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FlyingNy 10-11-2010 06:55 PM

*Hugs everyone, especially Oliver* I'm sorry you're feeling so low. I don't know what I can say really because 'hang in there' isn't all too helpful at times like this, but just so you know we're all always here for you.

*Hugs Nicole* I think that's the best idea you've had in ages. Fighting will win out in the end. If you give up, you'll never know what you might have had. In five years time I could be studying English/creative writing with my first book published and heading home to the woman I am still hopelessly in love with. A dream I know, and probably best not to dwell on that one too much, but it's not impossible. Not physically at least.

*Hugs Mark* I totally understand that mood. That's how I feel half the time now. Grief is a funny thing. You can be fine one minute, and it can **** you up the next. Sometimes, there's that sudden crash of pain that takes your breath away and makes you unable to even move, but other times it's alright.

*Hugs Laura* We will worry, you know we will. You can always come here if you need to talk. I hope you know that. I know you probably do know that, but like me you find it hard to actually act on it.

*Hugs Heather* I don't mind hugs btw, not virtual ones anyway. But thank-you for thinking of that. It does suck, but I guess they don't know what goes through my head and what I am so afraid of, so I can't really be mad at them. I don't even know if there's anything to be afraid of. How are you anyway?

*Waves to Owen* Hello. You alright?

*Hugs Crimson* How are you today?

*Waves to Ian* Hello, I'm Lia. I have a cold too. We should spread the germs, it's always nice to share :)

*Hugs Kahlia* You just keep hanging on in there are you're doing so brilliantly now. Hopefully, Friday will bring something productive for you and in the meantime we are all here.

Cazki 10-11-2010 06:59 PM

Hey, thanks for the cuddles Laura and Mark, and its no problem mark, you have a lot going on so i dont expect you to remember my name. *Takes a sip of tea* *is lonely* I changed one of my pictures to mr Happy lol.

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Heather*

PoisonedApple 10-11-2010 07:08 PM

*hugs everyone in the ward*

Mark - From the online dictionary:

brev·i·ty /ˈbrɛvɪti/ Show Spelled[brev-i-tee]
–noun 1. shortness of time or duration; briefness: the brevity of human life.

2. the quality of expressing much in few words; terseness: Brevity is the soul of wit
Chess is a good game too. I'm not as good at that one but I'm worse at Khet.

Kahlia - I do like to play but sometimes (the downside to online competition) I get bored waiting for other people to move lol As for how I am, I feel pretty good right now. The clothes I ordered in October finally came in :) Now I just have to have the coat hemmed so it's floor-length not dragging-on-the-floor length hehe. I even had my MIL french braid my hair last night after my shower so it'd be curly (evenly) and I put my hair up with a headband today :) Trying to focus on the good stuff. Trying not to put to much into hoping for this house...
I'm glad you're being honest with your psych and that he's listening and going to make a plan specific to you.

*extra special huggles for Oliver* Don't worry about being supportive to us. You have to take care of yourself first, how else could you support people in here if you aren't well yourself? You can PM me if you like.

***oops... Missed you Lia, and you too Ian... I took a long time to post I'm afraid. Mind going fast than my hands. :) How are you guys today? (other than having a cold that is)

Doikers 10-11-2010 07:35 PM

*Hugs Lia* That is precisly how my greif feels .

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian* *Remembers your name* :)

Doikers 10-11-2010 07:57 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

frenchhorn 10-11-2010 08:16 PM

I might go to hospital I feel severly unsafe, although even walking there may be an issue, maybe I should just take the pills anyway

Doikers 10-11-2010 08:21 PM

Oh Oliver Please PLEASE don't take those pills , I really think you should go to hospital if you can make yourself go through the doors , The Online support is Open on RYL up in the top left corner of your screen ^<. *Hugs*

frenchhorn 10-11-2010 08:41 PM

i think I'm going to go to the hospital if I can, I really want to take the pills though. I'm scared though that they'll just say I'm time wasting if I go and havn't actually OD'd

Doikers 10-11-2010 08:57 PM

Oliver , They won't think you're time wasting , I really think you should go , and maybe even take the pills with you and hand them over . Please Stay Safe .

PoisonedApple 10-11-2010 09:17 PM

*hugs Oliver* I agree with Mark. Go to the hospital, give them the pills (if you can) and explain why you're there, that you feel unsafe.

FlyingNy 10-11-2010 09:26 PM

That seems like a plan Oliver. Everyone here would be devesated if anything happened to you or any of the others. All of us here are a part of something and I think in a way feel responsible for each other.

And Mark, although I hate that you're going through this too, it's nice to know I am not alone in this.

EDIT:I'm alright thanks Crimson. And really. That's not me being me, getting up in the morning seems like a daunting prospect, but only because it's so flipping cold in the mornings now and the last thing I want to do is leave my warm comfy bed to go and study plays about suicide (although I do love English and 'Hamlet' is certainly better than 'The Spanish Tragedy'.

Doikers 10-11-2010 09:31 PM

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lia* We are not alone in this , we have the each other as well as the whole ward :)

SparkleKitten 10-11-2010 10:01 PM

*cuddles all*

Did my first injection today for my new meds. Hurt like hell and I feel terrible. Trying not to be ill from it but I'm not sure I'll manage.

Got tests, coursework and exams littered throughout the next 2 weeks. I don't think I can cope with it all really. Feel so weak from these meds, straight in at 20mg of Methotrexate instead of the 15 they usually put you on for 7-13 weeks. Know I'm bad when I see my favourite food on tv and I'm repulsed. Test tomorrow too. It'll be a miracale if I can get up at 6am and go in.

Citalopram went up to 40mg too today. My body will hate me tomorrow. >:(

Just noticed I've been terrible recently, I keep coming in just to moan when you're all struggling too :( Sorry guys *cuddles* x

Doikers 10-11-2010 10:09 PM

*Hugs Sarah* You're NOT being terrible , in a thread like this there are bound to be time when a LOT of people are struggling , it's the nature of the beast , we can all support each other . I find supporting you guys all good as it keeps me busy . I like your new Hello Kitty by the way , Aloha :)

nicole94 10-11-2010 10:13 PM


MammaMia 10-11-2010 10:18 PM

*finds Nicole and hugs* Want to talk?

*hugs ward*

nicole94 10-11-2010 10:28 PM

*hugs helen* that depends. if you are struggling then no i don't wanna put my problems on you anymore than i already have, but if you are doing ok then, yes please! :/ *hugs*

PoisonedApple 10-11-2010 10:33 PM

I just wanna cry right now.
The loan lady said with a FHA loan I only qualify for 160k and I need about 200k. She's trying to run it to check a VA loan but she can't see my Federal tax deductions.
I don't see how they can say I can't afford to buy a house where my mortgage would be lower than my current rent...

FlyingNy 10-11-2010 11:17 PM

Nicole, I'm alright at the moment if you need an ear.

Mark, I am glad (ish) that I'm not in this alone :)

*Hugs Crimson and Sarah*

Cazki 11-11-2010 12:02 AM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Helen* How are you?

*Hugs Nicole* How are you?

*Hugs Crimson* How are you?

*Hugs Sarah* How are you?

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