Yo angel !

What up everyone :) Feeling much more positive today than I have done over the last few weeks. How's everyone?

*sits and cries* we had good arguments. we organized our thoughts. we showed how much we wanted it by working very hard. what did we get? a NO. we got told to **** right off. it's not fair. i sent the info off to my union steward and hopefully she can help... i don't know if I can take the bullshit anymore but i know in this economy getting a new job will be difficult or impossible and my family relies on me.
i am not feeling safe right now.
can i has hugs?

I'm feeling fed up :( my rant thread explains it, if you want to read it. Not that you would.

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Louise*

*Waves to angel*

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry your not feeling safe. *Sits with crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Felicia*

*hugs Crimson* I'm sorry everything's so horrible right now.
*Hugs Ian* I'm gonna go read your rant thread. I'm sorry you're fed up.

I'm... going to a friend's house tonight. and this will be a good thing. Surely, my mind won't go off on one when I'm with someone. Surely...

*hugs ian* I read your r/v thread. I'm sorry you are feeling so fed up with things. But you are a caring, amazing, strong person.

*hugs felicia* I hope your visit with your friend is okay and your mind stays still.

*hugs crimson* I hope you are feeling as okay as you can be. Im sorry things are so stressful right now.

*hugs everyone else* Sorry I didn't do a bunch of individuals. my head hasn't been in a fantastic place and for whatever reason I am having trouble concentrating.

*places treats out*

*HUGS Crimson*

*Waves to girlofthepuits* Hi , I am Mark :)

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs everyone* I'm going hunting for things to make my house more homely, with my brother who thinks he is an interior designer!

Cool Lindsay *Hugs*

How has everyone's day been so far?

On and Off Lindsay , How's your day going? *Hugs*

It's been ok but i'm now feeling quite low and suicidal. I'm thinking of saving up my medication to OD.

hugs lindsay - i am so sorry that you feel like you want to od - what has changed do you why you were feeling ok, now not.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs everyone*

I've discovered that if I want to have any hope of doing individuals, I need to check back more than once a week ><

I'm just getting ready and heading off to work, but if anybody responds while I'm away, I'll check back in later tonight.

I hope everyone is staying safe and relatively sane.

*glomps Mark* because I see you! How's your day?

*Squishes Taz* I've missed you :)

*Night time Hugs all my Wardies*

*hugs all*

sorry i cant do individuals I'm in a really bad place right now.
I took me over an hour to walk home (usually takes 15-20 mins) cos I kept turning round and walking to the supermarkt to buy pills, then I kept going down really dark, quiet roads cos I like the risk and also I have this weird thing where i go risky places cos I want someone to kill me so I dont have to hurt other people by killing myself, is that really weird of me?

now just sat at home shaking.

*hides in a corner* I may be in here the whole night if thats ok.