*cuddles laura, Kahlia and Helen*

Sorry about the headache Laura? maybe take some strong painkillers?

Kahlia I'm glad the Tdoc is trying to do his bit to help. yes if moving willget u more support that may be something u should think about, i agree. Recording the visit is also a good idea. I hope its going well hon

Helen, I'm sorry ur still awake...

I am too :-( I took 2 sleeping pills 4 hrs ago and had no affect so just had a small drink and am finally starting to feel drowsy! Bout ruddy time!
Have an appt with gp on sat so will mention how crap the sleeping pills are and request a dif type. Hopefully will work *fingers crossed*

Seeing a pysch tomorow as my uni counsellor referred me cause he didnt think i was getting enough support through the gp and hosp.

ergh, i dont cope well with little sleep :-( I was so drowsy yesterday, too drowsy to go to my counselling appt :-/ eek he won't be happy :-(

I just want to feel tired, i want my body to let me!

*hugs again to all*

*cuddles*

Hope you'll be asleep soon.
Well hope we'll both be xD

^ nods! Yes please! *fingers crossed for us both*

*makes some warm milk or whatever hot sleep inducing drink u prefer*

Morning lovely people.
Sorry you're awake too, it's very sucky.
*passes around blanket and snuggles down*

Thanks.
*drinks hot choc*
Mmmmm
:P

*takes blanket and snuggles into Emma and anyone else who wants to join*

*snuggles back*

This is getting silly now :-(

^ *agrees*

La la la la
it's nto 4am.
hahahahaha
someone texted me as i was drifting to sleep.
ugh >.>
so yeah been awake since then haha

ugh! thats not fair! sucky text message *hugs*

*curls up in corner sleepily*

Helen, can you text me when you see this. I just need somebody to talk to. I feel so lonely. I miss him already :'(

Still haven't really gone to sleep hahaha >_> Oh wells.
Vicki, have texted you, but was awake then and thinking of texting, godammit.

Nor me Hells. What a bunch we are!

Aye my dear

Aw loves, I'm sorry that you didn't get any/much sleep last night!! I just got up after sleeping since 7pm (got up a little before 6am), lol, not to rub it in your faces or anything... :( I really hope that you all manage to get some sleep soon... Joc, I'm sorry that those sleeping pills are rubbish. I got put on Sonata, Lunesta, & Ambien CR (not sure their other names) - not all at once, hah - when I had horrific insomnia in spring 2007. That's really been the last time that I've had REALLY bad insomnia.

*cuddles Kahlia* Why is the medical treatment so **** where you are? That's really rubbish... I hope that you get some help at least, and I'm glad that your tdoc responded to you. :) That's good... having open communication with your treatment team members is important. I wish I could help you get better... I couldn't believe it when you said how many times you've attempted suicide. *gentle hugs*

So we have two Lauras in here, Imaginary Friend & Fallinstar0317. How do we want to resolve this so it doesn't get too confusing? :P

Laura ('star) I'm glad that day 3 of classes went okay with you... sorry your head's aching though. Hope you managed to get some sleep last night!! *cuddles*

Emma *huggles* how you doing?

I'm really tired (believe it or not)... today I don't have anything until 1:30pm, so I have the morning to relax & do schoolwork, alternately. I don't want to go in to uni at 8am which is when my dad would pick me so I'm going to see if my mum can drop me off when she takes their oldest dog in to the vet's for fluid (he's dying of congestive heart failure & is very triggering [ED] as he is emaciated really badly). Anyway, so yeh, I ought to be around today more than yesterday or Wednesday!! :) So that's a good thing...

I'm listening to Steven Curtis Chapman now... good songs. Light Christian rock, relaxing. Not usually my style of music but he has a really good song on there about his daughter, called "Cinderella." :)

Anyway, I'm feeling okayish this morning. Right now at least... it feels like there is a dark cloud hanging over me though... :(

*sneaks into the denial tent with Kahlia*

I'm in the denial tent too hehe.
Much better in here =)
*cuddles* Glad you got good night's sleep.
xxx

urgh. i need to put somewhere so i don't do stupid things and get myself into massive states like last night. bad, bad night.
*crawls over to a corner and cries*

:( *runs over to Laura and huggles* Do you wanna talk about it, hun?

*prods April* :O OHAI!

I'm feeling okay right now. :) I had an appointment with an ED specialist, and I was terrified, but actually, there was pretty much nothing to be scared of. She was lovely. :)

Writing alot of songs!

Love to all. :)

it is confusing having 2 Laura's in here isn't it...hmm...meh. lol
i just...bad night. i do stupid things when i'm drunk and last night my friend tried (and succeeded) in stopping me, but i still feel bad that she had to do that. we were shouting at each other for ages, and she totally shouldn't have found out about some stuff like that.
i'm such an idiot
*sobs into a blanket*