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Lia, sweetie, I'm concerned for you. I wish that you would've come on here to talk with us or called someone instead of attempting... we're here for you, love. Always. I think that people think I am a happy person as well, so I know how you feel. Heh. Things will be okay... I just don't know how long that they will take to GET to being okay. But you will successfully make it through this - you've got to believe that, and I've got to believe that, because you're a likeable person and I/we would HATE to have something happen to you. :( I know it seems selfish of us at times to want you to keep living when all you want to do is die (at times at least)... but, well, maybe you'll be able to see it from our point of view someday. *hugs gently* I will continue to be concerned about you though... :-S Wish that I could be there for you whenever you needed to talk (whether or not you realize it :P), like a genie in a bottle. Hehe. :)
Mark, how are you doing now? Still feeling kind of blah and ick? *cuddles* Jill, what's Monday?? Worried about you, too... *hugs* Jarrod and I had a nice morning and for a little while I was feeling able to take on the world... now, though, it's more like... I don't know, really tired and meh. :( *sigh* *hides in the warren where no one can find her* :-S |
No I haven't, and dw about it, it was a rubbish attempt. I only took about 4 pills before I gave myself a kick up the arse.
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Oh and April, I hope you feel better soon *hugs* same goes for you, we're here for you if you want to talk and feel free to click on the PM button.
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*Hugs April* I spent from 1pm to 4.20pm ish in bed only getting up to change the CD . I feel low and numb :(
*Hugs Lia* Please come on here or reach out in any other way you can think of if you feel like you are going to attempt again Lia , like April said we would all be SO upset were anything to happen to you :S |
*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry you're feeling low. You can talk to us if you feel it would help or if you get any urges. Please try to resist if you do.
Thanks guys. I know I can trust you lot on here, it's just that if everyone has their own problems, I don't want to burden them with mine too. |
erm monday is when i find out the conquese of my stuiped mistake. im so scared as i think its going to be really bad. why im i such a screw up? and why do i keep doing this to myself. im so close to the edge, hanging on by my fingertips. =[
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I'm sorry Jill I hope it all goes ok for you. You're not a screw up, everyone makes mistakes and it might not have even been your fault. I don't know what it was, so I can't say for sure, but you're not a bad person. Please do keep hanging onto that edge. We're all here to help you.
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*Hugs Lia* Thankyou Lia :) I'm going to try really hard to not injure today.
Also , You won't be burdening us by telling us your problems , we are here and we want to help if we can :) |
hugs mark:please stay safe
hugs april: try not to worry about me okay hugs lia. erm part of me doesnt want to hang on. part of me wants to fall.cant handle much more. =[ |
*hugs lia, april, mark, jill, lindsay, oliver, and everyone else*
sorry... *fades away* |
*Hugs Laura*
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Thanks Mark *hugs back* i really need hugs today. I've got to pull it together for my interview and work this afternoon.
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*Hugs Laura* Good luck with work and the interview.
*Hugs Jill* I'm sorry you feel that way and I'm sorry I can't make it any better, but it won't feel like this for ever. You have to cling to that. |
*Hugs Laura Loads* Best of luck with work and your interview :)
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Thanks Mark, I know I can come here, I just don't feel right giving out my own problems when what you all need is support, not more on your plate.
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thanks lia, i hope your right. curls up and shuts eyes hoping thses stuiped thouhts will go away.
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I'm so, so low. I don't want to accept that I have BPD (I only found out on Friday when my medical records that I requested came through, no one thought to tell me.) I should have recognised the symptoms. I do anything to avoid abandonment, my SI has gotten worse, and I have overdosed 11 times this year. My psychologist kept hinting that I might have it but I know that he knew because there was a letter sent to him when I was diagnosed.
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*hugs everyone*
I harmed last night. At my grandparents house. With my brother asleep mere feet away from me. What the heck is wrong with my brain anymore? I need to try to write more in my blog about everything going on in my head that's bothering me, but it's exhausting. Am I allowed to give up yet? Anyway, I took some pics with my brother this weekend, since I never see him anymore. The following content has been hidden - Reason : pics
I miss him already... again. |
I'm sorry you harmed Felicia *Hugs* Theres nothing wrong with your brain , it just sounds like you were very very triggered.
No you can't give up yet ,please hold on :) You and your brother look like you are having bunches of fun though , thats so cool :-) |
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