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~*Rainbow*~ 27-03-2009 11:27 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1514918)
I don't know what to do.
Okay.
Maybe I do but don't want to take THOSE options.
Blah.
I suck.
Fail.
:D


Babe you dont need to fail you have me im always there for you!!! hold on till i come home!!! i need you as much as you maybe need me!!!!! im having a **** time i'm loosing my other half becasue i went out drinking with an old mate on monday!!!

Long*Past 28-03-2009 01:35 AM

*wanders around*
I wish my brother would just get checked into a real one of these...
or like and addictions clinic,
or SOMETHING!
But I don't think they accept people who are addicted to their computer into rehab...
Ugh... if he would go away our family would be so much better,
and there would be next to no yelling,
and WAY fewer fights...
No one wants to be here anymore...
And that is backwards.
Three of us are being alienated by one...

GAH!
I want to cut so bad!
It would make me feel so much better in the short term!

MammaMia 28-03-2009 01:35 AM

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
Please give up on me P.
Please.

Pomegranate 28-03-2009 02:48 AM

aaaaw Zowie that is aweful! Have they said why? If everything was fine then you would not be hearing things and struggling with thoughts of hurting yourself. I read somewhere that the government is trying to get down DLA expenditure....maybe that is it? Please don't let it get you down. You can always appeal. I think the best thing you could do would be to call them, or get your Dad to to find out why you were rejected.


*sits with Kahlia* I can't imagine being up (or even going to bed) at that time lol. I hope things are starting to even out a bit for you hun.

*hugs Hannah* How are you doing now? I know it is a cliche, but it is also true...as long as you are alive then hope never dies. Have you spoken to your bf/friend about how you are feeling?

*waves at Dayna* I am also often up until 5/6/7am lol and it does suck! Especially when you are feeling especially bad and there is nobody awake to support you.

Hey Oly, how are things today? It sounds like the voices are playing up, although to be honest it seems like they were always likely to get stronger when you were changing meds. Please remember that they are a symptom of your illness, not real. You can fight what they tell you to do. You are not alone.

*offers cuddles for Michaela* How are you doing now? *offers a tissue and a listening ear*

Hiya Silently_crying- how are things going with your brother? It must be tough if he is the source of constant arguments, alienation or whatever. I hope you have managed not to cut. You do not deserve to punish yourself for your brothers actions.

*waves at Rainbow*- how is Scotland going with your parents? How are you?

*leaves hugs and chocolate for people*

ThinkingofRecovery 28-03-2009 02:52 AM

i wish they wanted to make me better or look after me but they want to get rid of me. i'll have the last laugh at my inquest. Please will someone make sure they see my threads?

Kahlia1981 28-03-2009 03:26 AM

*cuddles Emma*

Long*Past 28-03-2009 03:39 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 1515666)
Hiya Silently_crying- how are things going with your brother? It must be tough if he is the source of constant arguments, alienation or whatever. I hope you have managed not to cut. You do not deserve to punish yourself for your brothers actions.

Ugh, not so great. He's such a jerk... And he has bi-polar which he is now using as an excuse for him being an ass.
He treats everyone like crap.
I haven't, but it's really tempting....
I know I don't deserve that... it would just make me feel less stressed, I guess.
*sigh*
Thanks though.
How are you?

Pomegranate 28-03-2009 03:44 AM

I am glad you have managed to resist self harming. Bi polar is a cruel illness but it cannot be used to excuse every bad behaviour. Please keep fighting it x

Long*Past 28-03-2009 05:53 AM

Yea, I'm currently substituting junk food for cutting.
Bleh, doesn't make me feel as good, but I'm hoping the chocolate will help kick some kind of happy in...

