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katnovia 08-06-2010 08:21 AM

*huggles everyone who wants*

I wish I could do more, but i'm still struggling way too much right now. The kids want to stay with their father, so a whole custordy battle is about to break out... so im trying to handle knowing my neice and nephew are there, at risk of being visited by that monster..:S and there's naff all anyone can do about it. I'm so depressed it's stupid. Im falling apart but I have to stay together for haz. :( I havn't cried this much in a long time. Amy is going through some kind of breakdown. She's just curled up in the corner crying, she wont talk to me, or come out and talk to anyone. She really can't handle everything about HIM coming up right now. Rosie is all upset that things are unhappy, and im having trouble controlling Sarah's temper.

jonikd 08-06-2010 08:31 AM

*hugs Kat if that's OK* crying is good sometimes hun.

I am no good, really want to cut, have a little but its just triggered me more. So will sit in here for a while and hope it just passes. This time.

Would cuddle April if she was here cos she looks to be in a similar place.

rahh.

SoMuchMore 08-06-2010 08:38 AM

JK, I'm here if u want to talk. *hugs*

*cuddles kat, heather, april, helen, crimson, oliver, and becca*

katnovia 08-06-2010 08:38 AM

*huggles JK back* *sniffles* I just feel so..blerk..I dont even have a word for it. I cant stop the si/suicidal thoughts/urges. I've gone two weeks now no si, and I want to keep it up. I just dont know how much longer i can go on with this. I'm sorry you are triggered too, is there anything I can do to help?

SoMuchMore 08-06-2010 08:40 AM

Kat, 2 weeks is awesome. Try to keep distracted from those thoughts/fight them, I know its really hard.. Here for u too *hugs*

jonikd 08-06-2010 08:44 AM

2 weeks = awesome. Don't blow it now Kat, sorry I won't rave on, would rather see some success on here! I don't want to trigger anyone so will just sit here quietly and stay watching the goings on here.

Thanks both for the hugs *hugs back*

SoMuchMore 08-06-2010 08:48 AM

JK - well if u need to talk, you wouldnt be able to trigger me right now... you dont have to obviously, just want to make sure you know that the option is there.

*walks around finding all the hiding people and hugging them*

xxjuliexx 08-06-2010 09:04 AM

*sits and yawns* :notsure:

jonikd 08-06-2010 09:09 AM

Thanks Laura *hugs tight*

Hey Julie, nice to see you here too

xxjuliexx 08-06-2010 09:32 AM

*yawns and curls up small in a box*

Ileana 08-06-2010 09:48 AM

So where exactly does one go when they have bad thoughts in their mind and nobody to go to? I need to know.

xxjuliexx 08-06-2010 09:53 AM

i go get my coloured pencils and my pictures and coluor in

anarchistl0ve 08-06-2010 09:55 AM

Ace here all... Mind stop racing cant ****ing sleep. I cant write what the hell is bugging me because I dont even know. I am considering taking half a xany to sleep yes the script is legal well Its not in my name but you all get it. I know its not right I am keeping her awake but ****...

xxjuliexx 08-06-2010 10:01 AM

hey ace
*offers hugs*

anarchistl0ve 08-06-2010 10:02 AM

Thanks. Hope things are better for you than for me..

xxjuliexx 08-06-2010 10:06 AM

*nods* i'm fine

anarchistl0ve 08-06-2010 10:10 AM

I wish I was fine no idea what is bugging me, **** its 4am. I hope I dont screw her over I dont want her to let down her son...

xxjuliexx 08-06-2010 10:13 AM

wat do u mean ace?

anarchistl0ve 08-06-2010 10:15 AM

Becca has a son he is just a baby, he has a playgroup on tuesday mornings at 9am until noonish. I will feel even more **** if she dont make it.

xxjuliexx 08-06-2010 10:26 AM

can u try reading to clam ur brain
computers keep ur brain awake


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