*Squishes Lindsay*

*hugs to everyone*

Hey guys, just checking in, don't have a lot to say, but wanted to send my love to you all as I'm thinking of you all...

*hugs Mark, Lindsay and Mara*

god I feel sooooooo guilty

*Hugs Mark* I'm glad you had a good time
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Mara*

*hugs Ian* how are you?

I'm ok thanks :) how are you?

I'm feeling very guilty cos my mum is talking so much about me going back to uni and she is happy about it and I may not be cos my dr thinks I'm medically unfit and wants to get an assessment from a psych.
I literally don't know what to do.

I think you need to try and be honest with your Mum, Oliver. If you are found to be medically unfit then she will find out anyway and might be hurt that you kept things from her.

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Lindsay*

I Miss Felicia so much , I keep breaking down , I Love her so much .

Oh, Mark *huge hugs*

*Hugs Hugs Lindsay* Thank you Hun :)

What are your plans for the day?

I have none . Try to not miss Felicia , Our friend Allison is keeping me company tonight.
*Hugs Lindsay*
My Best Friend Hannah is still really low , I bought her some soap from Lush in Swindon to cheer her up

That was thoughtful of you, Mark. I hope it helps to improve her mood.

Me too Lindsay :) How are you hun?

I'm craving an overdose. It's all I can think about right now. I just hope that no one is doing anything to my kitchen on Thursday so that I can go ahead with overdosing.

*hugs everyone*

Lindsay - please try not to OD come on here and maybe talk to us try to delay it a bit.

I'm reading a book, Danger to Self: On the Front Line with an ER Psychiatrist, and it has been touching on some of the things that I am feeling. It says that "patienthood...protects individuals from certain painful psychological experiences." It also says that one of the three most common items on the "help seeker's wish list" is "to be taken care of, ideally forever." It quotes a man called Theodore Dalrymple who works in an "overdose ward...and characterises many of his afflicted patients in these terms: I'm treated, therefore I am."

I guess i'm not so abnormal after all. I just want to go to hospital and be looked after but when I overdose I won't be able to do that because they will tell my doctor. I might be getting admitted to hospital to clear up my eczema and i'm looking forward to that. I'm trying to make my skin as bad as possible by not using my creams so that I definitely get admitted.

*Hugs Lindsay* PM box open , or FB me?

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

*hugs everyone*
Glad you had a great time Mark and Felicia :)
*sits in a rocker*
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