Auburn Shadow 28-03-2009 11:14 AM

*leaves hugs for everyone*

Can't do much more than that right now. Wish I could. Thinking of you all. x

wildly insane 28-03-2009 11:43 AM

*hugs Hana* hope you are okay

*hugs Emma* thanks hun, am doing better this morning although did end up at A&E getting stitches last night so that might have something to do with it. My b/friend cancelled meeting at the weekend and then didn't reply to my last text message so I'm going to write a letter so that even if I don't get to talk to him on monday I can give it to him which will hopefully result in a proper chat.

*hugs SilentlyCrying* sounds tough, an arguing family is always difficult when you're struggling yorself. Do you have anywhere to yourself?

*hugs Kahlia* I'm sorry to hear you're not sleeping well, look after yourself a bit, ok?

*hugs no reason* *hugs Helen* keep fighting

*hugs Gil* hey hun I'm sure you haven't lost him, hope you are ok.

*hugs Michaella* hope you managed to resist those urges

*hugs Dayna* hope you slept okay, how are you doing?

*hugs Steel Maiden* I hope last night wasn't so bad and you managed to ignore the voices. You are very lucky to have found a soulmate :)

*hugs Arwen* how was London, sorry to hear about the DLA some people just really don't get it, keep trying though.

*hugs Jade* how are you doing hun?

*hugs shell* if you drop by before I get to write you an email will be writing one soon.

Like I said I'm a bit calmer today but it is the morning and it's the evenings I struggle with as I'm tired by then.

MammaMia 28-03-2009 01:32 PM

*hugs everybody*

Long*Past 28-03-2009 08:08 PM

Not completely.
I mean I have my laptop in my room,
but I have no insulation in my cieling really,
so anything that goes on upstairs comes right down to me...
I think RYL is the closest I have.

Steel Maiden 28-03-2009 08:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 1515666)
Hey Oly, how are things today? It sounds like the voices are playing up, although to be honest it seems like they were always likely to get stronger when you were changing meds. Please remember that they are a symptom of your illness, not real. You can fight what they tell you to do. You are not alone.

Today has been up and down. My Mum was really nice to me today, which was good, and I'm getting better from my virus.
Thanks so much for your kind words. I am trying to remind myself that They're not real, but They are standing outside my window, on the street below, waiting for me to come out. One of Them is smoking and They're both grown men which scares me.
It is good to know that I am not alone. RYL has saved my life.
How are you doing? What have you been doing?

TOMORROW I AM GOING TO STUDY.

Steel Maiden 28-03-2009 08:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by wildly insane (Post 1516066)
*hugs Steel Maiden* I hope last night wasn't so bad and you managed to ignore the voices. You are very lucky to have found a soulmate :)

Thanks so much. Last night, well, this morning, I went to bed at 2am and woke up at 5am =/ but my soulmate is amazing and he txted me for most of the night and part of the morning. Also LBC 97.3FM (www.lbc.co.uk) kept me company for several hours...I love that station.
How are you doing? What are you doing these days?

Steel Maiden 28-03-2009 08:44 PM

*HUGS ALL and leaves jelly with cream for everyone*

zowie 28-03-2009 09:55 PM

Sorry I'm not leaving personal replies, but when the posts are over a page I forget who said what and get confused :P
Thank you to the people who sympathised about the DLA. I am going to appeal, luckily my grandma has experience in her job helping people appeal against DLA decisions. I think they turned me down because I put down the name of my old psych who never took me seriously. I hated him.
London was good. My cousins are growing up fast :)
Slept all day today, and just want to go to bed. >.< Lazy bitch.

*Leaves hugs and warm blankets for everyone* xxx

Kahlia1981 28-03-2009 10:29 PM

I didn't sleep so good last night and now I just feel crummy. It was like a return to my old sleep pattern. AND I'm freezing cold.

*leaves hugs for everyone*

Auburn Shadow 29-03-2009 02:52 AM

*hugs everyone*

I just want to give up.

MammaMia 29-03-2009 03:29 AM

I'm feeling oh so poorly :(

Not doing too great emotionall either...


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