*hugs Imogen*
*cuddles Helen*

*hugs everyone*

I've been placed on an old drug that isn't helping and am taking twice as much prn meds as I was told to take. I'm going to see my GP tomorrrow because he's the only place I have to turn to. I'm really nervous about it :(

I have so much to do and I don't want to do anything.
Scrap that. I really want to do it all - I want to do my assignments, have a bath, call about jobs etc.
But I'm too ****ing lazy.

*hugs Arwen* ~ I hope the lazy feeling passes soon and you are able to accomplish your tasks

...I wish I was in a real one...

I feel ridiculously misunderstood...like understanding how I feel and why is just impossible to anyone else but me.

I hate out of hour doctors.
EVIL BASTARDS

*hugs Ileana*
*hugs Helen*
*hugs everyone*

We just had pizza and now I want to be sick...

*Hugs everyone*
I had a nice bath and feel a bit...nicer.
Still haven't bothered with anything else.

*hugs*

I'm having really strong urges to overdose.

Aaaaahhhhhhhh

*curls up and rocks*

*cuddles everyone*

I slept well last night. I haven't done that for so long I'd forgotten what it's like.

*hugs helen*
*hugs kahlia* i'm glad you slept well. Sleeping is always nice :-)

I'm having a hard time right now. I'm good at hiding it though.

Why do you feel that you need to hide your true feelings? Remember that you don't have to hide them here.

*hugs everyone that can accept hugs*

The voices are bad and I've taken all the PRN I can take. Guess I just have to wait it out. But I'm going to make an appointment to see my GP to get a med review because the meds I'm on aren't working.

one_step_closer - (sorry i don't know your name)- I know that I don't have to hide them here... but i feel like if i let them out I may break down. Which I don't have time for.. plus, most people in my life are having a hard time with one thing or another and I don't want to make it worse for them.

*big hugs kahlia* I'm sorry about the voices. Its probably good that you are going to get a med review. Hope they figure something out.

*hugs everyone else hiding in corners or wandering around*

*hugs Laura* ~ Thanks. I just hope my GP knows what he is doing ...

*hugs everyone she can find that needs or wants hugs*

*cuddles everyone*

Sorry I'm not really posting much..

*cuddles Helen back*
It's okay not to post much sweetie just keep us up to date with what's happening.

I went to A&E tonight and got a medication review. I'm going to be starting seroquel on monday after I see my GP.

Struggling to put a brave face on. Struggling not to snap at my family today :'( Can't do this. Ugh got to keep going. Only got to get through tomorrow but that'll be a happpppy day :) My cousin's getting married <3

I really really really want one of my best friends :'(