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Pnuemonia[Blue] 24-05-2010 08:00 PM

*hides down a hole and cries*

Why? Why don't i have someone that can tell me what really happened? Why did I have to remember?

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 08:14 PM

Emma, sweet, what's up? *holds you gently and offers you some chamomile tea to help calm you* We're here if you want to talk...

Crimson, sorry Houdini died. :( That's so sad. A pet dying, especially a baby and one that you've taken such good care of, can be so painful. *cuddles* And dunno if you read, but my pally on Runetotem is level 20 now.

*cuddles Mark* I'm sorry you got so nervous with your volunteer bureau worker, but at least the appt went well and your SW showed up to!! Third time's lucky indeed... lol. How are you feeling now?

*cuddles Julie and Laura*

*cuddles/waves to everyone else*

I'm so beat. I am utterly exhausted and feel so bad and don't want to have to go in to work tomorrow, I have 35 surveys yet to enter and I'm so ****ing tired that I don't know I'll be able to do them or not. I really WANT today to count as a day of work but all I want to do is sleep. :'(

So damn over this. All of it. :'(

Doikers 24-05-2010 08:25 PM

How am I feeling ?, I took off my shirt (Wearing a T-shirt) and my arms are all exposed , I SO want to add scars , the urges are building :( looking at my own arms is triggering me for crying out loud :( sorry

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 08:52 PM

*cuddles Emma gently* I'm sorry, hon. I wish I knew something that would help... :(

Mark, love, don't cut if you can help it, you've gone a couple of days without... maybe put your shirt back on and then drink something cold or sit in front of a fan or something if you're really warm? I understand your own arms triggering you though, I'm triggered by mine and also by something that someone said a little while ago... :-S I really want to cut and know that I can get away with it when Jarrod's home because I did yesterday. :'( *holds both your hands so neither of us can cut* :)


PoisonedApple 24-05-2010 09:01 PM


Crimson, sorry Houdini died. :( That's so sad. A pet dying, especially a baby and one that you've taken such good care of, can be so painful. *cuddles* And dunno if you read, but my pally on Runetotem is level 20 now.
i missed that page. congrats. i'll have to try to get on runetotem soon. my silvermoon toon is lvl 21. dunno if i let ya know before. *sigh* gotta go do the court run since r is out again today.

Doikers 24-05-2010 09:02 PM

*Holds Aprils Hands* Thankyou April :)

MammaMia 24-05-2010 09:09 PM

*offers cuddles to all*

I feel so low, it's unreal, today's been really awful :( Thankfully my best friend is coming online at 9, need her so ,uch

Doikers 24-05-2010 09:10 PM

*Lets go of Aprils hands long enough to HUG Helen and re-holds Aprils hands*

Pnuemonia[Blue] 24-05-2010 09:11 PM

Tried to phone my bestfriend but her phone is off, really need to speak to her. Need her voice of reason and then how she turns the situation around to her - need my head to be focused on someone else.

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:31 PM

Still in pain. This is ridiculous now.

Doikers 24-05-2010 09:37 PM

*Hugs for Emma and Kitkat if ok?*

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:39 PM

Yeah that's fine (:
It's just my stomach is still hurting after those pills went missing... But its okay to hug me (:

MammaMia 24-05-2010 09:42 PM

Kat, I really think you should seek medical advice sweetheart =( Even if you did overdose on the pills, they will have long left your body now.

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:44 PM

I don't know what to say though... Yeah, they would've left my system now, think it was on Wednesday or Tuesday that it happened but I'm still getting stomach pain...

MammaMia 24-05-2010 09:44 PM

Just explain that you think you may have taken an od & your stomach's been hurting since it happened?

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:46 PM

Yeah... But I can't go without my Mum knowing, and she doesn't know that I may have taken them... She'd go nuts.

MammaMia 24-05-2010 09:46 PM

#You need to go swertie, even if's a nurse at college.

Kitkat :) 24-05-2010 09:51 PM

... I'll go after my exam tomorrow... Don't know if I'd need an appointment though.

Scarletdreamer 24-05-2010 09:53 PM

*is hurting, mentally/emotionally and physically* But so is everyone else...

*cuddles KitKat* I think you should seek medical advice as well... sorry I've not supported you throughout this, but just did not know what to say.

*cuddles Mark and keeps holding his hands so he can't SI* Feeling any better? or still triggered? (I'm still triggered :'( this whole business with my best friend is really messing with me...)

*cuddles Crimson* Grats on Lurial getting to 21!! That rocks. :D She's almost high enough level for my mage to play with her (my mage is level 30 :D). Hehe. WoW is such a good distraction - maybe we can play together on some server or another next weekend? or sometime soon anyway...

*cuddles Emma* I wish that I could help you feel better, love. :( Keep posting in here if you can... or maybe start an r/v thread if you don't already have one?

Damnit, itchy SI place... :(

Tried to take a nap but it didn't work. I don't know what I'll do now. I think I'm going to end up telling my supervisor that in all honesty I can't count today as a workday, as I haven't done and don't feel up to doing any work. :'( Stupid stupid me.

I need to make some phonecalls - to res and to that therapist - but I'm scared. :'( Terrified actually........... pathetically. :'(

*hides in a hole*

katnovia 24-05-2010 10:03 PM

*sneaks on, lurks reading and then buries self deeply in a hole, pulling a concrete slab over the top*

I wish I could help.

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