I don't do blog-like things. (Other than my poetry page, but that's only for poetry; I never post anything about my daily life). This is the first site I've joined that gives people any information about my life. Anywho, can you call her or anything? I guess long distance would be hell, but maybe that could be worked out. I know three months seems like a long time, but it'll go by fast enough. The going to university part kinda messes things up too, doesn't it? Hmm...

LOL! Thought you'd like a laugh.

Honey i'm sorry bout your friend who's not well and so far way. i know how much that sucks. *cuddles tight* you go tororow! be happy!!!! please?

Thanks Meg. Nah can't call her, waaaaaay expensive :( Tanks for the pic, so funny.

Jesssssssssssssssss! It does suck. *cuddles tightly back* Yaaaay I go tomorrow. I wish it was like Tuesday already!!!

soon!!!! not that far away now!!!! yay!!!!!

Checking out for the day, just to let everyone know. Hope everyone is safe and happy! *hugs all*

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaay :]

Megan, i hope you'll see this in the morning. I understand about the boyfriend. i started looking for a husband when I was 14, in hopes they would help me escape.

Helen, i'm so sorry about your friend. I'm there too, only in the other direction, waiting to see what will happen with a friend.

i'm exhausted from being worried. I'm absolutely helpless to do anything but wait and talk.

*hugs Susan*

Hopefully it'll improve for our friends soon :)

pm me if you need to guys. or e-amil me at jessica.martin@dhhs.tas.gov.au

*emails Jess again*

I SEE EMMMMMMMMA =]

Hi Hells *hugs*. I'm sorry about your friend hun. Glad your holiday is nearly here though x

*goes and hides on a bed in the corner*

Emmma :) *hugs lots* Hopefully my friend will pull through. Yaaaay your birthday is nearly here hehe x

Don't hide? Want to talk about what's up or be left alone?

I really don't know :crying:. I'm sorry

It's okay Em. Don't apolgise. I'm here either way. You know that. *rocks you*

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

My friend is awake yessssss! Her surgery went pretty well and they think she could be home in less than two weeks :shocked:

*cuddles all*

*goes to sleep in corner* i'm so gosh darned tired...

I know how you feel Jess

*wants to cry*

so i had a horrible day. made worse by someone who hearing from should have made me happier. made worse by my stupid supervisor. and just... eveything. so i'm sitting here, with a blade in my hand. fighting myself. just a little one... would it even f*cking matter?

"I'm fine"

*hugs Jess* I don't have many words right now hun but please please ask yourself if you really want this before you do anything you'll regret. Please look after yourself sweetie