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misskitty112 20-07-2010 04:19 AM

*hugs everyone*
I will come back and read when I am not so tired... Rehearsal has drained me.

SoMuchMore 20-07-2010 04:25 AM

*hugs oliver* Hope your day is going alright.

*hugs april* i'm sure it wasn't petty hun. What happened?

*hugs taz* its okay, 18 pages is a ton to catch up on! Good to see you around though.

*hugs steph* how r u feeling now?

*hugs crimson* you can fight those urges. keep trying hun.

*hugs jill* hope that the venting helped. We are always here to listen.

*hugs kahlia* can i just say that I am super proud of you for getting out and still do things while you are struggling so much with anxiety. It really is awesome of you. Hope the class at the hospital goes okay.

*hugs felicia* Hope that the rehearsal went okay, sorry you are so tired.

I spy a jess! *hugs*

*sets out box of hugs for helen, mark, lia, and everyone else not around right now*

Wanted to get some individual replies in there before hiding away again.

The friend that I am always saying is going to come over to talk, came over tonight. He looked more concerned than need be. I'm not important. Ive lived a half life for the past 4 1/2 years and it has made me shrink more and more everyday. And when i leave town, I won't be scared to leave. But I am scared that I won't be sorry at all.


wolfos3d 20-07-2010 04:31 AM

*hugs Laura*

taz35 20-07-2010 04:57 AM

*hugs April* Like Oliver said... you wouldn't have mentioned it if it wasn't important. What's on your mind? And sometimes it's the petty things that make everything worse...

*hugs Oliver* I'm... okay at the moment. Just about ready to head off to bed. How have you been?

*hugs Felicia* Probably a stupid question, but rehearsal for what? :)

*hugs Laura* Is it a good thing he finally came over to talk? You are infinitely important <33

*hugs Jess* How are you?

risenfromperdition 20-07-2010 06:44 AM

you ARE important sweetie

wolfos3d 20-07-2010 06:46 AM

*hugs Taz* I'm not great. I'm sure I'll be okay though. I always am.

misskitty112 20-07-2010 07:14 AM


Originally Posted by taz35 (Post 2409451)
*hugs Felicia* Probably a stupid question, but rehearsal for what? :)

Not a stupid question at all. I'm in a Midsummer Night's Dream this summer =)

jonikd 20-07-2010 08:50 AM

*hugs everyone*

I'm having a bit of a rough time but thinking of you all and hoping you're all doing OK.

Special hugs for Mark, Laura, Helen, Kahlia, April, Crimson, Hayley, Oliver, Julie...kind of my wee rocks here.


SoMuchMore 20-07-2010 08:58 AM

*comes out from hiding b/c JK is here*

*cuddles tight* I'm sorry that you are having a rough time hun. Here if you need.

*hugs jess, taz, heather, and felicia* hope you guys were all able to sleep okay

risenfromperdition 20-07-2010 09:05 AM

im clearly not sleeping as im talking to you :P


SoMuchMore 20-07-2010 09:07 AM

^ haha.. i didnt know u were still on ryl too... well i hope you get to sleep eventually :-P

risenfromperdition 20-07-2010 09:23 AM

:P lol.

*snuggles into corner with teddy and yawns*

frenchhorn 20-07-2010 11:27 AM

*hugs JK* nice to see you back, but sorry your having a rough time, anything you want to talk about?

*huges Heather* hope you manage to sleep ok, when you do go to bed, I'm very confused as to which time zone your in.

*hugs Jess*

*hugs laura*

*hugs Taz* I'm okish, not looking forward to going home, which involves 8 hours of travelling and then won't get to see Alex for 4 weeks.

*hugs Felicia* hope the rehearsals are going well

Doikers 20-07-2010 11:51 AM

Jill , Its good to get things off your chest sometimes *Hugs*

*Hugs JK* , sorry you are having a rough time :( , it's nice to see you though :)

*Hugs Crimson* You CAN fight those urges *Hugs tight*

April , I'm sorry you're pissed off at something :( and I hope the house selling person comes soon if they haven't already*Hugs*

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry you won't see Alex for 4 weeks but you can celebrate when you do see him again ! plan a meal out or something , just a thought . sorry if it's a useless idea :S

*Group Hugs*

Scarletdreamer 20-07-2010 01:03 PM

In response to all that asked - it was just a thing on WoW... which led to me realizing that all around, I just don't feel "good enough," at anything... which in turn, led to an "amazing" crying spell. :-X "Amazing" because I hate hate HATE crying... and this was a pretty long burst of tears. Thankfully Jarrod was there to help comfort me... but still... not ever feeling "good enough" ... I'm sure some of you know how it feels, even if it's not true for you. :(

Anyway. Enough whinging/moaning about that. :-/

*cuddles all* How are you doing today? Sorry no individuals right now, am feeling a bit out of it this morning. Had more bad dreams/nightmares last night. :(

Doikers 20-07-2010 01:15 PM

April , Good luck with your NP today :) *Hugs*

Possible Sui trigger below







I Just met with my social worker , told him about my "plan" and he told me to think about how losing me would affect my parents / Sister / who ever would find me , and he went to make a Psych Dr Appoinment for me but I already have one and he is coming to it now , I guess it's nice to have support , It was so hard to tell him and now I have to tell Dr G too :S I feel numb still I took a diaz but it's a different type of numb hmmm sorry.

Scarletdreamer 20-07-2010 01:20 PM

SO proud of you, Mark!! Well done for talking with your SW about your suicide plan... that's so good. But, I AM proud of you, so very much. That had to take a lot of strength to talk with him about as I know you wanted to keep it a secret. Once again, WELL DONE, and keep us updated on how things are going (i.e., if you're going to be hospitalized, etc.). *huge cuddles*

*spies you & glomps* :D

Doikers 20-07-2010 01:29 PM


(i.e., if you're going to be hospitalized, etc.).
I hope not , :S. Thankyou April :) What you think of me matters tons to me :)
I have Accupuncture at 2pm and My Nurse ( Who already knows ) at 3pm at the same place .

I'm so Drained , Telling my SW really took it out of me .

MammaMia 20-07-2010 01:58 PM

*cuddles all*

Thank to those of you who replied to my last post, particularly Kahlia, I know how much you're struggling right now, so it meant a lot to me.

Scarletdreamer 20-07-2010 02:41 PM

*cuddles Hels* How are you doing this morning, love?

Aw Mark, thanks for saying that what I think of you matters a lot to you. :) That helped me a bit, believe it or not, helps me feel a bit more valued. *gentle hugs* I can believe that you're feeling kind of drained at the moment, I think I would be as well. But I do think that it's good that your SW is coming with you to your pdoc's. Kind of moral support, if that makes sense. :)

I'm so exhausted that my eyes are crossing... not good. Oh and Mark, I hope that my NP appt goes well also. I see her this afternoon... earlier than usual which may or may not be a good thing. :-/ I hope that she has some answers for some potential side effects - one of which being the nightmares. ARGH.

And I'm even more "ARGH-y" because WoW is down for maintenance for nearly 12 hours (on some of the servers on which I play) and one of the servers/realms on which I play is undergoing 24-hour maintenance!! Guhhh. I am not addicted to WoW but it is a VERY good distraction... so yeah. :-X

*hides in a hole for awhile and wonders if Lia is still hiding in my hole with me :P*

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