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Doikers 23-06-2010 12:53 PM

I crawled out of bed at something like 10.30am , and I just feel wretched , LOW , and crap generally , and no ammount of cutting will "Fix" me, I'm busted up emotionally and I have the template of a post I want to post in vets support but I don't know what replies I'd get as it's kinda pathetic , Also scary for me to put out there, in the public domain as parts are VERY personal I hate to think about them at all, they just make me more low :( *Sigh* sorry

*Huggles Jessica*

wolfos3d 23-06-2010 12:59 PM

I play WoW. Or at least I did. My game card ran out and it's gonna be a little while before I get more time. I'm on the US servers, on Echo Isles mostly.

*hugs Mark*

Scarletdreamer 23-06-2010 02:42 PM

sweet, jess. i'll have to check out echo isles (is it pvp, rp, or rp/pvp? because i prefer pve... heh)... :) i have toons on silvermoon and grizzly hills mostly (alliance mostly, but a few horde), a fresh-out-of-the-starting-area blood elf death knight on area 52, and a pally and a priest (22 and 20, respectively, i believe) on runetotem. :) i'm guessing you have a rogue? ;) ohh, and how are you doing today? *hugs*

*cuddles mark* sorry you're so low, sweet. that really sucks. :( i wish i could help you somehow... :( wish i could help all of you... but i can't. not anymore than anyone else can... :'( please try not to cut, hypocritical i know but i'm worried about you & how low you are. :(

i feel like crap with a capital c. just want to die. i don't even know why. i can't identify the emotions behind being this way. i'm just so sick of life... :'(

*hides in the darkest place in the warren and cries*

Scarletdreamer 23-06-2010 02:49 PM

aand... updated r/v again.

just want to go to sleep forever... :'(

xxjuliexx 23-06-2010 03:12 PM

*sits sniffles*

Scarletdreamer 23-06-2010 03:48 PM

*cuddles julie* what's wrong, hon?

i'm so exhausted. just saw one of my friends from church, keep getting hit with how freaking skinny she is... :'( i'm scared for her and also triggered... which really sucks. i don't know what to do anymore.

i have therapy later today... my 2nd session with this therapist... dunno how well that's gonna go. :-/ am scared.

keep thinking i'm hearing voices where there are none. i mean, i can separate what's real from what isn't. i think it may be because i'm so tired? but i don't know... :-S

Scarletdreamer 23-06-2010 04:02 PM

just updated r/v again... wish it weren't so freaking quiet in here, need some company. :'( *turns on some lights and puts delta goodrem on...*

I'mJustMe 23-06-2010 04:11 PM

Hi guys.

*Hugs April, Mark and anyone else who wants a hug*

April- how are you feeling now? Are you any better? Would you like to tell us what made you feel the way you are right now?

Same with you Mark, do you know what made you feel so low? I hope you're both feeling better now, and anyone else who was hurting. I don't know what else to say.

Remember, you're not alone, we're all here for you, everyone on this site. Don't give up.


p.s what's brown and sticky?

A stick!

Sorry about the bad jokes, but I find the bad jokes are always the best, they're so insanly appaling that they're funny.

Doikers 23-06-2010 04:35 PM

*Hugs April*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Lia*

I'mJustMe 23-06-2010 06:08 PM

*Hugs Marks back*

You know what I love about this thread? People really care, not that they don't on the other threads, but on here, people use your first name and do individual replies, which I haven't found anywhere else. I feel a part of something, even if I am younger than virtually all of you it doesn't really matter because we are all in the same boat and we all need someone.

How are you feeling now Mark?


Scarletdreamer 23-06-2010 06:32 PM

lia, i totally agree with you there. people here care... and i haven't found that in many other threads. there used to be another one here in vet's support that was more of a general chat thread, but it got lost because the people in it got sick of talking about problems so instead made a general chat "*minimal triggers*" thread in vet's general. blah. not really sure that i agree with them, but whatever. at least this thread is still around. :)

i don't know what's making me feel this way. i think being worried about my therapy appt because i'm scared she thinks i'm a joke. last appt there was a question on the sheet i had to fill out that i couldn't figure out - it was either asking me what caused me to come in to therapy or what caused the problems i had to list above, and i wrote, "not sure," because i wasn't. then just as i was going out the door, the therapist said, "oh, and you don't know why you're here?" and it took me a bit to figure out why she said that... so yeah, gonna have to correct that later. :-/

i am still hearing snatches of whispered voices. it's not thoughts, it's voices, and it's worse when it's utterly quiet. :( ughhh. i hate being this way. psychotic breaks really do suck, especially when i'm already taking 30mg abilify. :(

*hides in a hole* :'(

PoisonedApple 23-06-2010 06:34 PM

*huggles lia, april, mark, kahlia, jk, helen, oliver, jess, kat(et al), kathryn (et al), julie (et al , but waves to o), anyone else I missed (sorry... didn't mean to forget you if i did)*
How is everyone this morning?

PoisonedApple 23-06-2010 06:36 PM

I'm sure she doesn't think you're a joke April. Just be sure to let them know you weren't sure what the question was referring to and what the correction should be. *cuddles and hands a plushie*

Doikers 23-06-2010 06:56 PM

I'm okay thankyou Lia , A little numb , it just seems whenever I shut my eyes I start falling alsleep and the I get phases of not sleeping at all . I could cut tonight , just to "feel" , which is one of many reasons I do it
*Hugs Lia*

April Good luck with your therapist later, I'm sure she doesn't think you're a joke , not at all , Just be honest that you don't understand the question*Hugs*

*Hugs Crimson*

risenfromperdition 23-06-2010 07:10 PM

*cuddles everyone*

one_step_closer 23-06-2010 08:12 PM

It was my Dad's funeral today. Feeling a bit low and suicidal.

PoisonedApple 23-06-2010 08:15 PM

*cuddles Lindsay and sits with*

Doikers 23-06-2010 09:10 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

SoMuchMore 23-06-2010 09:15 PM

*hugs april, mark, lia, heather, lindsay, crimson, oliver, and everyone I missed*

Hope everyone is okay. Try to stay safe.

Feeling grumpy today. Mostly b/c i woke up with a stye in my eye. I hate styes. I get them about once a year or so. Just makes me/makes me feel even more unattractive than i already am. *sigh* okay i'll stop before I start to rant about nothing.

nicole94 23-06-2010 09:49 PM


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