Reaper, they aren't right. No one NEEDS to die.

Oliver, can you get another appointment.

I feel so low that I can see myself taking some pills right now. I hate this.

*Hugs Reaper* Try not to listen to the voices Reaper , Try and focus on Music or something . The voices are wrong and lying and you really really don't need to die .

*Hugs Oliver* I hope you get to sleep when you want to and get to meet a counsellor soon :)

*Hugs Lindsay* Please don't take those pills :S You can get through this .

Erm mark and the people that asked if I'm okay. Yes and no, I just want to die, but I be dammed if it's at the hand of a muppet that drives to fast. Would rather it happened at my hand my way. Sorry not really explaining but I'm a bit of pain right now. Curls up into a ball.

*hugs everyone*
I hate that we're all having such a hard time.
I have spent the past few days going to class, doing all my tasks, and spending my free time hoarding tools and pills and such. I can't really tell anyone in real life. I'm everyone's poster girl for recovery around here. They all think I'm doing so well.

*Hugs Jill* PLEASE PLEASE stay safe.

*Hugs Felicia* Stockpiling of meds and tools isn't good , especially meds , please try and get rid of the pills if you can .

I took a bath , no bubbles or anything but I feel warmer and wetter and I THINK it left me slightly relaxed , I know I have a tool , Stupid habit of carrying one in my wallet , for emergencys, If I do make it through tonight it will be the 2nd consecutive day though so I guess thats something.I'm thinking I'll be in bed by 10pm.

Thanks for all the hugs etc :)

Lindsay, I will be okay, just people getting to me and I shouldn't let them grrrrr!

Thanks mark, I'm okay erm well right now I'm lying on my bed and it hurts to move. So erm really thinking about sleeping my cloths tonight. Kind off hoping it dies down a bit so I can sleep. Sorry

Oh & everyone, please stay safe, all of you.
*cuddles everyone*

*cuddles all* stay safe everyone, sorry I've not been in much :(

*hugs everyone*

First hockey game of the season tonight :D Finally something to lift my mood, here's hoping it goes well :)

*extra squishy hugs for everyone who's struggling* Stay safe, you're all strong <3

*sighs and wanders off having decided what i'm gonna say should be in my r/v thread*
*Hugs everyone*

updated...

Night night wardies, I drank and my meds don't like it, so sleep time for me. *cuddles* won't be here tomorrow or much of Sunday really, out with the fiance, so stay safe over the weekend my lovelies :) xx

*hugs Crimson* I lol'ed after reading your most recent post. That's extremely frustrating... but some people are plain stupid.

*hugs Sarah* Have a good weekend :)

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Taz* I hope you win/won your (Ice?) Hockey game :)

*Hugs Sarah* Enjoy your time with your fiance:)

*Hugs Crimson* I'll go read your R/V thread shortly.

*Hugs Helen*

Cuddles all.hmm today sucks already one mess up allready. Just want to die.