_closer 13-02-2012 02:01 PM


Doikers 13-02-2012 04:21 PM

*Big Cakey Hugs Lindsay*

Laura2.0 13-02-2012 04:27 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

how's the cake?

one_step_closer 13-02-2012 05:32 PM

I bought some hot caramel cakes today. *shares*

How is everyone? I'm a bit anxious at the moment because of something that my brother is going through. Feel like I need to logically work out some more rituals that need to be in place to protect him. Maybe I need to start self harming again.

risenfromperdition 13-02-2012 09:48 PM

you DONT need to start sh'ing again lindsey <3
that sounds yummy :)
*sits with*

Doikers 14-02-2012 09:37 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay* You Don't need to start harming again , I'm only a text away hun.

*Hugs Heather*

one_step_closer 14-02-2012 11:18 AM

I cut myself. I have to do it to protect my brother. I couldn't do it well enough though because it hurt so much and was making me feel sick. I'm a failure.

How is everyone else?

Zombie.. 14-02-2012 11:46 AM

one_step_closer you are not a failure.*hugs*
you stopped when you needed to and didnt do yourself any more damage

Hi everyone * waves*
how is everyone doing ?

one_step_closer 14-02-2012 03:59 PM

Thanks. How are you?

Laura2.0 14-02-2012 04:40 PM

*hugs Lindsay* how does self harm make your brother safer?
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Alex* if ok

*hides in corner and screams into a pillow*

Zombie.. 14-02-2012 04:48 PM

am ok...just voices are getting to me i have headphones on and am listening to music
you ok mute.scream ?

one_step_closer 14-02-2012 04:52 PM

I hope the voices leave you alone soon.

How are you, Laura?

I just have the emotional feeling that certain things I do help or hinder my brother's well being. One of my previous psychologists said it was OCD but no one can really say that there is definitely no connection between the rituals I do and how well my brother is.

Doikers 14-02-2012 04:52 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Look after yourself hun.

*Hugs Alex if okay?*

*Hugs Laura* How are you Hun ?

Laura2.0 14-02-2012 04:56 PM

*hugs Alex* I hope the vioces leave you soon.
*hugs Lindsay* ok, I understand that a bit better now. I don't think you need to sh though.
*hugs Mark*

No, I'm not ok.

Zombie.. 14-02-2012 05:10 PM


Laura2.0 14-02-2012 05:14 PM

I think I'm in a state of shock. Is that possible? Cause all that happened whas bad news.

Zombie.. 14-02-2012 05:53 PM

:hug: Sorry you have had bad news do you want to talk about it?
My pm box is always open

Laura2.0 14-02-2012 06:55 PM

It's just something we were talking about in therapy yesterday.
We were talking about changes that I could make to make my home a safer place and dad is the unsafe part in my life. He doesn't live at home, but I have a lot of contact because 'my' horse belongs to him. Stopping contact would mean that I can't see the horse anymore and with that I would lose my main skill. Besindes... my horse can't be simply replaced by another horse. He's too awesome!

Zombie.. 14-02-2012 07:14 PM

:hug:oh that's hard to deal with am sorry that i cant suggest anything that you can do but i hope you work out and stay safe

Louise 14-02-2012 07:26 PM

hugs everyone

Cazki 14-02-2012 07:44 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Louise*

Laura2.0 14-02-2012 07:57 PM

*hugs Alex*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs Ian* how are you?

I dunno what to do. My therapist said that I should do things with baby steps. The thing is that the horse usually made me feel useful and happy, now it all makes me sad.

Doikers 15-02-2012 09:35 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Alex*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Louise*

Zombie.. 15-02-2012 01:32 PM

how is everyone today ?
Voices are really loud but i have just taking my medication so hopefully it starts to work soon.

Cazki 15-02-2012 02:03 PM


Originally Posted by Mute.Scream (Post 3138767)
*hugs Alex*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs Ian* how are you?

I dunno what to do. My therapist said that I should do things with baby steps. The thing is that the horse usually made me feel useful and happy, now it all makes me sad.

I'm not great. Fed up. As you know my grandad passed away yesterday and im in a bit of a mess we all are. To make matters worse iv been very stressed at times due to other problems. I have to attend a course thing through the jobcentre and its made me very stressed and deppressed. I'v made complaints but they dont seem to care. I'v got an appointment at the doctors on Friday its just like a review but im going to speak to them about it because iv just had enough of it. I want to see if they can sign me off of having to go to this awful place because its to much.

Im stuck up there every bloody day jobsearching for two and a half hours which is rising to 3 hours because i havent had an interview. Its not my bloody fault. I'm sorry to moan im just pissed of with this place. I'v explained to the staff how it makes me feel being here but they dont even try to understand. I know they are doing there job and they only do what they are told but i cant cope with being there. I want a job i really do, im not lazy but the problem is the time we have to be there and the fact im there everyday its just to much. I got so stressed and fed up last time i ended up hitting the wall.

Laura2.0 15-02-2012 08:19 PM

*massive hugs Ian*
*hugs Alex*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs ppl who I may have forgotten to hug*

I had a dentist appointment today. So much pain. I think he likes to torture me.

princess4605 16-02-2012 03:41 AM

hiding under my blanket crying

risenfromperdition 16-02-2012 03:49 AM

*sits with*

sorry in pain from dentsist laura :(

princess4605 16-02-2012 04:24 AM

thanks for sittting with me
i've been having lots of flashbacks tonight. Feeling very scared

risenfromperdition 16-02-2012 05:30 AM

could help.

Doikers 16-02-2012 11:48 AM

Hard to catch up , sorry , *Hugs*

Laura2.0 16-02-2012 02:06 PM

*hugs princess* sorry I don't know your name. How are you today?
*hugs Heather* thank you for replying to my thread in A&B
*hugs Mark*

risenfromperdition 16-02-2012 03:25 PM

no prollem <3

All times are GMT +1. The time now is 07:44 AM.

Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.6.4
Copyright ©2000 - 2021, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.