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time to change 16-08-2010 11:13 PM

first of all *massive hugs to everyone*
going to do a few individuals, there's so much gone on, so sorry for missing some people, still havent had a chance to read everything yet...

doikers, well done for the week free!!! a week is a big achievement, keep going!!!

nicole, it's ok to complain, even if other people do have worse families, yours can still get on your nerves at times, and you're getting it off your chest.

laura, you haven't failed. as others have said, we all slip up from time to time, just take a deep breath and start again. things happen, and we deal with them the way we have learnt to, but in time you will find other ways.

scarletdreamer, thanks! and hope your date goes ok. your side effects should ware of soon, shouldn't they? and tomorrow is a new day regarding the job application.

felicia, thanks, i will feel better soon, as they say, time is a healer. sorry to hear you cut last night, your room mate sounds erm... nice... hope you a feeling a bit better.

once again, sorry for not replying to everyone, hope you are all ok.

i slipped up again tonight, had to go to minor injuries. i could have floored the doctor, he was so mean and patronising... urgh. makes me wonder why i go... but start again tomorrow. have beeen playing on my new wii fit, trying to distract myself. told my self i wasn't going to eat, but am going on a massive binge instead, just bought a huge takeaway :/ . i just know i'm going to feel so bad after, but i can't help it... doesnt really help that i have like no food in, cos i was meant to go asda, but ended up going to the hospital instead... but enough moaning.

i'm here if people want to take, and *hugs everyone again*

steph
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Kahlia1981 17-08-2010 12:03 AM

*huggles everybody*

Firstly, apologies for the lack of individuals - three pages since I was last on here and I don't want to confuse anyone ...

Steph - Welcome back.

Laura - The book is "Where's Bin Laden: CIA Undercover Edition". I'm also awaiting "Foundation and Empire" (Asimov), "Smoke and Mirrors" (Neil Gaiman) [my parents christmas presents] & "Management 5" (Pearson Education) [for my uni course this study period]. When it finally gets published in 16 days or so I'll also have "I Shall Wear Midnight" (Terry Pratchett) on it's way to me. Sorry that was such a long answer lol.

I'm getting really excited in some ways because I'm getting really close to the 2 year SI free milestone. I know that I can make, now I just have to prove to the world that I am right!!

MammaMia 17-08-2010 12:33 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Mark, congratulations on one week free :)

April, Laura, thank you ladies. I liked what I wrote too April. I'm not going to let it beat me =]

Kahlia, oh that excites me!!!! I'm nearly 6 months free since I cut & nearly a year since I last took an OD aha.

Kahlia1981 17-08-2010 01:27 AM

*huggles all*

Mark: Congratulations on one week free! *hugs you*

Helen: It feels really good to make a "big" milestone - or to even come close to it doesn't it.

But there's one thing we should all remember: Every second, every minute, every hour, every day that we spend free from self injury is an achievement. An achievement that we can look back on and say "I have done this, and I have done this for myself, and I can do this again!".

MammaMia 17-08-2010 02:39 AM

It really does & I agree with what you've said :D

risenfromperdition 17-08-2010 02:39 AM

ugh =\ so i made a relatively healthy dinner, but then ended up binging after =[ and my aunt made grilled cheese for lunch =\ fatgrossicky =s *curls up and sighs*

risenfromperdition 17-08-2010 02:41 AM

*hugs laura and everyone else who wants*

risenfromperdition 17-08-2010 02:42 AM

god i wish i was going back to uni next week.... =[
even if i do go to community college... still hafta deal with all this sh*t =\

SoMuchMore 17-08-2010 05:13 AM

*cuddles heather* I wish i could wave a wand and make all this stuff go away. You are a beautiful, kind, sweet, caring person. Don't you forget i said that.

*hugs helen* wow so close to 2 milestones! great job!

*hugs kahlia* thats a lot of books lol. Sounds like some interesting reads. So proud of you for almost reaching 2 years too. Thats so exciting!

*dusts off the containers of confetti in preparation for both kahlia and helen* I feel like i havent thrown any confetti in awhile, good thing i remembered where it was stored lol.

*hugs steph* im sorry to hear that you slipped up again. Glad that you went and took care of the wound, even though the doctor was mean. Don't let that stop you from getting the help you need though.

Found out tonight that people talk about me an awful lot behind my back.... funny... nobody ever asks me how I am or what my take on any situation is but apparently they speculate a lot. that's just f*ckin great.

Kahlia1981 17-08-2010 05:45 AM

Laura: Yeah it's a truckload of books lol. I'm really excited about some of them because I'm going to be able to get my parents christmas presents for the first time in approximately 5 years and one of the books I got them has been "missing" from their collection for years. I cut my teeth on things like the full works of Shakespeare and Asimov's Foundation series so when I heard one book was missing I decided to replace it!

I'm sorry to hear that people are spending so much time talking about you behind your back and speculating about how you are and what you are thinking in situations. :-( *cuddles*

*cuddles Heather* Sorry it can't be more sweetness and delight. I guess all that I can do is echo Laura and remind you that you are a beautiful, kind, sweet and caring person. You are loved, don't forget that.

Doikers 17-08-2010 10:13 AM

*Hugs April* Hmmm sorry you are struggling :( ,but enjoy your date with Jarrod tonight :)

*Hugs Steph* I'm sorry you slipped up

*Hugs Kahlia* Nearly 2 years is huge!! Yey for you :)

*Hugs Helen* 1 year and 6 months respectivly are massive , way to go !!

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura*

A Huge Thankyou to you all who have congratulated me on my week S.I. free :)

MammaMia 17-08-2010 01:33 PM

I've had a really bad night. I went to sleep sometime before 10pm, woke up just after 11pm. Then couldn't nod back off to sleep til gone 4am. During all that time, my head starts being wonderfully **** :D Managed to sleep until 7.25am and eventually fell back to sleep about 8.30 until nearly 1pm. Now I'm betting I'll be not sleeping til late again (Y) I'm in a very low mood today. **** it all.

*hugs everybody*

Detour. Derail 17-08-2010 01:54 PM

*skoots in and sits quietly watching*

Louise 17-08-2010 03:05 PM

Hi everyone

Doikers 17-08-2010 03:41 PM

Oh Helen I'm sorry you had such a monumentally **** night *Hugs*

*Hugs Lex* *Watches Lex Watching me :)*

*Hugs Louise*

Detour. Derail 17-08-2010 03:48 PM

*hugs back* i need some cuddles pwease :(

Doikers 17-08-2010 03:55 PM

*Extra Super Hugs Lex*

Louise 17-08-2010 04:14 PM

*hugs Lex*

MammaMia 17-08-2010 04:18 PM

*cuddles everyone*

frenchhorn 17-08-2010 04:51 PM

*hugs all*
sorry i've not replied or updated you yet, but Alex broke up with me last night when I got back to manchester and then found out from a mutual friend he has been sleeping with some woman for the last few weeks, so I'm really ****ed off and angry, plus I found out most of the stuff he said was lies to me, I will reply and update you all soon, just need to get my head sorted


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