I'm here for about a half hour Mark if you want to pm me too.

Are you safe Helen? Because I don't want to risk triggering you
and right now I think I've got it under control (Finally) I can't stay long I've taken my meds which are sedative sorry waffle on

Also Taz Are you safe to talk to trigger wise?

I'm around Mark, and I have safe company. So feel free to PM me.

I'm not really that safe, sorry Mark, but if I can be of use in any other way, then let me know. Sorry :( xxx

*hugs Kat & Mark*

I'm safe Mark... my family is home, and I'm in a decent mood. I won't get triggered :)

Thats ok Helen I Really don;t want to trigger you , it's why I asked :)

I'm here Mark, please PM me if you think it will help.

*cuddles taz* I'm okay actually... Went to the GP today, and actually told her about what's going on in my head, she's doing an urgent refferal to the community pysch (spelling?) nurse. She wanted to put me on anti-depressants, but I wasn't willing to give up breastfeeding yet.

*Cuddles helen* Hi hunny, how are you?

EDIT: *cuddles one step closer* how'd you sneak in so quickly? :P

*hugs Kat* Ahhh, understandable. Funny (in a weird way) because my counselor has me trying to get in ASAP at our local psych hospital for an assessment, following my Tuesday counseling session. Did your GP tell you anything else? I can see how that would be a hard situation =/ Not wanting to give up breastfeeding, but being worried about your mental health at the same time...

How're you doing Lindsay?

*cuddles Kat lots* I don't even know how I feel. Well am definitely worried.

Still worrying about your friends Hels, or something else?

What are you worried about Helen?

I'm really low. Just want to be dead.

Hi Lindsay*Hug*

*Hug Helen*
*Hug Taz*
*Hug Kat*

Taz I PM'd you ...... I really hope it's ok

*cuddles hels* I wish I could help make you feel better.
Taz: not much, she wasn't my usual GP, or infact usually a GP lol. She was an infil from the hospital. She just told me to continue being brave for the next week while they got the refferal sorted.

*cuddles lindsay tight* Anything in particular making you feel this way sweetie

*huggles mark* I hope you feel better soon hun. You expressed a wish for prayers earlier today, and I wondered do you mind if I add you to my regular prayers?

Eeek.. I feel bad not asking EVERYONE that..

*hugs Lindsay* I don't want you to be dead :(

*hugs Mark* Not a problem at all :) I like getting PMs, and I'm in a stable enough mood to handle it. I'm just crap at giving good advice, sorry =/

*hugs Kat* Aw :( It's hard when all somebody can do is tell you to stay brave... yet, that's what I always tell people because I can't think of anything better to say >< Hopefully you get your psych referral soon though!

Kat You can add me to your regular prayers if you think I'm worth praying for , I could use all the help I can get somedays , thankyou so much for the offer :)

*huggles taz* me too.i'm just about done with coping on my own. hopefully it'll come to something better this time. I hope you get your assesment soon too.

Of course I think you're worth praying for, you are worth all the time and effort I can give. Gonna PM you if you don't mind....?