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Jetforce 12-03-2009 10:49 AM

Hey arwen!!!

Glad ur doing okies there :-) Hope it keeps up for u

Me? umm, i feel hopeless and not so great i suppose...oh well *sighs*

*cuddles*

zowie 12-03-2009 11:05 AM

*Cuddles Jem* Hang in there honey. xxx

Jetforce 12-03-2009 11:17 AM

Thx's arwen

trying too atm...*squishes u back*

Kahlia1981 12-03-2009 12:15 PM

Hi Jem & Arwen - *big hugs to both of you if you can accept them*

Am feeling really down and lonely and scared and .... blech. Just trying to keep going.

*leaves hugs to all*

Jetforce 12-03-2009 12:21 PM

*cuddles Kahlia*

Hang in there :-)

*gives u a cupcake to eat* lol

MammaMia 12-03-2009 07:12 PM

*big hugs all around*

Hahahahaha Friday tomorrow =D =D =D

*dances around sharing the happiness and hygs*

Damnation. 12-03-2009 08:18 PM

*Hugs all* Nervous about talking to the asshole again after a week of avoiding him :/

LilyAnnie 12-03-2009 08:58 PM

*peeks around door* Any room for a little one? I need somewhere safe to hide for a while...

Steel Maiden 12-03-2009 09:17 PM

*hugs all* The Voices are saying I'll end up in hospital on a sect 136...I'm triggered...

Tears of Solitude 12-03-2009 09:39 PM

Lily Annie Your always welcome xxx

Dayna Big hugs, hope it goes alright

Katrica Sorry you feel down and scared

Zowie, Jet Force, BoundNomore, Huge hugs xxx

Helen, Friday is sooo nearly here finally xxx

Wildly thanks for asking after me, Im feeling a little better today. How are you feeling today.

::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone ::::::::::::::: How is everyone today ??????

Love Jade xxx

wildly insane 12-03-2009 10:06 PM

urges urges urges and I can't think of a reason to bother fighting them :P pooh

lily annie, there is always room, *hugs*

*hugs Jade* glad you're feeling a little better, I'm up and down like a yoyo although this down seems to have settled for the time being down *shrugs*

*hugs Arwen, Helen, Kat, Kahlia, BoundNoMore, Jem, Dayna and anyone else in here this thursday/friday morning*

Damnation. 13-03-2009 12:33 AM

Slag.

Whore.

Tart.

Bitch

ravynsoul 13-03-2009 12:39 AM

*hugs Dayna* what's wrong?

*hugs Hannah, Jade and everyone else who's been around*

Damnation. 13-03-2009 04:09 AM

I just feel like an evil bitch. That guy, I've been talking to his girlfriend (who he led everyone to believe was his ex). Ugh...she feels out of place in the guild he and I are both in. She wouldn't have if it hadn't been for me. It's my fault she feels uncomfortable in a place she once gave her life to .__.

fallenshadows 13-03-2009 05:42 AM

Too much stress and no great way to get rid of it... Struggling to stay SI free, well and struggling just to keep going adn keep from exploding. Plus the insomnia sure doesnt help either.

Bacchus 13-03-2009 06:08 AM

Work has got me staying up all night. I usualy keep my self pretty distracted. But a whole night alone in the quite is a great way to let all my fears and anxietys fester and boil inside. I kind of feel like I don't have to explain it. Everybody here knows exactly what I am feeling. Oh well.
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Kahlia1981 13-03-2009 06:14 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by .Poisonous.Cyanide. (Post 1482483)
Slag.

Whore.

Tart.

Bitch

*hugs Dayna* ~ You aren't any of those things sweetheart. For a minute there I was going to ask if you were the voices in my head talking to me because they say those things to me all the time.

*hugs all*

Got to make a big decision today .... and don't feel mentally up to it. Feel like a stupid, pathetic waste of space. *sigh* I guess you get that.

Bacchus 13-03-2009 06:25 AM

I'm pretty good at screwing up big decisions. Want to tell us what it is, I will chose the worst possible choice, and you can go the other way.
Really what's up. We are out here in the dark waiting to listen.
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Kahlia1981 13-03-2009 06:32 AM

Well for most people it wouldn't be a big decision but for me it is ...

Normally I am part of a choir that travels away at Easter to perform in an Eisteddfod. This year I have only managed to attend one rehearsal due to my housemate attempting to end his life before the second one and my emotional reaction to that. Then I developed a phobia about going out at night which was quite possibly due to lack of sleep and the fact that I'm currently unmedicated for my mental illness. Now I'm on Xanax which I take 3 times a day and means that I don't feel safe driving at night. I have missed several rehearsals but am still listed as going to be going away for the Easter weekend ... tonight they start learning the movement/choreography for the novelty, which means that I really need to be there if I am going away ... and I don't think I am going to be able to do so. Secondly, if I go away I will have to pay something like $250 for accommodation and bus trip and so forth, that I don't have and am not likely to have, or stay with my parents. I have just recently had a huge blow-up with my parents that (even though we have started to heal) means that I don't trust them and keep thinking that they are trying to kill me. So, I don't know what the f*ck I should do. I want to go, but I keep thinking that it isn't a good idea due to the money and the driving at night et cetera...

I know, it's just a little unimportant decision, but right now it feels like the biggest mountain on Earth to climb. :(

Also, I haven't told my parents that I have been offered a surgery date which is for something like 2 or 3 days after we get back from the Easter trip ....

Damnation. 13-03-2009 06:58 AM

x_O *Hugs Kahlia muchly*


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