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Scarletdreamer 18-09-2010 02:41 AM

Sorry for such a freaking long post...


...I feel so damn useless.

Kahlia1981 18-09-2010 03:20 AM

*huggles all who can accept* - Sorry, just not feeling up to much at the moment. *sigh*

risenfromperdition 18-09-2010 03:20 AM

*hugs april tight*
im completely useless right now [sory :/] but am thikning of you <3

*curls up in corner of ward and sighs*

SoMuchMore 18-09-2010 03:44 AM

*hugs lia* im sorry you feel you are going into a dark place. Try to fight it with everything you have though. I'm glad that writing is keeping you sane. Remember you can always talk to us.

*hugs jill* i agree with what lia and april said. I am concerned about you hun, even if you say that you are actually fine.

*hugs april* Don't worry it wasn't just you that made me feel kinda invisible. I'm not mad or anything like that. I'm sorry that you are feeling so low. You are NOT useless though. It sounds like you have a lot going on in your head right now and with lack of energy I can understand why you havent felt like posting much. 12 weeks is AMAZING! I am so proud of you for that. Keep it up, I know you can make it out of the depressed state, just be gentle and patient with yourself.

*hugs helen* o wow i am so sorry to hear about the situations with your best friend. Hope everything is okay there. Is college going well? I know I understand being busy and not always having time to check on here so no worries about that. Glad that you are okay-ish though. Was just starting to worry about if you were okay or not (hence the post were i was like *looks around for helen* haha)

*hugs kahlia* You don't need to be sorry. You okay? and good luck with the changing (coming off) of meds. Hopefully your doctor is receptive to the idea. Especially as it seems you know what the risks are and it is what you actually want.

*cuddles heather*

Yeah, maybe i am doing too much... I just got an interview for another web design project... but its good right? I am getting experience so I can leave this place and go somewhere new. Taking alone time tonight.. Yes i know its kinda lame for me, a uni student, to sit alone in my apt on a friday night, but i just don't want to deal with anyone right now.

frenchhorn 18-09-2010 04:03 AM

*hugs all who can accept lots*
Hi Hannah, welcome, I'm Oliver :)

I have a horrible headache and its 3 am here and I'm still up, intentionally, me and my best friend are getting a coach to London at 6.30, but we are meeting a friend there at 5.30, so we have to leave at 4.45, so we decided sleep was pointless an we're sleep on the coach

So I'm sorry I'm not up for individual replies, but I just wanted to say that NONE of you are useless, all of you are wonderful, caring, friendly people.

misskitty112 18-09-2010 04:28 AM

*hugs Oliver*

I'm sorry guys. I can't do individuals. I'm so damn low.
Anyway, I'm attempting to start opening up about everything that's bothering me... bit by bit... So I wrote a bit in my blog tonight. And I'll keep writing some every day, other day, week, or something like that until I get it all out. If you'd like to read, my blog is:
I also may put the link in my profile if I figure out where to do so.

risenfromperdition 18-09-2010 06:43 AM

so... i decided to put an operation beautiful note in the bathroom stall at my uni at like eye level... so i came back today [put it there on wed] and thought someone had taken it off... turns out they put it on the wall instead AND wrote thansk on it =]
The following content has been hidden - Reason : your computers will thank me >.>

and since im bored you get more pics of op beautfiul stuff.. :P

not technically operation beautiful, but got it from a cool ryl person so =]

(ignore *me* in the pic ><)

risenfromperdition 18-09-2010 06:47 AM

so i dont wanna overload your poor computers with one post...

The following content has been hidden - Reason : spaaace

Labels to put on the postits

close ups

new stack of postits [used the other putting notes in ed-self help books in borders =p

:) love you guyss

risenfromperdition 18-09-2010 06:49 AM

*hugs felicia* <3

MammaMia 18-09-2010 11:23 AM

Oh Heather, I LOVE THEM!!! We won't ignore you in that photo because you are beautiful too :D

Laura, college is going well thank you :D We start the course properly on Monday, can't wait. Although Mondays are our longest days lol!! Am hoping they've reduced our lunch and can go earlier :D We shall see.

Oliver, you'll still be on the coach I'm sure but hope you have fun in London.

April, I'm sorry you're struggling so much sweetie *hugs*

*hugs all the wardies*

Doikers 18-09-2010 11:34 AM

*Hugs April* I'm so sorry you're so low:S

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Heather* I love your notes!

*Hugs Oliver* Enjoy your trip :)

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Everyone else*

It took quite the effort to pull myself out of bed again today *Sigh* I hope I perk up a bit today ........

shadowedsoul 18-09-2010 02:21 PM

Cuddles all, erm kind of strugging today. Feeling numb and a bit spacey again. Curls up in corner.

xxjuliexx 18-09-2010 02:23 PM

:notsure: :ermm: :doze: :brushteeth: :snoozle:

Doikers 18-09-2010 03:56 PM

I'm feeling numb today *sigh*
I want to Drink but can't as I'm on Antabuse , so the rational part of me thinks that a good thing but the numb part of me is just wanting to blot it all out.
I am a little bit triggered too. Sorry .

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Jill*

*Nurses Turkish Apple Tea*

Scarletdreamer 18-09-2010 04:02 PM

Blahhhhh....... I don't feel like doing anything, I don't feel like doing anything.


Sorry for my epic-length post last night. What a selfish pig I am. >_<

How is everyone today?

Mark, sorry you're not feeling the best... but Turkish apple tea sounds FANTASTIC!!! :) <3 *cuddles*

Doikers 18-09-2010 04:16 PM

*Hugs April Tons* You are NOT a selfish pig , you are going through a tough time but that doesn't make you that . I don't want to do anything either so I know the feeling *Squishes*

life-hurts 18-09-2010 05:11 PM

Feeling very triggered today. :-(
I'll say hi properly to everyone later. Can't really concentrate right now. Need to distract myself from myself. I just need to scream :eek: Sorry for blurting, I just need to vent. :blush:

Doikers 18-09-2010 05:49 PM

*Hugs Hannah* It's okay to vent here , we all do it , heh . Sorry you are so triggered :(

shadowedsoul 18-09-2010 06:08 PM

Erm think I just mde a really stuiped stuff up. Damn it and it was going so well.

Doikers 18-09-2010 06:18 PM

What happened Jill? are you okay?

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