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Damnation. 02-03-2009 05:41 AM

*Clings to*

Kahlia1981 02-03-2009 07:53 AM

*continues holding Dayna*

Sorry it took so long to respond, things haven't been brilliant here ....

Damnation. 02-03-2009 07:55 AM

Tis alright *hugs back*. I'd stay around to talk with you a bit more, but I have to go in five mins x_O

Kahlia1981 02-03-2009 08:00 AM

Dayna, I just hope that you are feeling a little better, and if not, that you are able to find a way of feeling a bit better. *hugs you tightly*

shadowedsoul 02-03-2009 08:46 AM

hmm..........curls into a tight ball in the corner of the room, puts a blanket over my head. hmm not coming out of here. cant do this really cant. too much pressure. crys my eyes out.

mouse in darkness 02-03-2009 12:45 PM

Hi everyone *Hugs all*

Welll today was realy fun (not). I was discharged for the psyc unit and then stuffed around by social security. I had a major panic attack at school tonight. That wasn't fun. The hard part was was that my head was coming up with new ways to SI with the art tools we were using. I new it was eithr give up and leave or so somthing stupid. So I ended up leaving early and getting one of my classmates to drop me home. I am soooo tired.

While I was one the ward I didn't inform my family as they react wierd. Like the illness is theres. Well they can have it if they want. When my mum found out she cracked a mickey at me. I realy didn't ned that. But she gave me a lift to the local shopping centre to get my medication. I find it so hard to talk about my illness with them as they always change the subject. It seems there is no pleasing them.

Sorry bout the rant just needed it out, although it hasn't changed my mood.

Hope everyone is good or atleast things are improving to your favour.

*Hugs and chocolate biscuits for all*

Mary Anne 02-03-2009 01:45 PM

*hugs everyone*

Nicole - I know what you mean about telling your parents, mine only know about half the story and we have never ever spoken about si or my previous suicide attempts. I am always here if you need an ear to bend *hugs*

*cuddles Kahlia and Danya* how you both doing now?

*hugs Helen* excellent news on making it to nine months

*hugs shadowedsoul*

I'm in my usual I hate Mondays mood but I am 2 weeks free today and working on keeping it that way. Soooo tired today.

*leaves hugs and mini eggs for everyone*

~*Rainbow*~ 02-03-2009 02:03 PM

Giving up now - had enough now-
loan still hasnt come through
being made homeless on wednesday
have no job
no money
nothing

I have two choices
live on the streets
or
go back to scotland

if i got back to scotland i lose my partner for good, not only that but i will lose everything i have fought(sp?) for down here like my freedom and getting finally clear of everything!!!

But i have no house
no where to stay
no friends to stay with
no money to get anywhere to stay
the council wont help me because i have no connections to the area!
i dont know what to do!!!
im scared and alone
and all i want to do is cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spirit of an Angel 02-03-2009 07:00 PM

hugs to every one in here.
so very tired and washed out need to lay down in here for a bit.

Eclectica 02-03-2009 09:08 PM

Nearly in tears when I eat. I don't like eating. But I'm too weak not to.

I'm cold, uncaring, selfish, horrible, sarcastic, and all sorts like this. And I don't care. I only feel anger and hatred. I don't feel love or caring. My name was taken by an alter and I've lost my identity. My dreams told me I'm called Ratchet now.

Katie died back when I was young, back when Kat became to exist. Katie is dead. Dead and stone cold, lying in the abyss of my mind.

Kat became, I became Kat. Now I am no one, but nicknamed Ratchet.

Katie fell, Kat lived, Kat stole, this person split.

Eclectica 02-03-2009 11:37 PM

Oh for ****s sake please no.

THAT feeling is back... The feeling that makes me go to deep. That puts me in hospital. I want stitches, to suffer. I just have to wait a while until I can.

I hate this feeling. I don't want to. But my minds made up. No no no no NO.

wildly insane 03-03-2009 09:43 AM

*hugs Kat* how are you?

*hugs Dayna" are you feeling any better?

*hugs FreeSpirit**hugs MaryAnne**hugs Helen*

*hugs Nicole* I can't tell my parents anything, they don't understand, hope you're feeling less triggered though

*hugs Nikki* good luck finding somewhere to stay, doesn't your boyfriend have some friends you could stay with? sorry probably not helpful, hope you are ok

*hugs Shadowed Soul* remember if you ever want to chat feel free to send me a message

*hugs Jade if she's around* and everybody else who's hiding in the corners.

late for work...

wildly insane 03-03-2009 09:46 AM

sorry that sounds particularly rubbish *big hugs and squishes to everybody* I hope a ray of sunshine isn't far away, please keep fighting. *leaves a vast array of dvds and pizza and cake and tea*

zowie 03-03-2009 10:39 AM

*Big hugs for Helen* Congratulations on making it to nine months hun, that's a huge acheivment!!

*Hugs Nicole, Dayna, Kahlia, Kat, Mary Anne, Nikki, wildly insane (sorry babe, forgot your name again! I really do suck at names, takes me ages to remember them!)*
*Hugs anyone else that I've missed*
Hope the people who haven't checked in recently are okay. And hope everyone is keeping up the good fight. xxxx

zowie 03-03-2009 10:43 AM

Oh, and I'm 132 hours free of smoking :D x

Jetforce 03-03-2009 11:00 AM

Congrats arwen

Keep it up!!!

~*Rainbow*~ 03-03-2009 11:30 AM

still no loan still no credit card!!!
i have got a job interview tomorrow in birmingham but that doesnt help becasue i might not have anywhere to stay!!!

Help i dont know what to do anymore!!!

My partners mates all live with their folks so its hard to find somewhere!!!! eeep!!!1

zowie 03-03-2009 12:51 PM

Thanks Jem :) It's pretty hard, but I'm really trying!

MammaMia 03-03-2009 01:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by .Poisonous.Cyanide. (Post 1458652)
*Squishes back* Congratulations! <3

Thank you sweetie, hope you're staying strong :D

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 1458711)
Helen ~ Yay!! Congratulations. *hugs you tightly*

Thank you babe :D

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mary Anne (Post 1459140)
*hugs Helen* excellent news on making it to nine months

*hugs Mary Anne* Thank you sweetie and congratulations on your two weeks :D

Quote:

Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1461022)
*Big hugs for Helen* Congratulations on making it to nine months hun, that's a huge acheivment!!

*big hugs for Arwen* Thank you babe!!!!! Almost double number months ;)

Quote:

Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1461030)
Oh, and I'm 132 hours free of smoking :D x

YAAAAAAY although you're much more than this now..

Quote:

Originally Posted by *~Nikki*Sixx~* (Post 1461106)
still no loan still no credit card!!!
i have got a job interview tomorrow in birmingham but that doesnt help becasue i might not have anywhere to stay!!!

Help i dont know what to do anymore!!!

My partners mates all live with their folks so its hard to find somewhere!!!! eeep!!!1

I don't know how to help other than massive squishes *massive squishes for you*

~*Rainbow*~ 03-03-2009 01:40 PM

*hold on tight to Helens Squishes* Thanks Helen - i've been down to my Chruch and im hoping they still believe in the Sanctuary thingy - im hoping my credit card will be through tomorrow cause at least then i can put myself up in a hotel!!!!


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