*cuddles Lia* thanks. I just feel so out of it. I don't feel safe being left on my own :/

*Night time Hugs Mark*
*Hugs Lia and Sarah*

*cuddles Charlie*

*Cuddles Sarah* I'm sorry you're having such a hard time at the moment hun. Proffesionals suck :(

*hugs Mark (night Mark); Sarah; Lia; Charlie; anyone I've missed (sorry - there was a page turn); anyone who walks in and anyone reading this after I've left*

argh!!!!! why are people in real life such sodding shits. great world war 3 has just begun, great, great.

*Hugs Jill* Cram in a corner of the ward with music blasting in your ears and day dream of Hogwarts or bunnies?

*Hugs Sarah* Are you alone? If you are, please try and stay safe.

thanks lia that made me smile, wish i could just hide in here.

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Kahlia*

Thanks for the hugs! ~Hugs back~

*hugs all* how is everyone doing?

*huggles everyone who can accept*

*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Charlie*
*Hugs Kahlia*
*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Solo*
*Hugs Oliver*

How is everyone? I'm tired , I was up at early o'clock and am so not used to it , I need to nap .

Edit :- Napping woulden't work , I coulden't fall asleep , Time to caffeineate :p

*hugs everyone*

*Squishes Lindsay*

How are you, Mark?

I'm feeling squerbley , I don't know to be honest . I have the cyber cafe to volunteer at which last time was a waste of my time andmy MP3 Player has just crapped out on me so *sigh* I need music............

~Hugs everyone~

my ex just text me to say he overheard the other members of my quintet discussing me and saying they want to chuck me out cos I'm not in uni for this year and therefore they think I'm not practicing. They can't even say it to me, they discuss it behind my back, **** sake and I have to play in a gig with them in 30mins.
**** i'm feel so unwanted

Hey

Dr rang me today, should be seen by the mental health team in a week or so. They'll contact me when they can. So I'm glad thats sorted. Still feeling crappy but I have company all day.