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FlyingNy 29-08-2010 03:11 PM

And Mark, you can sign my name :)

nicole94 29-08-2010 03:14 PM

*hugs mark and lia* i AM an idiot, i had a argument with my mum last night.
*trigger, SI.*
then i cut quite deep and my mum steri stripped it and bandged it and now ive had an allergic reaction to the bandages :(

Scarletdreamer 29-08-2010 03:29 PM

I'll sign the card, Mark, of course. :)

Nicole, sorry you're not doing well. *huggles*

Lia, you're right, but right now I feel raw and numb. I'm forcing myself to compartmentalize and stop thinking/feeling it or else the anger overwhelms me.

I feel awful.

nicole94 29-08-2010 03:32 PM

*huggles april* thanks, i just feel like an idiot :(
oh and mark, can you sign the card for me aswell please? :D

frenchhorn 29-08-2010 03:50 PM

nice idea Mark, can you sign my name please.

*cuddles all*

taz35 29-08-2010 04:31 PM

Ooo Mark sign my name!

*hugs everyone* My mind isn't stable enough to do many individual replies atm, will try to get some in later.

*hugs April* Thanks for the long response. No, I don't think I've ever been fully psychotic, at least I hope I would remember if I was =/ But no... and it's hard not to let the drugs mess with my sanity. They're supposed to be stopping the crazy thoughts, but I just keep hearing "crazy. freak. psycho." on repeat, over and over...

I'll stop complaining now though. Gotta work for 5 hours, so tempted to cancel it...

nicole94 29-08-2010 04:54 PM

*hugs everyone*
i just stood on some broken glass and cut my toe and now i cant feel my foot :/

FlyingNy 29-08-2010 05:01 PM

Oh dear Nicole, at this rate you'll chop your whole arm off by the end of the day :) Don't be too hard on yourself, we all slip up, we all did it.

COULD BE TRIGGERING-I did last night too, worse than I have done in ages, but it felt fantastic at the same time. Sorry, couldn't work out how to hide it.

Glad it went well Oliver :)

Hope you're OK Taz *offers hugs*?


FlyingNy 29-08-2010 05:04 PM

*Spies Helen* How are you?

nicole94 29-08-2010 05:10 PM

*hugs lia* aaw, souds like we both had a bad night :( i had the same feeling, i hated it, but at the same time i loved it, and i didnt mean to cut my toe :( i accidentally stood on the glass. i have no idea when im gonna get the feeling back in my foot though.

MammaMia 29-08-2010 05:11 PM

Hi everyone, I'm home. Been about four & half pages since I buggered off yesterday, so no individuals.

My bestie is really really really sick right now :'( I feel utterly useless and worried sick about her.

*curls up and rocks*

nicole94 29-08-2010 05:13 PM

*huggles helen* welcome back hun, how was it?
sorry your friends not doing to well, hope she gets better soon, are you ok though?

MammaMia 29-08-2010 05:16 PM

It was okay thanks Nicole. No I'm not ok, how can I be ok when my best friend is in hospital seriously ill, my other best friend won't ****ing pick up her godamm phone and nobody else gives a **** right now???

Sorry. I know that seems like I'm having a go..

one_step_closer 29-08-2010 05:18 PM

*hugs Helen* We care.

nicole94 29-08-2010 05:19 PM

*hugs helen* sorry, im not gonna answer that cause i dont want it to turn into an argument, but i hope your ok as in safe. obviously your upset.

MammaMia 29-08-2010 05:20 PM

Why care about me? Not worth it. I'm just...argh. Never mind.

Nicole, I suppose I'm safe. Even though I don't want to be "good"

nicole94 29-08-2010 05:31 PM

*hugs helen* we all care about you sweetie, and you are so worth it! im glad your safe, please try and stay that way

FlyingNy 29-08-2010 05:34 PM

*Hugs Helen* I care about you and I think you are worth it. I'm sorry about your friends. I really don't know what else to say other than I pray that she's OK. I know that's useless. Sorry.

MammaMia 29-08-2010 05:35 PM

*hugs Nicole and Lia* Sorry, I'm just worried =[ Don't mean to be like this.

Lia, not useless at all hun.

nicole94 29-08-2010 05:41 PM

*hugs helen* dont worry hun we all have bad days.

i really wish i could feel my foot :/ its starting to worry me.

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