-walks into the main ward- hi everyone

-hugs mark and spots lia and hugs her too and solo and anyone else that would like a hug and waves to everyone else-

hugs everybody, curls up in a corner

*Hugs Kitty* How're you?

*Hugs Jill* Are you okay hun?

-hugs jill- hi. you okies?

I'm ok I suppose, Mark. Numb though. But not triggered or anything at the moment so that's good. Just kinda here I guess. -smiles- How you be?

Well I'm Triggered , and in a position were I MAY not get caught (Upstairs at my parents) but then again I MAY get caught , I may bleed onto bed linen in my sleep a little . I am conflicted , I want to but I don't *Sigh* I'm getting tired :S

hugs mark and kitty back
feeeling really low tonight, want to hurt so badly, just want it to end. sorry

-snuggles and squishes mark- I'm sorry you are so triggered. I hope you can make it through the night without SI'ing. But if you can't, please be sure to look after and take good care of your wound(s). -hands mark a protective teddy-

I'm sorry you feel that way, jill. Don't be sorry, though. There's nothing to apologize for hun. -hugs again- Is there anything I can do to help? Anything you can do that would distract you and/or make you feel better?

thanks kitty, just trying to keep myself busy on facebook. i really wish my mum and dad would hurry up and get home, i almost went ahead with a plan of mine. cries

Thanks Kitty for the protective teddy :) *Takes and puts beside him on his bed*

-hugs jill- can you call your mom and dad?

Edit: No problem mark -smiles and hugs mark and sits next to him and puts another protective teddy in front of him- there now you are protected all around. -smiles-

Heee Thanks Kitty :)

Hey guys, feeling really low today. Endoscopy went well but I accidentally came off my meds and I feel awful. I just want to curl up and cry. Being called fat whilst everyone eats chippy food and I'm being told I'm not allowed any because I'm too fat. ¬_¬ And they're making me go on a run to the chinese for my sister later. :/ Hope you all had a good new year x

*hugs Sarah*

I have a headache. gr.

-hugs Sarah- Sorry you are so low, love. Your family sounds awfully mean. Can you get away from them? Also about the meds...can you take them (the recommended dose) now?

No problem Mark. Here if you need me. That goes for everyone. -smiles-

-hugs and squishes felicia and rubs her temples to make her headache go away- I'm sorry you have a headache.

hum and dad are home now, feel a little bit safer. even if i wanted to do something now i cant. curls up

I got emergency meds from a local doctor to last me until Thursday, I was just real ill yesterday but as soon as I took one I was fine.

Not yet, going out for about an hour soon. My sister is going on about my weight, but she told me she was drinking all new years eve and asked me not to tell my mum. Now she's being really cruel and I don't know if not telling my mum is right or not. :(

*Hugs Sarah* I'm glad the endoscopy went okay but am sorry your family is being mean to you :(

*Night time hugs my Wardies*

-hugs mark goodnight- Night night Mark. Be safe.

-snuggles sarah- I'm sorry. You could come hang out with me but you are a tad bit far away. :( Wish there was something I could do to help hun.

-hugs jill- Good that you are safe now. Is there anyone you can call and talk to or text or anything? Someone who knows and understands and can help you feel better?

*pops into ward and plops on couch* just taking a small break before I get back to cleaning... I'm currently shaving soap to make home made laundry soap (a first for me o.O) ... I'm going green and saving money at the same time... lol (call it the inspiration of being totally broke)... lol

What'd I miss today? How is everyone?